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Posted by raad182
People justify their miserable life with transits or natal aspects...smh
Posted by aquarius_beautyPosted by SassyKiwi
I'm going through the EXACT. My mind's long moved on... but my heart and soul refuses... those cookiemonsteres will be the end of me. I don't even know if I wish this person never came into my life. A person should never have this kind of power over someone. You really learn what kind of emotions a person is capable of having triggered within them. It's INSANE. And all so time consuming and draining...
OMG YES! Finally someone who understands my pain. I've experienced heartbreak before but this is beyond that. This is my soul crying out along with my heart bleeding profusely. It's like my mind can hear my soul crying out to him and my heart being drained of life. It's weird and I can't even explain what I feel. My mind says NO, a definite NO but I know my heart and soul would say the contrary to that. Which is why I'm glad I haven't been in contact with him because I don't know if I have the strength to completely shut that door yet my heart knows that it's best we keep our distance.
No one has had this effect on me. Not even my ex husband and I don't know why? My friend said that our soul feels and knows things that we ourselves can't comprehend and that that gets lost in translation through our hearts and our mind. That it filters out what we can't understand even though our Souls can understand it perfectly. Like an ancient language that has been lost and we only know of a few words but we don't have the whole thing down.I hope we can get through this.
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Posted by aquarius_beautyPosted by ra3ch80
I hate the fact that my heart and soul is crying for someone that doesn't deserve it. My mind is already moving forward but it keeps getting stumped by my heart. I've never felt like this in my life before so it's very crippling. -- aquarius_beauty
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I guess I'm failing to determine the context. Do you feel compassionate towards someone who doesn't deserve it?
I am virgo, and yes you are right, maybe I lack the depth to help you in these complex feelings. In any case, I wish I could give you a hug.
It's not compassion it's raw feeling, intense emotions and passion that's just building up continuously. Not used to releasing these buildup feelings and they tend to erupt much like a geyser or volcano. I just wish the person that caused this never had such an impact on my life. This is why Aquas never open up their hearts, because butter like this happens and it puts us off from every doing that again.click to expand
Posted by SaturnladyPosted by SassyKiwiPosted by Saturnlady
Venus-Pluto. Been there, done that.
I hate that I love you. I hate that I love you so much that I ache. I hate that we are so different and incompatible. But I'd hate to lose you. I just cannot bear it. I want to hold on to you till the end of time and I hate this feeling. You are already under my skin.
I cannot get away from you. And I hate this. I know you. And I love you. Goodbye.
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How did you guys end it and how long did it take you to get over them?
We both ran away and hadn't even begin the whole thing. (No sex, no kisses, no hugs, nothing).
It was already there and we felt it would change our whole being and life. We were just so mezmerized by each other that we didn't stay away for a whole year. We couldn't. I could not. I should have. It tore me apart.
It has been 3 yrs from now. I still have flashes...click to expand
Posted by Saturnlady
Venus-Pluto. Been there, done that.
I hate that I love you. I hate that I love you so much that I ache. I hate that we are so different and incompatible. But I'd hate to lose you. I just cannot bear it. I want to hold on to you till the end of time and I hate this feeling. You are already under my skin.
I cannot get away from you. And I hate this. I know you. And I love you. Goodbye.
Posted by Andsmaxing
Did you become Mark Wahlberg in fear or not?
Posted by NotSoInstantPosted by SassyKiwi
@notsoinstant I thought your post explaining composite and synastry charts was awesome. My noob self would like your input on the energy of this composite chart if you can:
Lmao yes you can't know the signs heh. Would you say it's casual? Any bit significant? Utterly hopeless? Could be a serial killer out to kill me (this would be very thrilling)? The houses are off cause idk his birth time. I used noon. But I read sun being in a mutable house is unstable for composite and I'd agree with that energy so I think it's not a bad estimate.
Without an accurate tob, composite charts are useless....
So what you want me to do is give you a reading without signs AND houseslmao
Anyways I know your natal chart.... You should know I never discuss anybody's private readings with anyone else.
Without an accurate TOB, horary would be your best option, IMO.click to expand
Posted by CaramelizedCoffeePosted by SassyKiwi
Yep they're total heartless treetrunkers
Why do you say or think that...click to expand
Posted by themilkyway36Posted by SassyKiwiPosted by rektPosted by CaramelizedCoffeePosted by rektPosted by CaramelizedCoffee
TAURUS MOONS ARE HARD THO
taurus moons always open up to me right away. i guess its a good thing cuz of the sun/moon conjunction. lol
for me they're tough nuts to crack...even my sister..is hella secretive even more than a scorpio moon
i don't treetrunk around with scorpio moons though. i have a dxp friend who is one. but we'll never be super close soul mate status. lmao
Tell me about it. I don't even think Scorpio moons are worth the effort. Their guards are up way too unreasonably high. They're so good at being used to their protective self that I think even they don't know how to open themselves up if they tried.
You're completely right lol. This is me..I just don't feel like it's worth anything to open up to someone if I feel like they won't be able to understand my emotions and thoughts, or if they won't have anything useful to add or help me with. I mean I can open up easily when talking about myself on the internet, which is probably a given for most people, but when it comes to people in real life, it's just so hard.
It's a lifetime of habit I guess..being really afraid to show our true selves and be vulnerable
It's worth the effort because you'll get that fierce dedication and and loyalty back. They would do anything to help youclick to expand
Posted by MyStarsShine
Yes they are real
I am at the moment expiencing a monthly lunar return and feel somewhat vulnerable....it falls in my 2nd house