Photographer: Gino Vitale

2 months
Eighth house has a desire to go deeper than what's obvious. The short answer is never enough. So some anxiety is understandable if the answers may result in death.
i think i just entered the danger zone

3 months

3 months
Providing soil for a bonsai tree; it'll have plenty of electrolytes
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Posted by jukey
Everything seems to need my personal, wacky touch. Pride in being different. And it doesn't need to be understood by anyone but me. Skeptical of seeking approval and following tradition, but at some point, you can't go around being a rebel for its own sake without alienating those who can help you.


Do you have the trine Jukey?
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Square, but I'm around a lot of people of the Uranus in Scorpio generation that I trine (Sun Pisces). There's this lightning quick wit between us where our weirdness mixes well.
Everything seems to need my personal, wacky touch. Pride in being different. And it doesn't need to be understood by anyone but me. Skeptical of seeking approval and following tradition, but at some point, you can't go around being a rebel for its own sake without alienating those who can help you.
At best, an awkwardly worded but poetic end to the one that got away. At worst, a self-pity guilt trip to the one that got away. I'm guilty of such trips. It takes some thought to word it carefully, acknowledging the special connection and leaving it be.
I'll be matter of fact and cordial in texts when I feel obligated to respond, but I don't go out of my way to be fluffy or warm. Depends on my mood, but I don't typically like to be glued to my phone. Face to face is preferred so you hear my tone and get a better idea. With that, I think I sound more dry and serious in text. That's partly because I resist emojis and most of the acronyms (i.e. using lol if I actually laugh... usually). Call me out of touch, but I devote myself to more intimate settings.

There's just small windows of time where I can hold a conversation with ease and go toe to toe, but it takes a lot of preparation. Sometimes eons go by. I don't feel a need to prove anything or push my ideas; it's my prerogative and I do it when something compels me.
A yin/yang may be fitting, but maybe that's Sag territory
A fear of aging or a fear of irrelevance?

The first may soothed by healthy habits and the second by a certain self-perception and confidence to go against cultural expectations which makes the idea of relevance irrelevant.

I, for one, would like to be the 80-year old silverfox doing his usual saturday skydive.
Planets that trine/sextile the ascendant.

Their actions (mars)/personality (sun) connect easily with people.

5 months