Ellygant
joined February 26, 2017
Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    I’ve never been attracted to a gem before.

    The ladies I have fun with tho.
  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    Light. Camera. Almost action.

    About to film my first video for my YouTube tarot channel. I’ve been doing mad readings this last month. Getting crazy good feedback. Amped up energy.

    I thought stepping into doing this as a business would be hard. I thought I’d feel weird saying it. People would respond awkwardly. But people love it. And my ability to connect and help others is steadily improving. And in doing so I feel it fundamentally helping me as well.

    I’ll be knocking out monthly videos all this week and next week. Still don’t have an official business name but I’m vibing with making the content and trusting I’ll settle on a name in the next week or so.

    Hey. Jupiter in Scorpio. So glad you could stop and stay for a little while.
  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    I had a deeply bizarre and strange lucid dream last night. After sorting it out with friends it left me with this deep sense of gratitude for life and where I am. I had a remembering of how difficult and dark things were and how far I am from that now.

    I stepped out to pick up a few small items this morning. My car radio keeps resetting to a music channel I don’t really listen to anymore which has been annoying. Tumbling those thoughts in my mind I turned my car back on. The annoying channel had reset again. But this time a song came on that I was obsessed with in that difficult time. A song about just wanting to be free and stand in the light. And I started bawling. A deep well of memories, feeling twinges of the hopelessness I used to feel when I first heard the song, cradled inside the deep sense of satisfaction and accomplishment for where I am now.

    I. Am. So. Thankful.

    Thank you mercury retrograde. It started with an exes coked out emotional rage. And now it’s ending with new moon in Aries time and wells of internal brightness and fire. And life couldn’t be more whacky, backwards, crazy beautiful.

  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    And I delicately paint
    This magenta on my lips
    Each stroke brings to mind
    The souls I left behind.

    Each heart as delicate
    As the lace I wear upon my skin
    Each soul as weary
    Fighting their own sin.

    Marred my heart
    For far too long.
    Now is free
    With every beat of a bebop song.

    Smile,
    Oh crooked now magenta,
    Much like life,
    So how perfect a smile
    To start a wild and free night.
  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    Posted by Andalusia
    Posted by Ellygant
    We just did a huge event tonight at my job. Rented out all three levels of the restaurant. Photographers. Photobooth that did regular photos. But also turned a series of photos into a gif and emailed it to customer.

    Some dude showed up riding a tricycle that shot fire..?

    A few roving professional photographers.

    DJ downstairs, private band upstairs.

    If you can organize with the kitchen to do a special menu, companies love that butter. We do at least 3-7 events a week like that and they feel so special.

    Specialized decor.

    And just plain plying them with drinks and passed apps.


    Can you come up here and pretend to be me? I don't think anyone would notice, lol.
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    LOL

    Well to credit it’s not my job to do such things. I am just a worker bee that chats up customer.

    Honest to god, atmosphere and food are what they love most at the end of the day. The rest are fun anecdotes. But it’s a bit like weddings. Everyone talks about the vibe and the food. Not many people give two butters about placeholder cards lol.

    Oh also If there’s anyone’s on staff that knows tech well, creating a Snapchat filter could be fun too. Suggesting any clever hashtags for the event that merges your jobs name with the companies name could be good for y’all as well.
  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    We just did a huge event tonight at my job. Rented out all three levels of the restaurant. Photographers. Photobooth that did regular photos. But also turned a series of photos into a gif and emailed it to customer.

    Some dude showed up riding a tricycle that shot fire..?

    A few roving professional photographers.

    DJ downstairs, private band upstairs.

    If you can organize with the kitchen to do a special menu, companies love that butter. We do at least 3-7 events a week like that and they feel so special.

    Specialized decor.

    And just plain plying them with drinks and passed apps.
  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    Posted by MysteriousDreamer
    Things may be finally starting to look up. Just found out I got the 2nd part time job I’ve been waiting for with the university. I’ll be starting Fall semester and will be trained in the Summer. So that will be some extra income I so desperately need. I also have an interview Wednesday for another full time job making more than I make now, but the hours can be long and it’s a stressful job. The long hours would also interfere with my 2nd part time job I have starting up in the Fall. So I dunno about that one. I thought about canceling the interview, but figured why not go, if for nothing else, getting practice on my interview skills. I’m a nervous wreck though. Haven’t had an interview in soooo long! 😬


    Go ahead and go.

    I almost cancelled my interview for my current job. I secured another one at what was a reputable company before my interview here. The first job ended up bein really messy, totally disorganized, poor communication and felt oppressive just during my training. Glad I kept the other interview because I slid into my current job when I left the other one before training was finished.
  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    Posted by Vora
    Posted by Ellygant
    You will treetrunk again. I promise lol.

    I have the same sun and moon as you. For a while the only person I’d been with was my on/off guy. Last time actually being together physically was March of last year.

    Last fall I felt like I’d never get laid again. Same as you. Couldn’t get it up at the idea of a rando and a fwb seemed like too much work. So I said whatever. Started hanging out. Doing more random butter. Accepted the drought and leaned into it and decided to not be upset about it.

    Still went on for a few more months. But then I finally did meet someone great and have an amazing albeit brief time. Felt great. Didn’t become more but I don’t regret it. Feel like myself still while not ragingly horny.

    You will be ok lmao.


    I have been trying to do random butter without worrying about the spider web down there but it has been too longgg already 😭😭😭
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    The more you focus on it the worse it seems. Scorpio obsession. Obsessing over love and romance normally treetrunks up your ability to attract said thing. Water energy need to be flowing to draw people near to it.

    So flow.

    What makes you feel happy? Creative? What gets you lost in the moment that doesn’t have to do with love?

    Do those things.

    Get out of your head.
  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    You will treetrunk again. I promise lol.

    I have the same sun and moon as you. For a while the only person I’d been with was my on/off guy. Last time actually being together physically was March of last year.

    Last fall I felt like I’d never get laid again. Same as you. Couldn’t get it up at the idea of a rando and a fwb seemed like too much work. So I said whatever. Started hanging out. Doing more random butter. Accepted the drought and leaned into it and decided to not be upset about it.

    Still went on for a few more months. But then I finally did meet someone great and have an amazing albeit brief time. Felt great. Didn’t become more but I don’t regret it. Feel like myself still while not ragingly horny.

    You will be ok lmao.
  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    Posted by Andalusia
    Posted by Ellygant
    Posted by Andalusia
    Haven't heard from Le Scorp in two months now. I just sent him this:

    User Submitted Image

    Just to keep him on his toes.


    A scared scorpio man is a turned on Scorpio man. Good job virgo.

    What’s his moon again?


    Aquarius moon and ascendant
    Scorpio sun, merc and Venus
    Libra mars, 8th house tho I think
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    Ah. Damn. Aqua moons. One I don’t understand.

    They never really go away. They never really stay. I don’t think they get it themselves even lol.

    Scorp ex was aqua rising with an airy moon. Very similar. They’re drawn to the cancer bits expressiveness. Your intellectual mercurial bits probably entice them while the Cancer intrigues them.
  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    Scare=make You feel safe, respected and understood?
  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    Jazzy Sunday morning with Mila.

    Brand new stack of books delivered tomorrow.

    Jasmine incense burning.

    Rest. Beautiful rest.
  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    Posted by Andalusia
    Haven't heard from Le Scorp in two months now. I just sent him this:

    User Submitted Image

    Just to keep him on his toes.


    A scared scorpio man is a turned on Scorpio man. Good job virgo.

    What’s his moon again?
  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    Posted by MysteriousDreamer
    I feel so conflicted. On one hand I want the whole cliche idea of finding love....marriage....family. However, I feel like the whole process of dating is so stupid. I mean we all date, fall in love, get married and procreate.....and the cycle repeats itself over and over again all because society says that’s what we’re supposed to do. I have grown very bitter towards the idea of dating, love and just the opposite sex in general. Makes me cringe thinking about it. I took down my online dating profile back in December and have completely stopped dating period. My New Years resolution was to stop looking for love completely. I’ve honestly haven’t had the urge to rejoin the dating community, and the few times that I have had that urge was when I was feeling lonely. But then I start feeling sorry for myself and I remind myself of the negative thoughts that run through my head like...”what do I really have to offer a partner?” I’m also getting very comfortable just doing my own thing and being lazy to where the thought of going on a date seems too tedious. I feel myself getting stuck in a rut to where I don’t even want to get out and meet people and the longer this rut goes on the harder it gets to put myself out there. I was having a conversation with my brother today about this topic and he stated “it’s all about getting out of your comfort zone.” And I get that. But do I really even want to? And that is the question I’ve been struggling with. Like I see these loving couples out there and at first I’m like “aww I want that, but then I think how stupid it is.” I’ve just gotten very bitter and I don’t know how to fix that.


    Feel out your heartbreak. It’s ok. Don’t hold onto it. It’s not protecting you. It’s hiding you from the person you really want to be. And that person, has someone, somewhere, waiting to meet you to fall in love.

    Taking some time to retreat is a good thing. Not bad. You’re just trying to heal and grow. Then you’ll bounce back better than before. Knowing exactly what you want, whatever it is, it’ll be free of bitterness. And a hell of a lot easier to find. smile
  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    Posted by Unwording
    (Why do I find mischievousness so attractive!?)

    Send help.


    Mutable bits.

    The summer my mars took over there were many golden memories and lighthearted devilishness.
  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    If anything in the rest of 2018 can top tonight, it’s gonna have to work it’s treetrunking ass off.

    Cheers to beautiful people. Beautiful pain. Beautiful connection. And feeling more revitalized than I could have ever dreamed.

    Beyond thankful.
  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    Posted by MyStarsShine
    If anyone would be prepared to give this spread a look over and interp, I would be most grateful, thanks

    4 swords ..... now
    Emperor ... what is crossing for good or bad
    *Star* .... basis of the question and the unconscious realms
    Strength .... leaving
    Knight cups...crowning (coming in)
    King cups...possible outcome with card 10
    Negative thoughts......9 coins
    People around them....Tower
    Positive thoughts....7 coins
    Outcome.....Ace Swords


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    I’d like to admit, that Celtic cross, while the time honored and incredibly useful spread it is, does not speak to me as well as it does others.

    I see a much needed internal search for peace due to a lack of structure, support and giving. What started as a simple want has turned into a severe lack and wishing for it has become exhausting to the point that some removal and meditation/reflection is needed. This will open the door for the client to tap into their ability to direct their life, but only after much needed healing and rest.

    Also that community or friends or family or some social group is severely upset over it. It causes division and others to reasses their own lives because of their dislike of what’s going on with the person in question. Knight turning into a king, there’s a generous opportunity for emotional growth and learning how to control themselves if they can navigate properly through the situation. They need to asses on their own though. When it gets critical mass, they will have the option to surrender and leave with what they have and there’s nothing wrong with that. However sticking through it, pushing through obstacles and having to wait and work more will yield more possibilities if they can remain focused. There will be an abrupt moment of truth if not.
  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    Posted by MyStarsShine
    @Bottabing
    @Ellygant
    @MondayMorning
    @halalbae


    Holy chit. I don’t know why I never got a notification for this tag. I’m sorry Star. I feel honored. Will take a look now, even if a month old lol.
  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    Posted by Arkansassy
    Posted by Ellygant
    Hardworking.

    Emotionally in tune with themselves.

    Values being considerate of others.

    Family oriented.

    Attractive to me.

    Loves romance.

    Enjoys being around people.


    Wth
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    I’m not here for you.
  • Ellygant
    Ascendant in Clumsy, Sun/Mercury/Venus in Scary, Moon in Comfort, Mars in Giddy
    Posted by The_Mad_Hatter
    Posted by Ellygant
    Hardworking.

    Emotionally in tune with themselves.

    Values being considerate of others.

    Family oriented.

    Attractive to me.

    Loves romance.

    Enjoys being around people.


    That's a person. I'm looking for relationship.
    Is trust the most important thing?
    Security?
    Possessiveness?
    Freedom?
    Bonnie & Clyde type thing?
    Do you want a quiet family life?
    Social partier?
    That type of thing?
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    I don’t see the difference really. That type of person would make the type of relationship we’d enjoy together. I want a little of all of those things in different quantities at different times in life.