SassyKiwi

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We all secretly want to be adored by a serial killer

Angsty teen runs away from home with biker gang

Lmao I wish

I'm in the process of letting someone go... I literally just had one of the hardest cry in my entire life. It was as if I was grieving someone's death. And that's a way to look it... I have to see what was ended as a death...

It's girls who need emotional connections the most. Guys do not need that butter

Uhm yeah???

I love Asian food but don't date Asian guys cause most have ulterior motives ?

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That's not how you contour....

Posted by raad182
People justify their miserable life with transits or natal aspects...smh

Ik it's ridiculous as hell. But I've had stuff happen on exact transits and read about others' experiences. Who the hell knows, when nothing makes sense in your life except that specific transit interpretation it helps know you shouldn't submit yourself to the loony bin yet

This transit will treetrunk you up

You truly realize no one can save you from your emotions... especially when the object of your ridiculous desires just throws treetrunking salt on the wound

I am sick of feeling... SO SICK... nauseated... nothing is helping... I am so alone... lmao I was recently asked if I had a trauma because I started experiencing disassociation... this transit has done that much of a number on me...

RIP people who natally have this. My natal hard aspects to pluto make me numb tho

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I'm going through the EXACT. My mind's long moved on... but my heart and soul refuses... those cookiemonsteres will be the end of me. I don't even know if I wish this person never came into my life. A person should never have this kind of power over someone. You really learn what kind of emotions a person is capable of having triggered within them. It's INSANE. And all so time consuming and draining...

OMG YES! Finally someone who understands my pain. I've experienced heartbreak before but this is beyond that. This is my soul crying out along with my heart bleeding profusely. It's like my mind can hear my soul crying out to him and my heart being drained of life. It's weird and I can't even explain what I feel. My mind says NO, a definite NO but I know my heart and soul would say the contrary to that. Which is why I'm glad I haven't been in contact with him because I don't know if I have the strength to completely shut that door yet my heart knows that it's best we keep our distance.

No one has had this effect on me. Not even my ex husband and I don't know why? My friend said that our soul feels and knows things that we ourselves can't comprehend and that that gets lost in translation through our hearts and our mind. That it filters out what we can't understand even though our Souls can understand it perfectly. Like an ancient language that has been lost and we only know of a few words but we don't have the whole thing down.

I hope we can get through this.

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What perfect articulation. This is so freaking painful. My soul aches and cries. It's on its knees begging. I hate how distance can make irrational emotions grow... You're lucky you can completely avoid him. I still see him in class for the next 2 months. The affect his presence alone has on me is ridiculous... I have never had to have so much emotional and mental strength to get through something in my life... it's physically wearing me out... I really hope this passes us soon. I want to write him something after I get better (has to be before the semester ends)... if I do at all at this point -_-

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I hate the fact that my heart and soul is crying for someone that doesn't deserve it. My mind is already moving forward but it keeps getting stumped by my heart. I've never felt like this in my life before so it's very crippling. -- aquarius_beauty

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I guess I'm failing to determine the context. Do you feel compassionate towards someone who doesn't deserve it?

I am virgo, and yes you are right, maybe I lack the depth to help you in these complex feelings. In any case, I wish I could give you a hug.

It's not compassion it's raw feeling, intense emotions and passion that's just building up continuously. Not used to releasing these buildup feelings and they tend to erupt much like a geyser or volcano. I just wish the person that caused this never had such an impact on my life. This is why Aquas never open up their hearts, because butter like this happens and it puts us off from every doing that again.

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I'm going through the EXACT. My mind's long moved on... but my heart and soul refuses... those cookiemonsteres will be the end of me. I don't even know if I wish this person never came into my life. A person should never have this kind of power over someone. You really learn what kind of emotions a person is capable of having triggered within them. It's INSANE. And all so time consuming and draining...

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Venus-Pluto. Been there, done that.

I hate that I love you. I hate that I love you so much that I ache. I hate that we are so different and incompatible. But I'd hate to lose you. I just cannot bear it. I want to hold on to you till the end of time and I hate this feeling. You are already under my skin.

I cannot get away from you. And I hate this. I know you. And I love you. Goodbye.

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How did you guys end it and how long did it take you to get over them?

We both ran away and hadn't even begin the whole thing. (No sex, no kisses, no hugs, nothing).
It was already there and we felt it would change our whole being and life. We were just so mezmerized by each other that we didn't stay away for a whole year. We couldn't. I could not. I should have. It tore me apart.

It has been 3 yrs from now. I still have flashes...

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How did you guys manage to hold yourselves back from any physical contact... that's freaking commendable.

We're in the same room right now. He's avoiding me and I can't help but die inside. I'm considering seeing a therapist this week who will probably lock me in a psych ward.

Posted by Saturnlady
Venus-Pluto. Been there, done that.

I hate that I love you. I hate that I love you so much that I ache. I hate that we are so different and incompatible. But I'd hate to lose you. I just cannot bear it. I want to hold on to you till the end of time and I hate this feeling. You are already under my skin.

I cannot get away from you. And I hate this. I know you. And I love you. Goodbye.

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How did you guys end it and how long did it take you to get over them?

Posted by Andsmaxing
Did you become Mark Wahlberg in fear or not?

Trying REAL hard to not get to that point.

Posted by NotSoInstant

Posted by SassyKiwi
@notsoinstant I thought your post explaining composite and synastry charts was awesome. My noob self would like your input on the energy of this composite chart if you can:

Lmao yes you can't know the signs heh. Would you say it's casual? Any bit significant? Utterly hopeless? Could be a serial killer out to kill me (this would be very thrilling)? The houses are off cause idk his birth time. I used noon. But I read sun being in a mutable house is unstable for composite and I'd agree with that energy so I think it's not a bad estimate.

Without an accurate tob, composite charts are useless....
So what you want me to do is give you a reading without signs AND houses lmao


Anyways I know your natal chart .... You should know I never discuss anybody's private readings with anyone else.

Without an accurate TOB, horary would be your best option, IMO.

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Nah uh you dunno mine! Pshh couldn't PM me to prove it!

I used my exact tob, only his is set at 12 PM. I read "If you have your own birth time and only his is missing, then the Moon in the composite can vary up to around 3 degrees left or right position."

I am giving you a challenge! You can clearly see the aspects in their houses! Just not the signs!

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Posted by SassyKiwi
Yep they're total heartless treetrunkers

Why do you say or think that...

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Because they hurt me this week and my innocence. The men are very selfish. Don't fall for their charm.

Yep they're total heartless treetrunkers

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TAURUS MOONS ARE HARD THO

taurus moons always open up to me right away. i guess its a good thing cuz of the sun/moon conjunction. lol

for me they're tough nuts to crack...even my sister..is hella secretive even more than a scorpio moon

i don't treetrunk around with scorpio moons though. i have a dxp friend who is one. but we'll never be super close soul mate status. lmao

Tell me about it. I don't even think Scorpio moons are worth the effort. Their guards are up way too unreasonably high. They're so good at being used to their protective self that I think even they don't know how to open themselves up if they tried.

You're completely right lol. This is me..I just don't feel like it's worth anything to open up to someone if I feel like they won't be able to understand my emotions and thoughts, or if they won't have anything useful to add or help me with. I mean I can open up easily when talking about myself on the internet, which is probably a given for most people, but when it comes to people in real life, it's just so hard.

It's a lifetime of habit I guess..being really afraid to show our true selves and be vulnerable

It's worth the effort because you'll get that fierce dedication and and loyalty back. They would do anything to help you

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Well yeah as someone who has a hard moon-pluto aspect at a tight orb I'm the same exact. But you'll never know if they'll ever be able to understand unless you try. You gotta be spontaneous sometimes. Let some things loose and see how the other person reacts. You guys just give off a very stiff vibe.

Vulnerability is sexy. Scorpio suns do a better job of holding it back and sharing it than Scorpio moons. Scorpio suns can leave cryptic trails... aka what people consider tests whereas you guys are straight up locked up.

Nobody should have to figure out how to get through the Red Sea in order to get that "fierce dedication and loyalty." Over the top expectations.

I used to love watching this as a kid!! The ones where they ate insects and went thru worms tho

Posted by MyStarsShine
Yes they are real

I am at the moment expiencing a monthly lunar return and feel somewhat vulnerable....it falls in my 2nd house

Moon moves too fast, did u ever think maybe it's just cause ur a lame scorp!! I'm kidding haha. I always have anxiety and sensitivity so I couldn't ever catch the monthly difference.