thanks for the encuraging words but other than the idiot men that i find i am happy with my life i mean i run a great business and i have a great group of friends and an ok family life isnt all crap just the no no department
i had to write more here lol any ways that for example is the type of "men" i get ... they all lie cheat or steal from me oh yeah they steal the last one got all my jewelry including my class ring and a bunch of costume jewelry rings bracelets necklaces ect. god why do i have crap luck? i want a jace and kadence romance happy loveing and safe to where i can hold all the trust in the world in my man . .... i hope some day it happens but so far all the men in my area are A-HOLES!!! with
So in the past few days i have been reading this amazing romance books and they have me thinking on how nice it would be if life actually worked as the story is told. I am reading one now that really has me going there is two books to it and im on the second one the first ones called my best friends brother is straight right ? the second one i am reading is called our epic love jace & kadence now these two boys started out a little rocky but omg now they are hot and heave jace is this six foot two inch greek god and jace is this little guy prolly my height 5'9 and they are madly in love with the perfect relationship and ya no as i love these books and they bring me joy they also bring me a sence of saddness in the since of saddness i think to myself why am i single why am i unable to attrack such a great fairytale guy . for those of you who dont no me i attend to attracked losers like the guy im kinda seeing now we will call him idiot ... we have been seeing each other now for two months and he will only see me on the weekends and we have only been out in public togather one time that was about 5 weeks into the relationship and yeah he was an a** that day he was supposed to take me out make me happy and us do things togather....well that didnt really happen we met at my work and went in his to go about our date well guess where the first stop was? his freaking moms work he just couldnt go all day with out seeing his mommy wich kinda ticked me off but i let it go the second stop was at pokagon state park because thats where we were gonna do dinner i was cool with that its a nice dinning place. well we had like an hour before the dinning room was open so i suggested a walk and he said yeah what ever i guess that was number two on the tick off list we walked for about 20 minutes and we got to the nature center that he wouldnt let me go into so we kept walking and all through ou this walk he b**ched about everything then towards the end he started telling me about all these hot college guys he has been going to the bar with and all that other crap mind you he refuses to go to the bar with me . i ignored as much as i could and then we finally go to eat and when the check comes that a** hat hands it to me and says here you pay the bill i bought you rum last night ( i didnt ask for the rum) noteing he makes over 600.00 a week i make 240.00 a week so that kinda ticked me off then he refused to stop and have coffee with a few of my friends he is a real drag.
well i cant just pack up and move to a "big" city i have a lot going on here some family and a few friends i care about i also run a successful business and i am getting ready to open another one i hate city life any ways people are all pushy and always in a hurry i like to take time and stop to smell the rose's
Sorry about all the miss spelling in my prior responce i was replying from my touch screen phone it has some retardation lol but any ways everyone needs to remember life is life we all bleed red and we all live breath to breath.
JUst so everyone knows pda grosses me out as well gay or staight I do appriciate the support that u sre sharing . And yes I have had a few hate crimes commited against me my car has been vandalised a few times my brakes were cut once my garage door has been spray painted and my house has also been vandalised a few times I even had someone burn cig in my yard ive been to places on dates where we were asked to leave because it bothered the customers around us because we held hands . Thats just a taste of what I have been through since I came out