Posted by Aju-Posted by SassyKiwiPosted by Aju-
Pictures of the ocean please!
I didn't take very good pictures.. but here's Kaanapali beach, probs the best picture taken out the entire trip
I DID ((((NOT)))) GET NOTIFICATION FOR THIS.
my gosh it's so beautiful.
this means so much to me.click to expand
Posted by CitrineThunderPosted by IMightBeEllePosted by CitrineThunderPosted by IMightBeEllePosted by CitrineThunderPosted by IMightBeEllePosted by CitrineThunder
I'm about to jump in my car and drive by his house.
Pretend he doesn't exist and just try to have a great time while enjoying your birthday.
Nope... I don't like my time being wasted.
He will receive the dramatic grand exit from his life.
Because I told him before, if he lies again to save my feelings I will leave him.
And I know definitely he has done it again.
Because there ain't no flights coming in at the time he said.
You do know that Pisces men.....especially with an aries moon....are going to totally get off on your dramatics.
You are being totally stereotypical scorpio woman cringe right now.
I don't give a treetrunk, I own every bit of my crazy. *Kanye Shrug*
You are entitled to "own your crazy" but it is much more empowering to control yourself.
Put things in perspective....
You bought your flight.
You bought your airbnb.
You played yourself.
If he is a "high earner", he obviously knows how to prioritize and unfortunately, it doesnt appear that you are one of his priorities.
As a "successful" woman yourself, you should know when to cut your losses.
I am cutting my loses... but I'm also going to cuss him as, I end it.
my bestie flies in tomorrow. I"m good.
With me its about principle. I do not take kindly to being disrespected.click to expand
Posted by Aju-
oh and didn't you go to Hawaii recently?
um... You get some ocean pics?
help the anxiety in all of us...
Posted by Aju-Posted by SassyKiwi
I used to have bad anxiety growing up but then I would exercise like crazy (only to drown out the emotions) after every heartbreak and also got braces so I ended up getting more attractive which helped my overall self esteem.
So treat yoself and always look good for yoself is my suggestion 💅
I wonder if this can help me.
I know that running a lot helps my skin and health...
And people think that I am attractive but I'm not sure if that will be enough?
I will do my best to treat myself though as in maybe more painting? or just enjoying
something -finding something to enjoy in the middle of the night when I feel this way.
nooooo, get the mind out the gutter. come on now.
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Posted by blvckphvse
I only experience Anxiety over one thing now. And I'm not even sure if it would be considered Anxiety or a mild form of PTSD. It may sound silly or pathetic, but I'm scared of being home alone in the dark. It causes me a lot of stress and an abundance of paranoid thoughts. It's continually getting worse.. to the point I have to make plans to go somewhere for the night or have someone over because I cant handle being home alone at night. Makes me feel pretty pathetic at 30 years old and I'm not sure what I can do about it. It was triggered by an event in my past and I've had a really hard time coping with it.