I don't know what to do? Should I keep in touch or don't contact till he does it himself. Its just a week now, he used to text first two days and I replied, then he is totally cold and I feel uncomfortable texting him, as if I am disturbing him!!
We dated, got committed after months of chasing, argued and he broke up.. I hurt him probably, but he didn't show.

He told, he looses interest in me and started loving someone else. Still we were living in the same room sharing everything..

When I returned to my place, last conversation was, he said he is missing me badly and want to stay just as friends. I didn't force after that. Initially I cried a lot.. Now we have almost no contact, from my end. But will he come back?

I feel like talking to him, calling but he says he is busy so I left calling. It makes me feel unwanted!!

I am a Pisces woman!.
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Posted by EvatheDiva
Posted by Mermaid8224
I am a Pisces woman dealing with a Leo man since March 2017. We met on facebook, I was going through break up with my Libra ex, we found each other interesting to be friends and started talking. Though we were connected since 2014 and talking for the first time in 2017, He showed utter interest but I was not date-ready , so I cleared that I love that Libra still and only can be friends. Still he proposed me without seeing me physically and got emotional, I tried to console him but after three four weak he started demanding selfies, video calls, and what not.. I became rude and we stopped talking for months till July end.. I wished him happy birthday and we again started Talking. I changed my job and went through several ups and downs he was there as my best friend and closest one.. We started sharing everything. Ultimately I realized I have started loving him and said this to him. He was happy like anything. But suddenly after two days he told he can't marry me because he has family responsibilities, I was heart broken and became very rude to him.. I told him its not about marriage but about his confusions.. I can't deal with confusion.. As I have a bitter past about that. Well I still couldn't forget him and gave it a thought to love him unconditionally without even commitments.. I realized I fell for him already and there is no going back. We met on our first date, he traveled all the way around 2000km and it was special to me.. I felt like he is my only king and he treated me so like queen. First night we were drunk and I puked, he took care about me so well.. Everything was going so well, he left and gave me lots of flying kisses ... He was taking care of my each and every need, requirements, hobbies, likes, dislikes everything.. I was just living my dream. But I loved what ever he did though I wanted something what he did not want to. Like clicking pics together, going out for trips or buying something for himself what I can pay.. I adjusted though.. I wanted passionately to just make him happy and remember each and every moment of us together.. After he returned, I lost my job and found another job as I have good experience in industry. I got 15 days off in between joining new company, so we planned to spend it together, he wanted me to shift to his city though I explained why I can't as I have some responsibilities from family too. One night before I go to his city, I somehow end up saying that sex is only important to him and I felt it was insulting. He broke up with me that very night and told me he has no emotions for me. Next we have talked several times, I said sorry but he was stick to his point. He told me to come to him as just a friend and don't expect anything more. I thought he is just angry. I went to his flat in the other city. We spent nights, two weeks together but what happened there made me more confused. He was talking to a lady who is married and told me he is Feeling for her, and how cute and possessive she is, how caring she is, how she gives all the time she has just to him. And I end up feeling jealous and crying, we argued a lot and he told me he is not liking me reacting like this. I tried being indifferent from next day. One day he did a strange thing, I was cooking and he was on video call to that girl, talking about me only.. But I could hardly understand what they are talking about. Next day he had cold, I prepared some Desi medicine for him and he told me his lady friend is telling him to marry me. I found it really insulting, as he doesn't want me to be emotional and still he cracks joke about our relationship. I lashed out. He told me he doesn't love anyone, not even me. He did all these Bcz of me as I won't handle break up after we will get too much attached and will tell him anything, or accuse him to ruin my life or use me sexually and what not.. He said I don't have control in my tongue and he doesn't want to see me after this trip. I took vow that I won't call or text him. But next day when I was packing my bags, he was about to cry telling me how much he is going to miss me and he wants me to stay connected as friends. Said sorry for everything bad he said to me.. He hugged me, and we had sex day before only.. I have returned now.. Next day he told me on what's app that he is missing me badly and just feeling like crying. I told him don't think too much, he told I may not miss him like he does.. I admitted and told him how badly I'm missing him too. He then didn't want to talk more as he was feeling weak. So we didn't talk much after that but he wishes me good morning everyday and wants to know how I'm doing. It's just last week I have returned. I don't understand. he told me he doesn't love.. He loves that girl. And I saw that girl messaging him.. I saw him talking to that girl for the whole day.. I can't understand whether he really loves me or it's just temporary attraction!!


I've got a headache (grammatical errors!)..stop the pain!



cyber hugs!

Love,

Eva


Who is the examiner here!!! 😮😮😮



Examiner? You mean "Admin Assistant"

cyber hugs!

Love,

Eva
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I am feeling like a student who escapes from exams. 🙏 Haha
Anyways please don't judge the grammar as I am not in condition to even organise my words in a sentence 😣


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Posted by Mermaid8224
I am a Pisces woman dealing with a Leo man since March 2017. We met on facebook, I was going through break up with my Libra ex, we found each other interesting to be friends and started talking. Though we were connected since 2014 and talking for the first time in 2017, He showed utter interest but I was not date-ready , so I cleared that I love that Libra still and only can be friends. Still he proposed me without seeing me physically and got emotional, I tried to console him but after three four weak he started demanding selfies, video calls, and what not.. I became rude and we stopped talking for months till July end.. I wished him happy birthday and we again started Talking. I changed my job and went through several ups and downs he was there as my best friend and closest one.. We started sharing everything. Ultimately I realized I have started loving him and said this to him. He was happy like anything. But suddenly after two days he told he can't marry me because he has family responsibilities, I was heart broken and became very rude to him.. I told him its not about marriage but about his confusions.. I can't deal with confusion.. As I have a bitter past about that. Well I still couldn't forget him and gave it a thought to love him unconditionally without even commitments.. I realized I fell for him already and there is no going back. We met on our first date, he traveled all the way around 2000km and it was special to me.. I felt like he is my only king and he treated me so like queen. First night we were drunk and I puked, he took care about me so well.. Everything was going so well, he left and gave me lots of flying kisses ... He was taking care of my each and every need, requirements, hobbies, likes, dislikes everything.. I was just living my dream. But I loved what ever he did though I wanted something what he did not want to. Like clicking pics together, going out for trips or buying something for himself what I can pay.. I adjusted though.. I wanted passionately to just make him happy and remember each and every moment of us together.. After he returned, I lost my job and found another job as I have good experience in industry. I got 15 days off in between joining new company, so we planned to spend it together, he wanted me to shift to his city though I explained why I can't as I have some responsibilities from family too. One night before I go to his city, I somehow end up saying that sex is only important to him and I felt it was insulting. He broke up with me that very night and told me he has no emotions for me. Next we have talked several times, I said sorry but he was stick to his point. He told me to come to him as just a friend and don't expect anything more. I thought he is just angry. I went to his flat in the other city. We spent nights, two weeks together but what happened there made me more confused. He was talking to a lady who is married and told me he is Feeling for her, and how cute and possessive she is, how caring she is, how she gives all the time she has just to him. And I end up feeling jealous and crying, we argued a lot and he told me he is not liking me reacting like this. I tried being indifferent from next day. One day he did a strange thing, I was cooking and he was on video call to that girl, talking about me only.. But I could hardly understand what they are talking about. Next day he had cold, I prepared some Desi medicine for him and he told me his lady friend is telling him to marry me. I found it really insulting, as he doesn't want me to be emotional and still he cracks joke about our relationship. I lashed out. He told me he doesn't love anyone, not even me. He did all these Bcz of me as I won't handle break up after we will get too much attached and will tell him anything, or accuse him to ruin my life or use me sexually and what not.. He said I don't have control in my tongue and he doesn't want to see me after this trip. I took vow that I won't call or text him. But next day when I was packing my bags, he was about to cry telling me how much he is going to miss me and he wants me to stay connected as friends. Said sorry for everything bad he said to me.. He hugged me, and we had sex day before only.. I have returned now.. Next day he told me on what's app that he is missing me badly and just feeling like crying. I told him don't think too much, he told I may not miss him like he does.. I admitted and told him how badly I'm missing him too. He then didn't want to talk more as he was feeling weak. So we didn't talk much after that but he wishes me good morning everyday and wants to know how I'm doing. It's just last week I have returned. I don't understand. he told me he doesn't love.. He loves that girl. And I saw that girl messaging him.. I saw him talking to that girl for the whole day.. I can't understand whether he really loves me or it's just temporary attraction!!


I've got a headache (grammatical errors!)..stop the pain!



cyber hugs!

Love,

Eva


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Who is the examiner here!!! 😮😮😮

I am a Pisces woman dealing with a Leo man since March 2017. We met on facebook, I was going through break up with my Libra ex, we found each other interesting to be friends and started talking. Though we were connected since 2014 and talking for the first time in 2017, He showed utter interest but I was not date-ready , so I cleared that I love that Libra still and only can be friends.

Still he proposed me without seeing me physically and got emotional, I tried to console him but after three four weak he started demanding selfies, video calls, and what not.. I became rude and we stopped talking for months till July end..

I wished him happy birthday and we again started Talking. I changed my job and went through several ups and downs he was there as my best friend and closest one.. We started sharing everything.

Ultimately I realized I have started loving him and said this to him. He was happy like anything. But suddenly after two days he told he can't marry me because he has family responsibilities, I was heart broken and became very rude to him.. I told him its not about marriage but about his confusions.. I can't deal with confusion.. As I have a bitter past about that.

Well I still couldn't forget him and gave it a thought to love him unconditionally without even commitments.. I realized I fell for him already and there is no going back.

We met on our first date, he traveled all the way around 2000km and it was special to me.. I felt like he is my only king and he treated me so like queen. First night we were drunk and I puked, he took care about me so well..

Everything was going so well, he left and gave me lots of flying kisses ... He was taking care of my each and every need, requirements, hobbies, likes, dislikes everything.. I was just living my dream. But I loved what ever he did though I wanted something what he did not want to. Like clicking pics together, going out for trips or buying something for himself what I can pay.. I adjusted though.. I wanted passionately to just make him happy and remember each and every moment of us together..

After he returned, I lost my job and found another job as I have good experience in industry. I got 15 days off in between joining new company, so we planned to spend it together, he wanted me to shift to his city though I explained why I can't as I have some responsibilities from family too.


#Story changes when One night before I go to his city, I somehow end up saying that sex is only important to him and I felt it was insulting. He broke up with me that very night and told me he has no emotions for me. Next we have talked several times, I said sorry but he was stick to his point. He told me to come to him as just a friend and don't expect anything more. I thought he is just angry. I went to his flat in the other city. We spent nights, two weeks together but what happened there made me more confused.

He was talking to a lady who is married and told me he is Feeling for her, and how cute and possessive she is, how caring she is, how she gives all the time she has just to him. And I end up feeling jealous and crying, we argued a lot and he told me he is not liking me reacting like this. I tried being indifferent from next day. One day he did a strange thing, I was cooking and he was on video call to that girl, talking about me only.. But I could hardly understand what they are talking about.

Next day he had cold, I prepared some Desi medicine for him and he told me his lady friend is telling him to marry me. I found it really insulting, as he doesn't want me to be emotional and still he cracks joke about our relationship. I lashed out. He told me he doesn't love anyone, not even me. He did all these Bcz of me as I won't handle break up after we will get too much attached and will tell him anything, or accuse him to ruin my life or use me sexually and what not.. He said I don't have control in my tongue and he doesn't want to see me after this trip. I took vow that I won't call or text him. But next day when I was packing my bags, he was about to cry telling me how much he is going to miss me and he wants me to stay connected as friends. Said sorry for everything bad he said to me.. He hugged me, and we had sex day before only..

I have returned now.. Next day he told me on what's app that he is missing me badly and just feeling like crying. I told him don't think too much, he told I may not miss him like he does.. I admitted and told him how badly I'm missing him too. He then didn't want to talk more as he was feeling weak. So we didn't talk much after that but he wishes me good morning everyday and wants to know how I'm doing. It's just last week I have returned. I don't understand. he told me he doesn't love.. He loves that girl. And I saw that girl messaging him.. I saw him talking to that girl for the whole day.. I can't understand whether he really loves me or it's just temporary attraction!!
I am a Pisces woman dealing with a Leo man since March 2017. We met on facebook, I was going through break up with my Libra ex, we found each other interesting to be friends and started talking. Though we were connected since 2014 and talking for the first time in 2017, He showed utter interest but I was not date-ready , so I cleared that I love that Libra still and only can be friends.

Still he proposed me without seeing me physically and got emotional, I tried to console him but after three four weak he started demanding selfies, video calls, and what not.. I became rude and we stopped talking for months till July end..

I wished him happy birthday and we again started Talking. I changed my job and went through several ups and downs he was there as my best friend and closest one.. We started sharing everything.

Ultimately I realized I have started loving him and said this to him. He was happy like anything. But suddenly after two days he told he can't marry me because he has family responsibilities, I was heart broken and became very rude to him.. I told him its not about marriage but about his confusions.. I can't deal with confusion.. As I have a bitter past about that.

Well I still couldn't forget him and gave it a thought to love him unconditionally without even commitments.. I realized I fell for him already and there is no going back.

We met on our first date, he traveled all the way around 2000km and it was special to me.. I felt like he is my only king and he treated me so like queen. First night we were drunk and I puked, he took care about me so well..

Everything was going so well, he left and gave me lots of flying kisses ... He was taking care of my each and every need, requirements, hobbies, likes, dislikes everything.. I was just living my dream. But I loved what ever he did though I wanted something what he did not want to. Like clicking pics together, going out for trips or buying something for himself what I can pay.. I adjusted though.. I wanted passionately to just make him happy and remember each and every moment of us together..

After he returned, I lost my job and found another job as I have good experience in industry. I got 15 days off in between joining new company, so we planned to spend it together, he wanted me to shift to his city though I explained why I can't as I have some responsibilities from family too.


#Story changes when One night before I go to his city, I somehow end up saying that sex is only important to him and I felt it was insulting. He broke up with me that very night and told me he has no emotions for me. Next we have talked several times, I said sorry but he was stick to his point. He told me to come to him as just a friend and don't expect anything more. I thought he is just angry. I went to his flat in the other city. We spent nights, two weeks together but what happened there made me more confused.

He was talking to a lady who is married and told me he is Feeling for her, and how cute and possessive she is, how caring she is, how she gives all the time she has just to him. And I end up feeling jealous and crying, we argued a lot and he told me he is not liking me reacting like this. I tried being indifferent from next day. One day he did a strange thing, I was cooking and he was on video call to that girl, talking about me only.. But I could hardly understand what they are talking about.

Next day he had cold, I prepared some Desi medicine for him and he told me his lady friend is telling him to marry me. I found it really insulting, as he doesn't want me to be emotional and still he cracks joke about our relationship. I lashed out. He told me he doesn't love anyone, not even me. He did all these Bcz of me as I won't handle break up after we will get too much attached and will tell him anything, or accuse him to ruin my life or use me sexually and what not.. He said I don't have control in my tongue and he doesn't want to see me after this trip. I took vow that I won't call or text him. But next day when I was packing my bags, he was about to cry telling me how much he is going to miss me and he wants me to stay connected as friends. Said sorry for everything bad he said to me.. He hugged me, and we had sex day before only..

I have returned now.. Next day he told me on what's app that he is missing me badly and just feeling like crying. I told him don't think too much, he told I may not miss him like he does.. I admitted and told him how badly I'm missing him too. He then didn't want to talk more as he was feeling weak. So we didn't talk much after that but he wishes me good morning everyday and wants to know how I'm doing. It's just last week I have returned. I don't understand. he told me he doesn't love.. He loves that girl. And I saw that girl messaging him.. I saw him talking to that girl for the whole day.. I can't understand whether he really loves me or it's just temporary attraction!!
I am a Pisces woman dealing with a Leo man since March 2017. We met on facebook, I was going through break up with my Libra ex, we found each other interesting to be friends and started talking. Though we were connected since 2014 and talking for the first time in 2017, He showed utter interest but I was not date-ready , so I cleared that I love that Libra still and only can be friends.

Still he proposed me without seeing me physically and got emotional, I tried to console him but after three four weak he started demanding selfies, video calls, and what not.. I became rude and we stopped talking for months till July end..

I wished him happy birthday and we again started Talking. I changed my job and went through several ups and downs he was there as my best friend and closest one.. We started sharing everything.

Ultimately I realized I have started loving him and said this to him. He was happy like anything. But suddenly after two days he told he can't marry me because he has family responsibilities, I was heart broken and became very rude to him.. I told him its not about marriage but about his confusions.. I can't deal with confusion.. As I have a bitter past about that.

Well I still couldn't forget him and gave it a thought to love him unconditionally without even commitments.. I realized I fell for him already and there is no going back.

We met on our first date, he traveled all the way around 2000km and it was special to me.. I felt like he is my only king and he treated me so like queen. First night we were drunk and I puked, he took care about me so well..

Everything was going so well, he left and gave me lots of flying kisses ... He was taking care of my each and every need, requirements, hobbies, likes, dislikes everything.. I was just living my dream. But I loved what ever he did though I wanted something what he did not want to. Like clicking pics together, going out for trips or buying something for himself what I can pay.. I adjusted though.. I wanted passionately to just make him happy and remember each and every moment of us together..

After he returned, I lost my job and found another job as I have good experience in industry. I got 15 days off in between joining new company, so we planned to spend it together, he wanted me to shift to his city though I explained why I can't as I have some responsibilities from family too.


#Story changes when One night before I go to his city, I somehow end up saying that sex is only important to him and I felt it was insulting. He broke up with me that very night and told me he has no emotions for me. Next we have talked several times, I said sorry but he was stick to his point. He told me to come to him as just a friend and don't expect anything more. I thought he is just angry. I went to his flat in the other city. We spent nights, two weeks together but what happened there made me more confused.

He was talking to a lady who is married and told me he is Feeling for her, and how cute and possessive she is, how caring she is, how she gives all the time she has just to him. And I end up feeling jealous and crying, we argued a lot and he told me he is not liking me reacting like this. I tried being indifferent from next day. One day he did a strange thing, I was cooking and he was on video call to that girl, talking about me only.. But I could hardly understand what they are talking about.

Next day he had cold, I prepared some Desi medicine for him and he told me his lady friend is telling him to marry me. I found it really insulting, as he doesn't want me to be emotional and still he cracks joke about our relationship. I lashed out. He told me he doesn't love anyone, not even me. He did all these Bcz of me as I won't handle break up after we will get too much attached and will tell him anything, or accuse him to ruin my life or use me sexually and what not.. He said I don't have control in my tongue and he doesn't want to see me after this trip. I took vow that I won't call or text him. But next day when I was packing my bags, he was about to cry telling me how much he is going to miss me and he wants me to stay connected as friends. Said sorry for everything bad he said to me.. He hugged me, and we had sex day before only..

I have returned now.. Next day he told me on what's app that he is missing me badly and just feeling like crying. I told him don't think too much, he told I may not miss him like he does.. I admitted and told him how badly I'm missing him too. He then didn't want to talk more as he was feeling weak. So we didn't talk much after that but he wishes me good morning everyday and wants to know how I'm doing. It's just last week I have returned. I don't understand. he told me he doesn't love.. He loves that girl. And I saw that girl messaging him.. I saw him talking to that girl for the whole day.. I can't understand whether he really loves me or it's just temporary attraction!!
I am a Pisces woman dealing with a Leo man since March 2017. We met on facebook, I was going through break up with my Libra ex, we found each other interesting to be friends and started talking. Though we were connected since 2014 and talking for the first time in 2017, He showed utter interest but I was not date-ready , so I cleared that I love that Libra still and only can be friends.

Still he proposed me without seeing me physically and got emotional, I tried to console him but after three four weak he started demanding selfies, video calls, and what not.. I became rude and we stopped talking for months till July end..

I wished him happy birthday and we again started Talking. I changed my job and went through several ups and downs he was there as my best friend and closest one.. We started sharing everything.

Ultimately I realized I have started loving him and said this to him. He was happy like anything. But suddenly after two days he told he can't marry me because he has family responsibilities, I was heart broken and became very rude to him.. I told him its not about marriage but about his confusions.. I can't deal with confusion.. As I have a bitter past about that.

Well I still couldn't forget him and gave it a thought to love him unconditionally without even commitments.. I realized I fell for him already and there is no going back.

We met on our first date, he traveled all the way around 2000km and it was special to me.. I felt like he is my only king and he treated me so like queen. First night we were drunk and I puked, he took care about me so well..

Everything was going so well, he left and gave me lots of flying kisses ... He was taking care of my each and every need, requirements, hobbies, likes, dislikes everything.. I was just living my dream. But I loved what ever he did though I wanted something what he did not want to. Like clicking pics together, going out for trips or buying something for himself what I can pay.. I adjusted though.. I wanted passionately to just make him happy and remember each and every moment of us together..

After he returned, I lost my job and found another job as I have good experience in industry. I got 15 days off in between joining new company, so we planned to spend it together, he wanted me to shift to his city though I explained why I can't as I have some responsibilities from family too.


#Story changes when One night before I go to his city, I somehow end up saying that sex is only important to him and I felt it was insulting. He broke up with me that very night and told me he has no emotions for me. Next we have talked several times, I said sorry but he was stick to his point. He told me to come to him as just a friend and don't expect anything more. I thought he is just angry. I went to his flat in the other city. We spent nights, two weeks together but what happened there made me more confused.

He was talking to a lady who is married and told me he is Feeling for her, and how cute and possessive she is, how caring she is, how she gives all the time she has just to him. And I end up feeling jealous and crying, we argued a lot and he told me he is not liking me reacting like this. I tried being indifferent from next day. One day he did a strange thing, I was cooking and he was on video call to that girl, talking about me only.. But I could hardly understand what they are talking about.

Next day he had cold, I prepared some Desi medicine for him and he told me his lady friend is telling him to marry me. I found it really insulting, as he doesn't want me to be emotional and still he cracks joke about our relationship. I lashed out. He told me he doesn't love anyone, not even me. He did all these Bcz of me as I won't handle break up after we will get too much attached and will tell him anything, or accuse him to ruin my life or use me sexually and what not.. He said I don't have control in my tongue and he doesn't want to see me after this trip. I took vow that I won't call or text him. But next day when I was packing my bags, he was about to cry telling me how much he is going to miss me and he wants me to stay connected as friends. Said sorry for everything bad he said to me.. He hugged me, and we had sex day before only..

I have returned now.. Next day he told me on what's app that he is missing me badly and just feeling like crying. I told him don't think too much, he told I may not miss him like he does.. I admitted and told him how badly I'm missing him too. He then didn't want to talk more as he was feeling weak. So we didn't talk much after that but he wishes me good morning everyday and wants to know how I'm doing. It's just last week I have returned. I don't understand. he told me he doesn't love.. He loves that girl. And I saw that girl messaging him.. I saw him talking to that girl for the whole day.. I can't understand whether he really loves me or it's just temporary attraction!!
Hey dear Aquarian, I am new here.. Sorry will do that.. And thanks that you replied at least...

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I am a Pisces woman dealing with a Leo man since March 2017. We met on facebook, I was going through break up with my Libra ex, we found each other interesting to be friends and started talking. Though we were connected since 2014 and talking for the first time in 2017, He showed utter interest but I was not date-ready , so I cleared that I love that Libra still and only can be friends.

Still he proposed me without seeing me physically and got emotional, I tried to console him but after three four weak he started demanding selfies, video calls, and what not.. I became rude and we stopped talking for months till July end..

I wished him happy birthday and we again started Talking. I changed my job and went through several ups and downs he was there as my best friend and closest one.. We started sharing everything.

Ultimately I realized I have started loving him and said this to him. He was happy like anything. But suddenly after two days he told he can't marry me because he has family responsibilities, I was heart broken and became very rude to him.. I told him its not about marriage but about his confusions.. I can't deal with confusion.. As I have a bitter past about that.

Well I still couldn't forget him and gave it a thought to love him unconditionally without even commitments.. I realized I fell for him already and there is no going back.

We met on our first date, he traveled all the way around 2000km and it was special to me.. I felt like he is my only king and he treated me so like queen. First night we were drunk and I puked, he took care about me so well..

Everything was going so well, he left and gave me lots of flying kisses ... He was taking care of my each and every need, requirements, hobbies, likes, dislikes everything.. I was just living my dream. But I loved what ever he did though I wanted something what he did not want to. Like clicking pics together, going out for trips or buying something for himself what I can pay.. I adjusted though.. I wanted passionately to just make him happy and remember each and every moment of us together..

After he returned, I lost my job and found another job as I have good experience in industry. I got 15 days off in between joining new company, so we planned to spend it together, he wanted me to shift to his city though I explained why I can't as I have some responsibilities from family too.


#Story changes when One night before I go to his city, I somehow end up saying that sex is only important to him and I felt it was insulting. He broke up with me that very night and told me he has no emotions for me. Next we have talked several times, I said sorry but he was stick to his point. He told me to come to him as just a friend and don't expect anything more. I thought he is just angry. I went to his flat in the other city. We spent nights, two weeks together but what happened there made me more confused.

He was talking to a lady who is married and told me he is Feeling for her, and how cute and possessive she is, how caring she is, how she gives all the time she has just to him. And I end up feeling jealous and crying, we argued a lot and he told me he is not liking me reacting like this. I tried being indifferent from next day. One day he did a strange thing, I was cooking and he was on video call to that girl, talking about me only.. But I could hardly understand what they are talking about.

Next day he had cold, I prepared some Desi medicine for him and he told me his lady friend is telling him to marry me. I found it really insulting, as he doesn't want me to be emotional and still he cracks joke about our relationship. I lashed out. He told me he doesn't love anyone, not even me. He did all these Bcz of me as I won't handle break up after we will get too much attached and will tell him anything, or accuse him to ruin my life or use me sexually and what not.. He said I don't have control in my tongue and he doesn't want to see me after this trip. I took vow that I won't call or text him. But next day when I was packing my bags, he was about to cry telling me how much he is going to miss me and he wants me to stay connected as friends. Said sorry for everything bad he said to me.. He hugged me, and we had sex day before only..

I have returned now.. Next day he told me on what's app that he is missing me badly and just feeling like crying. I told him don't think too much, he told I may not miss him like he does.. I admitted and told him how badly I'm missing him too. He then didn't want to talk more as he was feeling weak. So we didn't talk much after that but he wishes me good morning everyday and wants to know how I'm doing. It's just last week I have returned. I don't understand. he told me he doesn't love.. He loves that girl. And I saw that girl messaging him.. I saw him talking to that girl for the whole day.. I can't understand whether he really loves me or it's just temporary attraction!!

1 month