Its only fair. I would probley take it too far tho haha I cound just see her waking up too a hairy ass in her face and me ripping a nice one that smells like somthing died lmao! I have some weird thoughts.
I see vb... mine gets bottled up.... its what fuels my fire. its easy to go from mad to rage mode....nobody can stop it. my mind goes blink and it keeps repeating why I am angery and mad thus fueling the rage.
lol this isnt funny but my blood presure goes from normal to high rocket. they said I was it the stroke range...kinda scary.
oh well... its not so bad. cuz I went into rage mode with my brother like 4 months ago.... almost breaking this nose and arm.
I pretty much told him he's dead too me. that I want nothing to do with him. that blood is alot thicker then water. but he did want he wanted and didnt care. Im sorry vb. MY brother did pot for a while...so I know where you are coming from.
as for that cookiemonster called my ex.... I hate her guts, If I saw her burning.....I come up and dump over gas on her.
she is like satan too me. I hate her so much....
my lady and talk too every friday says I need to forgive my brother and stop wising for karma, because what if cancer came and kill him... it would be on me since I wished it... she said that IM a lot more pure.
the hard part is that im not like that....I cant forgive if its that bad....I fell like if you mess with me you have it twice coming back too you.
I see thats cool, its rough tho. cuz right now im in a rut. but well see! so really I have my ex to thank for all this. cuz ive been getting help the last month. I wouldnt have got help with it, If I didnt have her and my brother too hurt me like they did.