Kodak
joined September 18, 2016
  • Posted by Stensco21
    I've dated three and I don't understand them at all!


    lol
  • I'm loving the butt hert all through these lands. Just to see a event of this caliber, of this magnitude really show the cracks in the walls of Dxpland. =')
  • Posted by Hare
    Posted by DeadStool
    Posted by Hare
    I'm literally here just wasting time between editing snowfall pics and researching new fishing stuff to buy with my bonus.

    IDGAF enough to post anything more than a few lines nor does any of this affect me enough to worry about comparatively analyzing the winners and losers or the ā€¯integrity" of the voting.

    Please...some of you truly need to seek professional help.


    Just so you know, you were one of my members id like to meet irl. Cause it'd be a chill as hang.


    But bro can you handle the intensity?!?!

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  • Posted by Se7en
    Those awards things are bullsh it! It lost its integrity when they took seraph and scorched out of counting the votes.

    the other Gemini moon Taurus sun woman.


    LMFAO.
  • Posted by ladylibra21
    How sensitive are you about penis size are you when entering a relationship? Are you more aware of it than let's say if you were just casually sleeping with someone?


    it's not a problem here.
  • Posted by Andalusia
    Posted by Kodak
    Posted by Andalusia
    Or is it just a cop out?

    I've been feeling stagnant and complacent for a long while and I think I need something to jump start me. So I'm thinking of either buying a house or moving.

    But then I'm reminded of this quote from Daria:

    User Submitted Image

    And idk.

    So - to those of you that have relocated due to feeling the same way - did it help?


    butter was awesome. Should of did it earlier.


    How old were you when you moved?
    Where'd you move from and to?
    What about it was awesome?
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    21.

    From the the mountains of PA to Southern California.

    Change. Freedom from bad environment. New people. New Role. Pretty girls. Independence. Fresh start. Pretty girls.

    Infrastructure is nice too lol
  • Posted by Andalusia
    Or is it just a cop out?

    I've been feeling stagnant and complacent for a long while and I think I need something to jump start me. So I'm thinking of either buying a house or moving.

    But then I'm reminded of this quote from Daria:

    User Submitted Image

    And idk.

    So - to those of you that have relocated due to feeling the same way - did it help?


    butter was awesome. Should of did it earlier.
  • Posted by DivaCanLeo
    Posted by Kodak
    Posted by DivaCanLeo
    1) DONJon didn't post for all of 2016. Why in the treetruk would he get an award
    2) Millfisk artistic. Barf wtf. I've never seen her post anything creative or artistic. Copperdove and a whole lot of other's have creative minds.so many artistic ppl that got overlooked. Real artists. So treetruk your a $ $ voters on that one.
    3) EnochtheWise isn't new. He's been here for years. So wtf
    4) the LadyScorpio being DXP queen? Yall some thirsty mothertreetrunkers. I mean what is the criteria.? Wtf.

    Now i like all these users, but this is why awards on DxP should never be taken seriously. They're fake and a popularity contest.


    aww but you won tho.


    Why do you feel it's about that?

    Don't belittle me dude. Don't be that bytch ass.

    Don't get in the way of me sharing my perspective

    I don't agree with any of these choices and u have a right to say that
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    I'm not oppressing you. Speak your mind.
  • Posted by DivaCanLeo
    1) DONJon didn't post for all of 2016. Why in the treetruk would he get an award
    2) Millfisk artistic. Barf wtf. I've never seen her post anything creative or artistic. Copperdove and a whole lot of other's have creative minds.so many artistic ppl that got overlooked. Real artists. So treetruk your a $ $ voters on that one.
    3) EnochtheWise isn't new. He's been here for years. So wtf
    4) the LadyScorpio being DXP queen? Yall some thirsty mothertreetrunkers. I mean what is the criteria.? Wtf.

    Now i like all these users, but this is why awards on DxP should never be taken seriously. They're fake and a popularity contest.


    aww but you won tho.
  • Posted by UnusualVaginalDischarge
    How do you form a bond with another person?

    By talking about deep things, sharing about yourself, playing sports, finding things in common, learning about eachother?

    Everyone is different and connects with others differently. So give some examples on you connect with others and state your rising sun moon and venus.

    This doesn't have to be with just lovers--connecting with friends counts as well OR share how those connections are different for you.


    Competition, humor, and sharing intimate, personal thoughts that are usually kept quiet.
  • Posted by Soul
    Nothing, just how I like it. I don't respond to messages, nor do I give a butter about likes.

    I feel like I've successfully pushed everyone out of my life.

    Don't like or quote this comment. Actually don't even read it. If you've made it this far you are twat waffle and cursed with being 74% dumber then before you read this. Stop reading. Wtf is wrong with you? Just gtfo already. STOP READING YOU treetrunkTARD. Now go sit in the shower and think about your life.


    I couldn't treetrunking stopppp.
  • Is it justified if under ethical pretense? Is it wrong under any situation?

    Do sales and persuasion fall under this category?

    Are you good at it? Regardless if you do it or not?
  • Posted by Amethysst
    Posted by Kodak
    Posted by Amethysst
    Posted by Kodak
    Posted by Amethysst
    Posted by Cancan26
    Posted by Amethysst
    I like how not one person helped this man and just bashed him..



    well ...its all in the approach ...he might as well have said ...

    hi! I am a great, superior, pisces my light shines brighter than all my cancers friends and of course cause they can't handle my greatness they get crabby, and insecure and attack me ...lowly cancers how do you normal view great pisces such as myself in friendship -_-

    ...no one can hear the tone in your voice on the internet ...all we have to go on is words ...


    This is true.. but maybe a not so aggressive approach to give him advice. ?


    no.



    Doesn't surprise me on the cancer forum.


    Keep your shade from when you are sitting under a tree hun. We don't need another passive aggressive poster. If you are going to be rude, be outward about it.


    I think you're annoying. I would appreciate if you'd stop quoting me.
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    I actually don't mind you aqua. But sure thing, my apologies.
  • Posted by MIIeFisk
    ...like nail biting, it's a way to cope with anxiety and stress. I sometimes do it without realizing my actions- watching TV, reading, driving.

    It's a very nasty habit. Anytime I feel that dry skin starts to flake on my lower lip, I start pulling. I sometimes do it to a point where my lip splits and bleeds. I've tried to buy lip exfoliator from Lush and Mary Kay. I always have lip balm with me. But it's not enough.

    Any tips on how to stop?


    Yeah, I used to bite my bottom lip when I was stressed out and it got to the point I would do it for everything.

    To break a habit you must break it's pattern. Either replace it with a new habit, or say "erase" or "stop" vocally before you perform action to give your brain time to recognize the command.
  • Posted by TheCanBull
    I have not said really exactly what is going on so here it is.

    Ok, so i live with my parents, i don't like it here, i feel oppressed in a passive way.
    I get anxiety to do things or go out, which is against my normal personality.
    I have no true bond with my family.
    My brother also lives here ( i will type about my brother separately)


    My father is the main carer for my disabled mum, he's not suited to the task but he does what he can. Will get mad when things don't go his way, verbally loud and angry.

    When i was in the Army i used to come and see my mum on leave this was before i got the news of her getting Cancer.

    My mum and dad have always been untidy people and the house is just ughh...
    I tidied and cleaned for them top to bottom because i cared about them when i came on leave, and i was showing my love in that way, more so for my mother.

    Things went south when i was in the Army after hearing she got Cancer, AWOL 3 months military jail, given honorable discharge.
    Dad helped me get home via train and the only roof over my head... my mum and dads place.


    I met my first GF in 2010 the same year i left Army, and my mum went into hospital for being ill, whilst there suffered from 2 strokes and major bleeding in her head which left her disabled.

    Now i sunk everything into my GF the emotion, the pain, the good, and the bad, and so did she as we shared hard pasts.. amazing bond, soul mates.
    She was ill terminally and i knew that shortly after getting close to her & i went the journey with her for 3 years. She passes away in late 2013.

    I told my dad she has died, nothing from him, no help nothing, no sign of remorse... left to myself to deal with this and i did in my own way.

    Locked myself away for a month and dealt with my own emotions mentally.. cried myself to sleep... yada yada.

    Work

    I have tried to keep jobs throughout this time, all being warehouse work due to how easy to get into it is and i'm physically robust which actually does not work well for me, i lose interest fast, i'm a hard worker and i can do more than my fair share.. it just rots me to the core to do the work, it's against me.

    I suffer from this type of work too physically, it's not that demanding, but i'm 6 foot and 180 pounds, i'm not that light and my feet can't take standing on hard concrete for 6+ hours a day.

    I did 11 hour shifts at one point to earn my way i lasted 3 months there, and never had problems with my feet oddly.

    I started another warehouse job and 2 weeks in i needed to be off sick because my feet have swollen and i cannot put any weight on my feet at all, can't even walk to the damn toilet.. basically bed ridden.

    I'm a former Soldier and in all my life i have never felt so much pain physically.


    Now going back to after my first GF passed. In 2014 i created my FB account and got in contact with my foster parent, all my friends and my few friends i have met being here, not spoke since i left care in 2008 with anyone.. everyone is massively happy to hear from me, some in tears of joy.. overwhelming.

    In 2014 i meet another female another Scorpio, she could see i'm hurting, and i was showing that i don't want to go home which is here... so she asked me to come round to hers because we were friends and i said yeah ok i would like that, and hang out with her.

    First time she mentions would you like to stay the night as friends.. i said yeah ok we had great fun and we both have a silly sense of humor.

    So well we had to share the bed since there is no spare... and well there was an odd thing in the air and well i don't know this odd innocent attraction going on lol.

    Her moving as if to say say something or do something and me giggling and talking random butter..

    I came out with do you want to have sex? she says yeah... so that happened.. and we got very close from there. Her mum knew nothing of it... then suddenly i get asked if i want to move in.. i will have to pay my way for being here etc i said yeah ok cool.

    I said to her we need to tell your mum you know? she said she is too shy and can't do it, so i went and did it.. her mum said she knew anyway being a Taurus.. but ok.


    Anyway this relationship lasted a year and degraded over that time, we started arguing and it ended on bad terms.


    I come back here.



    Now a separate topic is my brother.

    My brother is an Aquarius aged 27 a year older than i, has slight autism.. bad hygiene.

    Whilst my ship has sunken i am attempting to help him, motivate him to tidy his room and help him with it, but he gives up straight away.

    I will be graphic and in detail about his hygiene.

    He is morbidly obese and barely exercises.

    He will eat too much and end up puking, and everytime he does it goes everywhere in the bathroom, he will attempt to clean it up but leave some behind...

    He has a bath and everytime there is butter left in the bath tub??? i don't know what he does in there but it's disgusting.

    Condoms.. he has some sexual fetish obviously.. he's a virgin never had a GF... but i find condom wrappers in the bathroom even leaves the condom on the floor, he goes by all of this oblivious... nothing there, it's like embarrassment does not exist.

    He never washes his clothes he stinks... he does not wipe his ass after going to the toilet.. he's disgusting.


    I am embarrassed by my family yet i am still here and trying.. i don't treetrunking know why i do it.

    My brother and father went up the shop once and well i did too and this female was giving them butter.. we went home, but i came back out and confronted her, i said get your father out here right now as i'm, going to smash his treetrunking head in, i also rang the police which was odd, my Cancer sun does not like confrontation, yet my Bull mars will destroy you... so it's an internal battle going on.

    It took a while for her father to come as she cried down the phone to him, and when he did arrive he was with his son, him possibly around the age of 20 no idea.

    I had calmed down a bit by this point and i could think logically.

    I just said you need to sort your daughter out her mouth is atrocious.
    And i stood back as in to say i'm not combative right now as i respect it's his family.
    He has a go at his daughter, then leaves with his son..

    Police arrive ready for a riot.. i went straight to the guys and said a bit of an overreaction is it not?
    According to them it sounded like a riot was kicking off.. apparently that was me.

    I gave my details in case i needed to be contacted, and i went home.

    Ever since that female has never been spotted around the shops ever again.


    I will stand up for my family and no one will ever hurt them or i will deal with them, yet i don't understand why i do this? it seems hard wired.

    I visited my foster carer earlier this year as i was on the verge of a breakdown, and i posted publicly on FB, i wished people could see how i feel inside, and not the outer shell of me.
    My carer is a Cancer female.. so i guess she caught on very fast.

    Had a weekend with her and her man, was great, i had a smile on my face the entire weekend.
    She says the worst thing you could have ever done was go home, and i agreed with her, she says move over here and i will help you, i can't keep you, so you need your own place, and she says she loves me.
    Says i am part of her family... inside i just want to hug her but she's not that kind of Cancer and i sit there and take it all in.

    She took me with her and her man to Blackpool, we went to her mothers hotel, and we had a night out watching a comedy show, she bought me drinks, and i had a great time.

    That weekend i also shared things she never knew about me, like the times when i was at school etc.. and that i would go to the end of the Earth for her, she means the world to me.
    She put herself down about something and it was due to all the bad kids she had, i mean these ones almost destroyed her, but i said remember though you bought up a soldier... not many can say that.

    We got more closer than ever before.


    Anyway after this weekend, i start looking for work... warehouse work.. same old story, treetrunks my feet up.

    I got in touch with an agency and i had to share my details with them, i shared the info of being in the Army as a previous employment, they immediately directed me to the British Legion as i am classed as a Veteran.

    They are now helping me to move and get a job in the place i told i would like to move to which is where my carer lives, i have many friends and people i call family.


    I am still feeling like butter though, that weekend helped me in a lot of ways but it don't last, and i treetrunking hate my Taurus placements as they slow me down, plus the mental effect this place has on me does not help.


    Not sure what to type now so i will end it there.






    And if you are serious about the whole "I'm tired of living a buttere life and giving myself to others till I snap like a twig under a boot" choice. Let me know in a PM and I'll give you my personal number to have someone to back you up and support you as you make the transition.

    If you are serious.
  • Posted by Amethysst
    Posted by Kodak
    Posted by Amethysst
    Posted by Cancan26
    Posted by Amethysst
    I like how not one person helped this man and just bashed him..



    well ...its all in the approach ...he might as well have said ...

    hi! I am a great, superior, pisces my light shines brighter than all my cancers friends and of course cause they can't handle my greatness they get crabby, and insecure and attack me ...lowly cancers how do you normal view great pisces such as myself in friendship -_-

    ...no one can hear the tone in your voice on the internet ...all we have to go on is words ...


    This is true.. but maybe a not so aggressive approach to give him advice. ?


    no.



    Doesn't surprise me on the cancer forum.
    click to expand


    Keep your shade from when you are sitting under a tree hun. We don't need another passive aggressive poster. If you are going to be rude, be outward about it.
  • Posted by TheCanBull
    I have not said really exactly what is going on so here it is.

    Ok, so i live with my parents, i don't like it here, i feel oppressed in a passive way.
    I get anxiety to do things or go out, which is against my normal personality.
    I have no true bond with my family.
    My brother also lives here ( i will type about my brother separately)


    My father is the main carer for my disabled mum, he's not suited to the task but he does what he can. Will get mad when things don't go his way, verbally loud and angry.

    When i was in the Army i used to come and see my mum on leave this was before i got the news of her getting Cancer.

    My mum and dad have always been untidy people and the house is just ughh...
    I tidied and cleaned for them top to bottom because i cared about them when i came on leave, and i was showing my love in that way, more so for my mother.

    Things went south when i was in the Army after hearing she got Cancer, AWOL 3 months military jail, given honorable discharge.
    Dad helped me get home via train and the only roof over my head... my mum and dads place.


    I met my first GF in 2010 the same year i left Army, and my mum went into hospital for being ill, whilst there suffered from 2 strokes and major bleeding in her head which left her disabled.

    Now i sunk everything into my GF the emotion, the pain, the good, and the bad, and so did she as we shared hard pasts.. amazing bond, soul mates.
    She was ill terminally and i knew that shortly after getting close to her & i went the journey with her for 3 years. She passes away in late 2013.

    I told my dad she has died, nothing from him, no help nothing, no sign of remorse... left to myself to deal with this and i did in my own way.

    Locked myself away for a month and dealt with my own emotions mentally.. cried myself to sleep... yada yada.

    Work

    I have tried to keep jobs throughout this time, all being warehouse work due to how easy to get into it is and i'm physically robust which actually does not work well for me, i lose interest fast, i'm a hard worker and i can do more than my fair share.. it just rots me to the core to do the work, it's against me.

    I suffer from this type of work too physically, it's not that demanding, but i'm 6 foot and 180 pounds, i'm not that light and my feet can't take standing on hard concrete for 6+ hours a day.

    I did 11 hour shifts at one point to earn my way i lasted 3 months there, and never had problems with my feet oddly.

    I started another warehouse job and 2 weeks in i needed to be off sick because my feet have swollen and i cannot put any weight on my feet at all, can't even walk to the damn toilet.. basically bed ridden.

    I'm a former Soldier and in all my life i have never felt so much pain physically.


    Now going back to after my first GF passed. In 2014 i created my FB account and got in contact with my foster parent, all my friends and my few friends i have met being here, not spoke since i left care in 2008 with anyone.. everyone is massively happy to hear from me, some in tears of joy.. overwhelming.

    In 2014 i meet another female another Scorpio, she could see i'm hurting, and i was showing that i don't want to go home which is here... so she asked me to come round to hers because we were friends and i said yeah ok i would like that, and hang out with her.

    First time she mentions would you like to stay the night as friends.. i said yeah ok we had great fun and we both have a silly sense of humor.

    So well we had to share the bed since there is no spare... and well there was an odd thing in the air and well i don't know this odd innocent attraction going on lol.

    Her moving as if to say say something or do something and me giggling and talking random butter..

    I came out with do you want to have sex? she says yeah... so that happened.. and we got very close from there. Her mum knew nothing of it... then suddenly i get asked if i want to move in.. i will have to pay my way for being here etc i said yeah ok cool.

    I said to her we need to tell your mum you know? she said she is too shy and can't do it, so i went and did it.. her mum said she knew anyway being a Taurus.. but ok.


    Anyway this relationship lasted a year and degraded over that time, we started arguing and it ended on bad terms.


    I come back here.



    Now a separate topic is my brother.

    My brother is an Aquarius aged 27 a year older than i, has slight autism.. bad hygiene.

    Whilst my ship has sunken i am attempting to help him, motivate him to tidy his room and help him with it, but he gives up straight away.

    I will be graphic and in detail about his hygiene.

    He is morbidly obese and barely exercises.

    He will eat too much and end up puking, and everytime he does it goes everywhere in the bathroom, he will attempt to clean it up but leave some behind...

    He has a bath and everytime there is butter left in the bath tub??? i don't know what he does in there but it's disgusting.

    Condoms.. he has some sexual fetish obviously.. he's a virgin never had a GF... but i find condom wrappers in the bathroom even leaves the condom on the floor, he goes by all of this oblivious... nothing there, it's like embarrassment does not exist.

    He never washes his clothes he stinks... he does not wipe his ass after going to the toilet.. he's disgusting.


    I am embarrassed by my family yet i am still here and trying.. i don't treetrunking know why i do it.

    My brother and father went up the shop once and well i did too and this female was giving them butter.. we went home, but i came back out and confronted her, i said get your father out here right now as i'm, going to smash his treetrunking head in, i also rang the police which was odd, my Cancer sun does not like confrontation, yet my Bull mars will destroy you... so it's an internal battle going on.

    It took a while for her father to come as she cried down the phone to him, and when he did arrive he was with his son, him possibly around the age of 20 no idea.

    I had calmed down a bit by this point and i could think logically.

    I just said you need to sort your daughter out her mouth is atrocious.
    And i stood back as in to say i'm not combative right now as i respect it's his family.
    He has a go at his daughter, then leaves with his son..

    Police arrive ready for a riot.. i went straight to the guys and said a bit of an overreaction is it not?
    According to them it sounded like a riot was kicking off.. apparently that was me.

    I gave my details in case i needed to be contacted, and i went home.

    Ever since that female has never been spotted around the shops ever again.


    I will stand up for my family and no one will ever hurt them or i will deal with them, yet i don't understand why i do this? it seems hard wired.

    I visited my foster carer earlier this year as i was on the verge of a breakdown, and i posted publicly on FB, i wished people could see how i feel inside, and not the outer shell of me.
    My carer is a Cancer female.. so i guess she caught on very fast.

    Had a weekend with her and her man, was great, i had a smile on my face the entire weekend.
    She says the worst thing you could have ever done was go home, and i agreed with her, she says move over here and i will help you, i can't keep you, so you need your own place, and she says she loves me.
    Says i am part of her family... inside i just want to hug her but she's not that kind of Cancer and i sit there and take it all in.

    She took me with her and her man to Blackpool, we went to her mothers hotel, and we had a night out watching a comedy show, she bought me drinks, and i had a great time.

    That weekend i also shared things she never knew about me, like the times when i was at school etc.. and that i would go to the end of the Earth for her, she means the world to me.
    She put herself down about something and it was due to all the bad kids she had, i mean these ones almost destroyed her, but i said remember though you bought up a soldier... not many can say that.

    We got more closer than ever before.


    Anyway after this weekend, i start looking for work... warehouse work.. same old story, treetrunks my feet up.

    I got in touch with an agency and i had to share my details with them, i shared the info of being in the Army as a previous employment, they immediately directed me to the British Legion as i am classed as a Veteran.

    They are now helping me to move and get a job in the place i told i would like to move to which is where my carer lives, i have many friends and people i call family.


    I am still feeling like butter though, that weekend helped me in a lot of ways but it don't last, and i treetrunking hate my Taurus placements as they slow me down, plus the mental effect this place has on me does not help.


    Not sure what to type now so i will end it there.




    From one cancer man from a wild family to another. The only way to can help everyone out and be everyone's rock. Take care of you first. You come first man. You can't give what you don't have. That means going on your own path to becoming a better you. Get into personal development, start healing that body and heart. Learn to trust that they can care for themselves. They are adults. You didn't come into this world to enslave yourself to those you love. The more you give and give, the bigger the resentment will build. And you will get bitter. And for lack of a better term. You will be but a shell of a man.

    I used to be the rock of my family too. But you gotta realize you are your own man. You got to live for you first. We already had a martyr in Jesus, we don't another one.
  • Posted by Amethysst
    Posted by Cancan26
    Posted by Amethysst
    I like how not one person helped this man and just bashed him..



    well ...its all in the approach ...he might as well have said ...

    hi! I am a great, superior, pisces my light shines brighter than all my cancers friends and of course cause they can't handle my greatness they get crabby, and insecure and attack me ...lowly cancers how do you normal view great pisces such as myself in friendship -_-

    ...no one can hear the tone in your voice on the internet ...all we have to go on is words ...


    This is true.. but maybe a not so aggressive approach to give him advice. ?
    click to expand


    no.

  • Posted by idgaf2
    the line between being assertive and confident, and a downright marker?

    are there words, actions, or beliefs you would use to describe each side?


    dont be afraid to look like an marker
  • How long have you guys a thing?