SassyKiwi

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I just want to be unquestionably in love with somebody... I think.

You mean one where the constant self-doubt whether your feelings are love or not is not present?
If yes, how do you imagine getting to that point? What is the win condition?

I want to feel intense emotions towards somebody, like a need to be with them. So far I always feel like I could go without them.
Idk whether I just haven't met "the right person" or I have the emotional range of rock... who knows.

I want to fall in love like they do in the movies.. is it that much to ask? I'm a romantic that can't fall in love, tragic. lol

Be careful what you wish for. I’ve experienced that and you do not want to be in a position where you cannot control your emotions from consuming you. It was very scary. I came across it when I was least looking for it.

You're right, I don't really think I want that and that's probably why I find it so difficult, it's my way of protecting myself from exactly that.

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It’s ok, I was exactly like you before it happened to me. I was yearning to feel something so special and strong for someone. It had never happened to me so I had thought I was emotionally broken or something. But you are not. However if you are anything like I was, you do need to work on not walling yourself too much. I think we all desire to be able to love someone deeply and completely without them ever taking advantage of it but unfortunately that is just too much to ask of another person. That doesn’t mean one can’t still love and show it, you just have to find that healthy balance of where you’re getting as much in return too.

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Scorpios are the worst at manipulation that’s why they have a reputation for it. Because it’s so heavy handed

Yeah they can sometimes be blatant with their manipulations and don’t care if the other person sees it, they will still try to push it like their life depends on it because fixed, stubborn mofos

“On average, a person uses 1 toilet paper roll for every 12 days.”

Whaaat? It’d be a miracle if I could make 1 roll last 7 days.

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I just want to be unquestionably in love with somebody... I think.

You mean one where the constant self-doubt whether your feelings are love or not is not present?
If yes, how do you imagine getting to that point? What is the win condition?

I want to feel intense emotions towards somebody, like a need to be with them. So far I always feel like I could go without them.
Idk whether I just haven't met "the right person" or I have the emotional range of rock... who knows.

I want to fall in love like they do in the movies.. is it that much to ask? I'm a romantic that can't fall in love, tragic. lol

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Be careful what you wish for. I’ve experienced that and you do not want to be in a position where you cannot control your emotions from consuming you. It was very scary. I came across it when I was least looking for it.

Tbh libras are extremely bad at manipulation. So if someone gets manipulated by them then that’s just plain sad

What? How? I can see it if they got Scorpio placements

Nope. Trines fare better.

I was with a pisces before. It was not good at all. I’ve also been good friends with another pisces guy. The friendship has been a gift. I also have a pisces brother and he amuses me and concerns me simultaneously

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Ten bucks says SassyKiwi is never going to take chicken nuggets for granted ever again.

False. I’ve moved onto jalapeño poppers! You wanna send through venmo or paypal? Will send receipts of proceeds going towards poppers

HELP ME GOD. My husband’s sister and niece were supposed to have left last week but their flights got cancelled and pushed back another month or so. I DON’T THINK I WILL SURVIVE BEING IN QUARANTINE WITH THEM. My husband’s niece is so incredibly annoying, she refuses to leave me and my husband’s bed. She doesn’t listen to her mom. She’s obviously gonna grow up to be dangerous.

1. Who are you named after? No one, but my granpa named me. Thank goodness for him or else I’d have had an unfortunate name to be bullied after for the rest of my life.

2. Last time you cried? Probably last week over something that got me very upset (blaming my moon conj. mars).

3. Do you like your handwriting? No, doesn’t help I typed mostly during college. I do have to use it at work at times so been working on improving my cursive.

4. What is your favorite lunch meat? Anything chicken or beef.

5. Longest relationship? 2+ years with my now husband.

6. Do you still have your tonsils? I think so.

7. Would you bungee jump? No ty.

8. What is your favorite kind of cereal? i think muesli counts.

9. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? Yes.

10. Do you think you're strong willed? Fixed rising, sun, moon, mercury, mars... what ya think.

11. Favorite ice cream? I also like anything with brownies in it except chocolate or any fruit flavored ice creams. I also love pecans/nuts in mine.

12. What is the first thing you notice about a person? Their demeanor and vibe.

13. Football or baseball? Not interested in either unless it’s international futbol.

14. What color pants are you wearing? Navy and white striped.

15. Last thing you ate? Cocoa pebbles and a banana for breakfast with my hubby...

16. What are you listening to? Nothing, curled up in bed resting because I suspect I have upper respiratory allergies.

17. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Omg I always love this question! A happy purple crayon!

18. What is your favorite smell? My mom’s cooking and FRESH BBQ being made in backyards (gets me so weak).

19. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? My dad.

20. Married? Yes.

21. Hair color? Black.

22. Eye Color? Dark brown.

23. Favorite food too eat? Pasta.

24. Scary movies or happy endings? Both but psychological thrillers are where its at.

25. Last movie you watched In a theater? Sonic the Hedgehog, it was really good.

26. What color shirt are you wearing? Navy.

27. Favorite holiday? All and any holidays, I love the festivities.

28. Beer or Wine? Straight edge.

29. Night owl or morning person? Night owl *sobs*

30. Favorite day of the week? Saturdays.

31. Favorite animal? Anything smol and fluffy.

32. Do you have a pet? No.

33. Where would you like to travel? Bora Bora, Bali, Switzerland and Spain.

34. Favorite video game? Sims but I haven’t played it in forever. Idk if this counts but sometimes I indulge in ToS.

35. Favorite music? Indie, alternative rock/punk, britpop, and instrumentals.

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Lol funny how you were also the one implying I was racist when I made a stupid joke against asians earlier this week

Everyone is internally racist to a degree, some just have the balls to be open about it but they should stop being butthurt over something petty like it being called the chinese virus cause SPANISH flu, MERS (MIDDLE EAST Respiratory Syndrome), etc..

I think it’d piss off anyone when China has a history of butter like Sars and now this. Clearly they are doing something wrong and politics are very likely at play here too.

What pisses me off the most is america is more than capable of distributing the neccessary medical supplies and testing kits but Trump and the other top 1% are probably hogging thousands himself and testing himself at least once a day. There is not enough testing happening in america and that is beyond unacceptable. We need to be like south korea not treetrunking focus on and compare with italy.

Trump treetrunked it up. We should have been preparing for the last 2 months instead of pretending like it wasn't happening. It helps to have an authoritarian government (China) in this case to lock everyone down. Europe and the U.S. are having trouble with the spread because some people are still out and about without restriction.

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I refuse to believe he is stupid enough to not have had us prepare earlier. Hes very cunning. Has it occured to ANYONE that maybe they want us to die? They wanted this all along to do some population control. I assure you none of the top 1% , celebrities, politicans will die from this. It will be our family, relatives and neighbors.

Most likely butterty and controlling. At least by what I’ve gathered from women on here that are and were married to them.

Lol funny how you were also the one implying I was racist when I made a stupid joke against asians earlier this week

Everyone is internally racist to a degree, some just have the balls to be open about it but they should stop being butthurt over something petty like it being called the chinese virus cause SPANISH flu, MERS (MIDDLE EAST Respiratory Syndrome), etc..

I think it’d piss off anyone when China has a history of butter like Sars and now this. Clearly they are doing something wrong and politics are very likely at play here too.

What pisses me off the most is america is more than capable of distributing the neccessary medical supplies and testing kits but Trump and the other top 1% are probably hogging thousands himself and testing himself at least once a day. There is not enough testing happening in america and that is beyond unacceptable. We need to be like south korea not treetrunking focus on and compare with italy.

I have this natally too in a tight orb.

“...was told that I am going through a period of transformation where I will come out on the other side of this a better person. That it’s time to meet my karmic debts.

You will come out of this transit hardened, emotionally tougher and independent, better able to face future challenges in your higher state of emotional and spiritual evolution.”

All that has been true for me and is still ongoing. Whatever hardships come, do not fight it. Just let it pass. It all happens for a reason. However, this coronavirus butter has me losing my grip. I’m not even fearful for myself but my older loved ones.

Unfortunately yes, to top it off, it is conjunct my mars but opposite my sun. So Leo energy really upsets my Aqua placements and then I also have a Scorpio rising to square all that. Leo energy is so repulsive to me that even in real life I end up never attracted to them beyond very basic acquaintance. Other Leo moons are a whole other category, I see their energies very blatant on dxp and it often makes me cringe. I find it interesting I don’t feel similarly towards other Aqua energies at all. In fact I’m very drawn to others’ with Aqua energies.

You are literally me.

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It’s confusing to me too. All I know are the facts. The tobacco and alcohol are multi-billion dollar industries that look like they can easily hit trillion pretty soon. I really wonder where all that money is being generated from. Cause it’s definitely not the doctors and attorneys who gotta be sharp for long hours.

You must not know many attorneys

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I work at a law firm and used to date a guy who worked at one of the top firms in the city. They personally don’t drink unreasonably.

I just never understood how people on fafsa were able to purchase $ 1.5k Apple macbooks when I was ineligible due to my family income and also had a brother in college. We had our mid-range Dells and Acers when we could’ve easily had overpriced Apple macbooks but just did not find it necessary enough.

It’s confusing to me too. All I know are the facts. The tobacco and alcohol are multi-billion dollar industries that look like they can easily hit trillion pretty soon. I really wonder where all that money is being generated from. Cause it’s definitely not the doctors and attorneys who gotta be sharp for long hours.