Liza, don't let him trip you or turn you into the woman scorned... it will effect you when someone real comes along!
You've done nothing wrong but tried to allow love in. Unfortunately there are a lot of men that "think" they want a relationship and go the extra lengths with woman that hold themselves high but when they get the prize they then tire of it...not you.. but the whole relationship thing. They realise they preferred to be single and don't know how to escape...Hence why there are so many threads here with confused woman.
IMO men aren't really mature enough for a relationship until they are nearing their 30's, their 20's are too much fun and games with friends and just kicking it, drinking partying etc
Work on yourself a little more, learn to love yourself fully, but go out and have fun.
Relationships are a life sentence so have some real fun before you get into one!!!
I have a lot of good luck but I consider myself a loving generous and helpful person. In fact I go out of my way to help where I can. I do it because I want to and I'm mindful of what is wrong. I feel blessed and lucky all the time...yes I think it is karma
On the other hand if someone is rotten I believe they get their just deserve, although you never see it. I just believe it happens...
Tbh, just reading your op again...a man that disappears for 10 days..no explanation, why would you bother? You allow him to treat you this way, it will continue. Have some respect for yourself. If he wants you, let him come after you and prove himself worthy! That's me and I'm a Libra and I won't be taken for granted!
To "Fear God" is simply fearing disappointing him as a child "use to" fear their parents...these days child do not fear their parents or have any respect and therefore continue about their lives unguided.
If you are in "Fear" of God you won't want to disappoint and will always be mindful of what pleases and displeases...in saying that we are all imperfect and he is a forgiving God.
People get so hell bent of complicating his simple instructions and trying to find cryptic/hidden messages!
Personally, I would drop him a note and say that you respect his decision and enjoyed the time that you shared together and will always remember him. Then go about your own life and occupy yourself and tend to you. One of two things will happen: he will either stop and think about the fact that you did have a good time together and wonder if he should reach out again or he will allow you to move on and you will heal within the time he needs to re-think this. It's not instant and could be several weeks. Either way you will be fine.
But as stuck says, DO NOT badger/nag or constantly contact him, ho
when we first met he wanted to start dating immediately and I thought it was way too fast
Dating is a way of getting to know someone to see if they are a perfect partner so I don't see why you think it is too fast to or too soon to start dating someone...seems to me right from the start you were on edge/uneasy/suspicious or had your doubts about this man and with your constant arguing probably over trivial things you've proved this to him without doubt!
It also sounds to me that he has pick up on this very fast and has made the choice to end the relationship. You won't change because you started out this way for whatever reason so he knows it will be pointless to carry on.
Next time around with any man try not to bring previous relationships/hangups into new ones. Trust each person until you get to know them for who they are.