female The deeper I get into my chart. The more I'm like...this is trash fml what did I do in a past life to get this crap. Feel like I'm in constant battle with who I am and who I wish to be. Nothing feels right
At first if I really love you I will try to talk and fix things. But lately in life I don't try as much I don't push it I'll le you go and hurt in silence but keep pushing forward I will heal eventually. You would think I'm over you and don't care but total opposite. I'm just not going to chase you.
With me it's varies one thing seem to stuck through out my life is "wild card" and "mysterious" by lovers, friends and family. But mostly I'm stuck in my own world constantly thinking and analyzing whole drowning and floating at the same time. But it's all inside.
"Love her but leave her wild" -Atticus And Pablo Neruda poem Here I love you poems always resonates with me "I love you still among these cold things"
This question is quite difficult to answer with an either or so here's my attempt lol. As personally get off more tapping into my partners desires and then blending the two. I have had long term relationships which more relied one or a combo of the two
For option 1 love making I notice this ilwas more heaving in my water Venus connections (Mars taurus/Venus cancer and Mars capricorn /Venus Pisces)
Deep connection years of friendship. anytime anywhere banger sex was with my ex finance ( Mars aries/Venus libra).
For me really depends on the connection with the partner. Because my ass going always want to spice it, change it...I need it soul bending transcendent,. Mars taurus /1st house , Venus cap/9th house.