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I feel that my insecurities towards men and from past relationships are interfering with my current relationship..
I do everything a gf should.. generous loving emotionally supportive sexually adventurous a friend lover etc. but why do I still feel that I'm not good enough?
Just these thoughts alone will make me distance myself from him if I let it take full control.. he thinks I'm amazing but I believe other wise. It doesn't help that he can read me when life is heavy on my mind. So of course he wants to talk about it and I rather not.. I just want act like it's not there at all while it slowly eats me from the inside out. Becoming vulnerable and opening your heart to the person you care so much about is frightening.. although I want to be honest with him with everything I feel even down to the core.
This Scorpio is peeling back my layers..