Posted by GetMisted
98% of the women are bat butter crazy.


muhahaahahhahahahhaaaaaaaaa

Posted by PossessionSt
I remember using face in a hole on everyone for a year when you told me about it 😂


that was great!!

@lunabee I feel and know your turmoil and I just want to help you. Please take care of yourself
my instincts about people are right on but I dont always follow them / listen to them and it causes hiccups for me.
go for it.that sounds like a unique opportunity!!
Posted by tiziani
Posted by feby
Posted by tiziani
"triggered into a rage at the slightest thing" LOL


or so it seems when you can't be bothered to explain yourself. **shrugs**



(cough) let the stapler do the talking (cough)
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yeah she kept pushing me lol

I get along well with aqua males in my real life. same nutters.
I dont know many aqua females at all.
usually by the time I lose my butter I've had enough to the point that it's about to boil over. then it looks like something huge out of nowhere. hey we've all got problems I guess right?
Posted by tiziani
"triggered into a rage at the slightest thing" LOL


or so it seems when you can't be bothered to explain yourself. **shrugs**

Posted by wagtail
Sounds like they are experts at putting surface-only procedures in place for feedback and development, without intending actually to follow through.
Start ups can be like that tho, priorities change and the small fry get forgotten.
It's not like working for a corporation...

If you have some savings, or they pay out staff when they leave- I'd book a nice two week vacation and come back ready to job seek.
It's never too late to get what you want how you want it.
30's are a great time to redirect.


yes and you only live once. there's no time to be stuck or unhappy
that is sad and funny too. people need a life for real
one of the perks of this moon
what the hell is nandos
Posted by Lunabee
Posted by feby
Posted by Lunabee
Posted by feby
I'll say what's helped me find the balance.
I run more. I swim more. I go to the beach. I do what I enjoy more.
i focus more on things that make me feel good and less on things that don't like alcohol. It hurts me more than helps me so I limit it. like I can't go swimming Sunday morning because I drank sat night? it doesn't fit in with what drives,me and makes me happy.


Exactly!

This is exactly what I woke up feeling and did. Of course it worked, always does : )

I've struggled with drinking for a long time. It's easy to say, "I'll just stop starting now" but I've said that, lived it, feel back in it and then it creates disasters.

Currently, I feel bad/unworthy/you name it because I fight a lot with my roommate. (Her problems are her business but we are both guilty) she said I hurt those who love me most and give to people who treat me like butter. .... And she asked why. I told her I don't want to get too close to anyone and I don't know how to explain it. I am lonely but how can I be lonely and not want to be close to anyone? I think it comes down to WHO tries to get close to me, i only want certain people in my life and when I let, those people i don't want in my life, do nice things for me I feel horrid! Because I feel like I use them. I don't ask for anything but I'm given a lot.

Does any of this even make sense. 🤐


I question myself a lot, my motives, my actions....i do understand. like sometimes I get so tightly wound that I feel only a mutable can help me to relax lol. (does this make sense!?

and ^^ of course I'm always wondering if I make sense which I think is just the ponderings of someone searching-for-balance (like moi). its constant though. sometimes I feel like a scientist always adding a little and taking some away then stepping back like -what do you think of this way- ?






Haha. Where the recipe to all of life's dilemmas? I guess we just live through it and use others as a sound board to validate our choices/beliefs/thoughts/actions/intentions..



I question myself all the time, too. Why do I do that? lol. Why do you? Where does it come from? Lack of validation? Maybe it's a dash of insecurity? Or perhaps it's something different altogether - maybe it's a sign that some people are constantly searching for betterment. The status quo never did suit me (from our talks I believe you would agree to my sediment)

One thing I remember that never failed me was my ex got to the point where he would look me in my eyes and say, "everything is okay." He'd repeat it. And it worked! He did it randomly and it was magical.
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I think for me it's insecurity plus a need for reassurances. plus i am all about that betterment as well. always trying to move firward and looking up! why im like that well hmmmm its the butter i talk about when i go to my therapist. I need someone neutral to vent and talk to....i need that sounding board.

it's probably why I'm drawn to leading types of men. like a strong leader type behind the scenes man who let's his lady lead the relationship but helps steer here and there...and isnt threatened by that.


Posted by Lunabee
Posted by feby
just from what I know about you you have a great running body and I know you have the drive and energy. just saying


3.4 miles this am 🙌 but after I'm done.. then what lol. Book? Volunteer? Visit friends? I need constant goals. I need a personal life trainer with one hell of a virgo 6th house stellium haha.

Thanks, btw febs.
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you've got great energy and it's no problem....ever.
Posted by Lunabee
Posted by feby
I'll say what's helped me find the balance.
I run more. I swim more. I go to the beach. I do what I enjoy more.
i focus more on things that make me feel good and less on things that don't like alcohol. It hurts me more than helps me so I limit it. like I can't go swimming Sunday morning because I drank sat night? it doesn't fit in with what drives,me and makes me happy.


Exactly!

This is exactly what I woke up feeling and did. Of course it worked, always does : )

I've struggled with drinking for a long time. It's easy to say, "I'll just stop starting now" but I've said that, lived it, feel back in it and then it creates disasters.

Currently, I feel bad/unworthy/you name it because I fight a lot with my roommate. (Her problems are her business but we are both guilty) she said I hurt those who love me most and give to people who treat me like butter. .... And she asked why. I told her I don't want to get too close to anyone and I don't know how to explain it. I am lonely but how can I be lonely and not want to be close to anyone? I think it comes down to WHO tries to get close to me, i only want certain people in my life and when I let, those people i don't want in my life, do nice things for me I feel horrid! Because I feel like I use them. I don't ask for anything but I'm given a lot.

Does any of this even make sense. 🤐
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I question myself a lot, my motives, my actions....i do understand. like sometimes I get so tightly wound that I feel only a mutable can help me to relax lol. (does this make sense!?

and ^^ of course I'm always wondering if I make sense which I think is just the ponderings of someone searching-for-balance (like moi). its constant though. sometimes I feel like a scientist always adding a little and taking some away then stepping back like -what do you think of this way- ?



just from what I know about you you have a great running body and I know you have the drive and energy. just saying