All of my life, my heart has sought for a thing I cannot name. I have restless soul syndrome.

nano
joined October 29, 2017
  • Super bummed , my aloe vera plant just kicked the bucket. I give up, I have brown thumb 😖😖😖
  • I have cap moon and am cap dom and I constantly feel some kind of negative force pushing against me my entire life. Everything I do takes huge amount of effort where it seems to come effortless to others. I can drive down the road to just go to the store and there will be 2 detours, I'll get a flat tire, someone will hit my car, etc. You get the point. I've had to work very hard for everything I have, and I had to learn to be self reliant and on my own by age 15... I get knocked down a lot, be it by failure or health or other "freak occurences" regularly, and sometimes it really makes me want to stay down and I beat myself up for a long time over it. Wonder what is the point? Sounds whiny, sure, lol but its my real life. I keep pushing toward my goal very slowly. Sometimes I feel rewarded by Saturn and I get really lucky opportunities presented to me.. sometimes they are taken away. I hope that things get easier one day, but yea I won't hold my breath.
  • Posted by WittyGem88
    Posted by nano
    Posted by lisabethur8
    Posted by Senorita_LL
    Posted by Squishy_Marshmallow
    Posted by nano
    The aquas I know irl, are annoyed by and can't keep up with my go go go and do do do personality. They just want me to chill but who gon stop me. Also my moodiness in general. And how I can be impulsive. My sister and dad are especially disturbed by it. But the younger aquarian guys seem to find something about it charming and some younger aqua women are like me to, though they settle and calm more in relationships and comfort where I kind of fly by the seat of my pants.

    They just flatline on their emotions too. I can get super depressive and moody.

    I have a 4 planet 11th house stellium with all major planets... I'm basically an aquarius/capricorn dressed as gemini


    I agree with the first paragraph... And they can be petty AF and they think they lack emotions but one on one they do get hurt. Walk out on them and they show you how petty and whiney they can be. Seen it few times.
    And the worst part is they are kinda sly. I have few aqua guys try to flirt when I have a bf, they believe I can't see through the facade... And one actually told me he doesn't respect relationships as long as they aren't his!! He asked me to suck it up that he wants to flirt with me even though I had a bf!!! Sly creatures who won't approach you directly and they resort to tricks...

    Sorry op my experience with this sign hasn't been great!


    LooooooooL! That was what I meant. They are just crazy like that and in fact I can't do air sign men. Don't matter Aqua, Gemini or Libra. Just not my cup of coke. The feels doesn't last to the extend that I get over them so easy peasy. Maybe within a week or so. Haha

    Games and such are just boring. I can be their good friends tho' but more than that, nah...just nah. I'm sick of air men tricks. They think it's funny and smart but to me it is stupid.

    I have always been questioning nano, mutabull and wittygems how the treetrunk did they stayed with their air sign men. LooooL!


    lol

    nano is with a gemini guy and mutabull with a libra and wittygem with an aqua.

    ok i got it.


    I never even noticed that until it was pointed out like that... It seems there are several more Gemini/libra couples lately on dxp. And I am pretty sure mostly every gemini woman on dxp has been in a serious relationship with an aqua in the past too lol


    The only serious rs I had apart from scorp 😂😂😂 imma stick with my aqua men than go back to scorp men. I think its for the best. 😂😂😂😂😂
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    Yea, we are sticking to 2 signs... For long term potential, I am being with gemini or aqua so far in my life. I guess I like that trine business too.

    I don't date libra though just because it never even occurred...? I dont know where they are at.. I hear with the water signs and with Leo's lol.
  • Posted by lisabethur8
    Posted by Senorita_LL
    Posted by Squishy_Marshmallow
    Posted by nano
    The aquas I know irl, are annoyed by and can't keep up with my go go go and do do do personality. They just want me to chill but who gon stop me. Also my moodiness in general. And how I can be impulsive. My sister and dad are especially disturbed by it. But the younger aquarian guys seem to find something about it charming and some younger aqua women are like me to, though they settle and calm more in relationships and comfort where I kind of fly by the seat of my pants.

    They just flatline on their emotions too. I can get super depressive and moody.

    I have a 4 planet 11th house stellium with all major planets... I'm basically an aquarius/capricorn dressed as gemini


    I agree with the first paragraph... And they can be petty AF and they think they lack emotions but one on one they do get hurt. Walk out on them and they show you how petty and whiney they can be. Seen it few times.
    And the worst part is they are kinda sly. I have few aqua guys try to flirt when I have a bf, they believe I can't see through the facade... And one actually told me he doesn't respect relationships as long as they aren't his!! He asked me to suck it up that he wants to flirt with me even though I had a bf!!! Sly creatures who won't approach you directly and they resort to tricks...

    Sorry op my experience with this sign hasn't been great!


    LooooooooL! That was what I meant. They are just crazy like that and in fact I can't do air sign men. Don't matter Aqua, Gemini or Libra. Just not my cup of coke. The feels doesn't last to the extend that I get over them so easy peasy. Maybe within a week or so. Haha

    Games and such are just boring. I can be their good friends tho' but more than that, nah...just nah. I'm sick of air men tricks. They think it's funny and smart but to me it is stupid.

    I have always been questioning nano, mutabull and wittygems how the treetrunk did they stayed with their air sign men. LooooL!


    lol

    nano is with a gemini guy and mutabull with a libra and wittygem with an aqua.

    ok i got it.
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    I never even noticed that until it was pointed out like that... It seems there are several more Gemini/libra couples lately on dxp. And I am pretty sure mostly every gemini woman on dxp has been in a serious relationship with an aqua in the past too lol
  • Posted by STILL
    Posted by nano
    Posted by STILL
    Posted by nano
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    Posted by nano
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    Posted by nano
    Posted by WittyGem88
    Posted by nano
    The aquas I know irl, are annoyed by and can't keep up with my go go go and do do do personality. They just want me to chill but who gon stop me. Also my moodiness in general. And how I can be impulsive. My sister and dad are especially disturbed by it. But the younger aquarian guys seem to find something about it charming and some younger aqua women are like me to, though they settle and calm more in relationships and comfort where I kind of fly by the seat of my pants.

    They just flatline on their emotions too. I can get super depressive and moody.

    I have a 4 planet 11th house stellium with all major planets... I'm basically an aquarius/capricorn dressed as gemini


    How crazy is that being an aqua cap in a geminis body 😂 damn. I am cap dominant myself. But when the gemini in me kicks in... like right now... well. I am a gemini 100% this is the twin that was on vacation in the maldives for a while. Lol

    I do see my aqua not getting pissed but more like trying to calm me down when my mind is on overdrive. He sometimes say “youre so noisy for a tiny person 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣”


    That is so weird... gem sun leo moon and cap dominant? Wut lol

    And now that you mention it.... yep the aquas I know are all very quiet. Except my dad who is too loud and embarrassing, and one of my coworkers.


    LOL @ your dad and @ him being one of your coworkers.


    No those are 2 different people. I meant my dad and my coworker, are both not quiet.


    Oh.


    Yea in hindsight, that was indeed poorly worded... it was the middle of the night here when I wrote that and I'm on some crazy strong pain killers and cough meds at the momentLaughing


    Yeah! I know what you mean. I'm always busy, so I'm usually jumping on and off this site every few seconds, so everything I post is poorly worded.

    I wish it was true though, because I was dying laughing.


    Oh God no lol, he and I tolerate each other like 3 days every few years and that's almost too much. He's an anomaly though. I get along much better with my aqua coworkers, my sister, her boyfriend and a couple of other aqua pals. The aquas on dxp seem to dislike geminis, which is weird to me as a person who is constantly surrounded by aquas all my life.


    But it seems a though you don't like Aquas either.

    I get along with Gems well, but the Gems I know have no moral compass. The women are slutty, attention seeking and immoral in other ways and the men are worst.
    The immoral behavior doesn’t bother me as much with the women because they don’t pursue me for romantic relationships.

    @WittyGem88 is very cool and doesn’t seem that way. Senorita_LL and I had a few playful exchanges, although it seems she’s not to fond of Aquas. I had a few brief exchanges with you (about Aquas having OCD, Aqua women with Scorp men and that time you were upset about the cancer girl cheating with the Scorp man) and when I find the time, would like to ask you questions about those Aqua women in your life because they are nothing like me. Your experience with them is very intriguing.

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    Okay sure, that sounds fine to me. You can pm or just ask here or wherever. I remember those exchanges except for the last one off the top of my head, it probably just slips my mind.
  • Posted by SuninLibra
    Posted by nano
    Posted by Mujer_latina
    Posted by nano
    Her songs aren't good anymore? Lemonade was considered a masterpiece, powerful and deep. I thought it was pretty good... she definitely has more talent in her pinky finger than Taylor swift or Selena Gomez or God bless, that chipmunk camillo cabella and so on


    if you compare Harry Potter to Twilight, ofc Harry Potter is going to be the superior book. but why not compare it to Don Quijote or Cien años de soledad? obviously 'cause HP wouldn't stand a chance

    selena? taylor? any other manufactured pop puppet out there? no. let's compare beyonce to Kate Bush, Bjork, Patti Smith, Tori Amos, etc etc and see if she still "has more talent in her pinky finger than x, x, x"

    success, fame. sales do not equal talent. at least 4 writing credits on every song on your so called masterpiece does not equal talent. y tú lo sabes.


    Well beyonce is a "manufactured pop puppet" so it doesn't make sense to compare her to anyone else than other manufactured pop puppets. I saw destiny's child no different than backstreet boys or n'sync back in the day. Lol shes in the same boat as everyone I mentioned. Throw in miley cyrus, demi Lovato, etc. She's in their exact tier. And amongst the "manufactured pop puppets", she reigns supreme. She's a big fish in a small pond.

    For clarification because I think the point is being lost, I am not a beyonce fan. I dont "beyhive" or whatever they call it. I just think that she's the best entertainer out of the pop group that she's competing with. Theres not a lot of competition though.
    But u don't see Taylor or these other manufactured artists calling themselves kings and queens. She is OK compared to other artists but OK is what she is not a damn queen.
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    Yea, see this is more than I know. I thought her fans called her Queen Beeyhive or something as a nickname. I think they call lady gaga mama monster. I have no idea.
  • Posted by Mujer_latina
    Posted by nano
    Her songs aren't good anymore? Lemonade was considered a masterpiece, powerful and deep. I thought it was pretty good... she definitely has more talent in her pinky finger than Taylor swift or Selena Gomez or God bless, that chipmunk camillo cabella and so on


    if you compare Harry Potter to Twilight, ofc Harry Potter is going to be the superior book. but why not compare it to Don Quijote or Cien años de soledad? obviously 'cause HP wouldn't stand a chance

    selena? taylor? any other manufactured pop puppet out there? no. let's compare beyonce to Kate Bush, Bjork, Patti Smith, Tori Amos, etc etc and see if she still "has more talent in her pinky finger than x, x, x"

    success, fame. sales do not equal talent. at least 4 writing credits on every song on your so called masterpiece does not equal talent. y tú lo sabes.
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    Well beyonce is a "manufactured pop puppet" so it doesn't make sense to compare her to anyone else than other manufactured pop puppets. I saw destiny's child no different than backstreet boys or n'sync back in the day. Lol shes in the same boat as everyone I mentioned. Throw in miley cyrus, demi Lovato, etc. She's in their exact tier. And amongst the "manufactured pop puppets", she reigns supreme. She's a big fish in a small pond.

    For clarification because I think the point is being lost, I am not a beyonce fan. I dont "beyhive" or whatever they call it. I just think that she's the best entertainer out of the pop group that she's competing with. Theres not a lot of competition though.
  • Posted by SuninLibra
    Posted by nano
    Her songs aren't good anymore? Lemonade was considered a masterpiece, powerful and deep. I thought it was pretty good... she definitely has more talent in her pinky finger than Taylor swift or Selena Gomez or God bless, that chipmunk camillo cabella and so on

    Ugh don't get me started with Selena
    But at least Taylor writes her own material and play some instruments. Beyonce lies about writing songs and doesn't play any instruments and steals peoples ideas tf
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    Yea I saw that beyonce was credited for every song on Lemonade, but I don't know how to deny that claim. I think her PR created this bad girl and deep, strong kind of scary image for her, which she now stays quiet and plays into it for money, but I think it's fake. I dont think she has much substance.. no true to herself at all. But the woman can most def dance and sing.
  • Her songs aren't good anymore? Lemonade was considered a masterpiece, powerful and deep. I thought it was pretty good... she definitely has more talent in her pinky finger than Taylor swift or Selena Gomez or God bless, that chipmunk camillo cabella and so on
  • Thanks tctao, wise words as always 🍃
  • Posted by LadyNeptune
    Gemini's are also pretty moody, introverted, and emotional. Aquas are the only true air sign I feel.

    Come on in guys, the waters nice.


    Hey you are dating a gem that's right on the cancer cusp! I see cancer description in there Tongue
    Although I can identify with moody and introverted. Emotional is ehhh sorta a rare-ish occurrence. And the absolute worst!
  • Posted by Jayc3on
    I was with you until you said Cardi B. Issa naw bruh. She comes more as an Aries than libra. I know she has Aries moon but that's besides the point . I haven't seen an aries moon shine like that in a celebrity.


    Rihanna has a strong ass aries moon too lol.

    I think aries moon practically cancels out the sun in a lot of cases... Especially in women. There's this aggression that is unmatched in that moon, IMO.
  • We miss Flo! Come back Flo!

    Also of course a shout out to the lovely @vixen14 who is one of the most open minded and intelligent people on the board, imo.

    @seleukos is a pretty nifty aqua guy... But I guess this thread is for the women.

    There are more aquas, but I can't tell the gender of them on this board a lot of the time. So ... more later lol.
  • Unfortunately for me, that is true Laughing I already woke up to someone coming for me today. 8am. Such is life as this Gemini sun capricorn moon. I can't even process basic human things at 8am let alone have anger or offense. I need..... at least til
  • Posted by STILL
    Posted by nano
    Posted by STILL
    Posted by nano
    Posted by STILL
    Posted by nano
    Posted by WittyGem88
    Posted by nano
    The aquas I know irl, are annoyed by and can't keep up with my go go go and do do do personality. They just want me to chill but who gon stop me. Also my moodiness in general. And how I can be impulsive. My sister and dad are especially disturbed by it. But the younger aquarian guys seem to find something about it charming and some younger aqua women are like me to, though they settle and calm more in relationships and comfort where I kind of fly by the seat of my pants.

    They just flatline on their emotions too. I can get super depressive and moody.

    I have a 4 planet 11th house stellium with all major planets... I'm basically an aquarius/capricorn dressed as gemini


    How crazy is that being an aqua cap in a geminis body 😂 damn. I am cap dominant myself. But when the gemini in me kicks in... like right now... well. I am a gemini 100% this is the twin that was on vacation in the maldives for a while. Lol

    I do see my aqua not getting pissed but more like trying to calm me down when my mind is on overdrive. He sometimes say “youre so noisy for a tiny person 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣”


    That is so weird... gem sun leo moon and cap dominant? Wut lol

    And now that you mention it.... yep the aquas I know are all very quiet. Except my dad who is too loud and embarrassing, and one of my coworkers.


    LOL @ your dad and @ him being one of your coworkers.


    No those are 2 different people. I meant my dad and my coworker, are both not quiet.


    Oh.


    Yea in hindsight, that was indeed poorly worded... it was the middle of the night here when I wrote that and I'm on some crazy strong pain killers and cough meds at the momentLaughing


    Yeah! I know what you mean. I'm always busy, so I'm usually jumping on and off this site every few seconds, so everything I post is poorly worded.

    I wish it was true though, because I was dying laughing.
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    Oh God no lol, he and I tolerate each other like 3 days every few years and that's almost too much. He's an anomaly though. I get along much better with my aqua coworkers, my sister, her boyfriend and a couple of other aqua pals. The aquas on dxp seem to dislike geminis, which is weird to me as a person who is constantly surrounded by aquas all my life.
  • I wish I was getting high on the devil's salad today, but unfortunately I will instead be high on cough syrup and arthritis meds. #THUGLYFE Happy 4/20 forever kicking off Taurus season the right way.
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    Damn bro, and I thought I was the depressing one in here at the moment. Lol that was just sad
  • Posted by STILL
    Posted by nano
    Posted by STILL
    Posted by nano
    Posted by WittyGem88
    Posted by nano
    The aquas I know irl, are annoyed by and can't keep up with my go go go and do do do personality. They just want me to chill but who gon stop me. Also my moodiness in general. And how I can be impulsive. My sister and dad are especially disturbed by it. But the younger aquarian guys seem to find something about it charming and some younger aqua women are like me to, though they settle and calm more in relationships and comfort where I kind of fly by the seat of my pants.

    They just flatline on their emotions too. I can get super depressive and moody.

    I have a 4 planet 11th house stellium with all major planets... I'm basically an aquarius/capricorn dressed as gemini


    How crazy is that being an aqua cap in a geminis body 😂 damn. I am cap dominant myself. But when the gemini in me kicks in... like right now... well. I am a gemini 100% this is the twin that was on vacation in the maldives for a while. Lol

    I do see my aqua not getting pissed but more like trying to calm me down when my mind is on overdrive. He sometimes say “youre so noisy for a tiny person 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣”


    That is so weird... gem sun leo moon and cap dominant? Wut lol

    And now that you mention it.... yep the aquas I know are all very quiet. Except my dad who is too loud and embarrassing, and one of my coworkers.


    LOL @ your dad and @ him being one of your coworkers.


    No those are 2 different people. I meant my dad and my coworker, are both not quiet.


    Oh.
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    Yea in hindsight, that was indeed poorly worded... it was the middle of the night here when I wrote that and I'm on some crazy strong pain killers and cough meds at the momentLaughing
  • Posted by STILL
    Posted by nano
    Posted by WittyGem88
    Posted by nano
    The aquas I know irl, are annoyed by and can't keep up with my go go go and do do do personality. They just want me to chill but who gon stop me. Also my moodiness in general. And how I can be impulsive. My sister and dad are especially disturbed by it. But the younger aquarian guys seem to find something about it charming and some younger aqua women are like me to, though they settle and calm more in relationships and comfort where I kind of fly by the seat of my pants.

    They just flatline on their emotions too. I can get super depressive and moody.

    I have a 4 planet 11th house stellium with all major planets... I'm basically an aquarius/capricorn dressed as gemini


    How crazy is that being an aqua cap in a geminis body 😂 damn. I am cap dominant myself. But when the gemini in me kicks in... like right now... well. I am a gemini 100% this is the twin that was on vacation in the maldives for a while. Lol

    I do see my aqua not getting pissed but more like trying to calm me down when my mind is on overdrive. He sometimes say “youre so noisy for a tiny person 🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣”


    That is so weird... gem sun leo moon and cap dominant? Wut lol

    And now that you mention it.... yep the aquas I know are all very quiet. Except my dad who is too loud and embarrassing, and one of my coworkers.


    LOL @ your dad and @ him being one of your coworkers.
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    No those are 2 different people. I meant my dad and my coworker, are both not quiet.
  • Posted by Pandora101
    Posted by nano
    Posted by Pandora101
    Posted by nano
    Posted by Pandora101
    @nano
    "The aquas I know irl, are annoyed by and can't keep up with my go go go and do do do personality. "

    Cant keep up or dont want to keep up with your drama personality and moods? smile

    If your real life aqua friends are not willing to keep up with your drama, I think it may be a stabilizing factor in your life actually smile


    Who said anything about drama, personality, moods....? Oh, you did...No one else. smile I made another statement saying that the ones in my own close family are homebodies and don't like to go anywhere or do anything. Bed time 9pm, don't go out on weekends, concert, travel, any kind of events. Don't try to put words in my mouth. So again, I have been told by them myself that they don't like my need to "go" and "do" all the time.

    Oh and the other girl you quoted in that post is a scorpio moon herself lol. So... she would wait forever for scorpio moons to understand her... as a scorpio moon...? OkayLaughing and I did see that you didn't address/judge the lying aqua part, only my reaction to it, as I supposed that is a behaivor quite normal and alright in your eyes.


    "and I did see that you didn't address/judge the lying aqua part, only my reaction to it, as I supposed that is a behaivor quite normal and alright in your eyes"

    I didnt address the lying aqua part, because I have only your word for this.... and given your attitude and posts, I am not sure I believe you smile your whining and moaning all the time about all people around you, everybody is at fault, and you are the innocent white lily, who has to put up with all this crazy people in her life.... just no smile


    What can I say... I'm water void in a family full of water doms and water moons. Of course I'm gonna feel like the odd one out. Your perception is actually quite wrong though. It sounds like you already pay a lot of attention to my posts and like to follow me around, which is quite funny because I don't know who you are, at all lol, I don't think I've ever even interacted with you.. but maybe you should pay a little closer attention. Or are you still mad about a certain thread I created over 6 months ago that you took a little too personally Sad You are not alone, I still get hate mail in my inbox for that one. Ya'll should start a fanclub in my honor at this point.


    yes, I like to follow you around... like everybody, right? smile I am not sure how you can be so oblivious and self-centered, but whatever

    I read a lot of topics and if a regular posts something, I read it and if I see an inconsistency or I see a "woe is me - because everybody is bad" all the time - I start to doubt the honesty and credibility of the poster

    PS. on the other hand, I think something is wrong with you, you dont sound positive at all.... struggling to keep up with the real people in your life? or what is the problem? or your negative attitude and "pity me" is reserved only for dxp?
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    Of course I'm not positive, I'm a cap moonLaughing that just comes with the placement bro. And yes.... You actually hit the nail on the head for once ... this place is very cathartic for me as well as other users. You think most people on this site behave this way irl? See, on the internet, people can get on it and a lot of the time they vent about things and it helps them to talk to people about those things they are upset about sometimes, so that it doesn't transfer irl and that especially occurs on a message board. That's the whole point of the message board... It's not to get along and take care not to offend anyone. It's to voice your opinions, share thoughts and enjoy back and forth conversation. Certainly on an astrology board where astrological generalizations take place. This thread itself and all the ones you post in are based on such generalizations and most likely have a venting, or as you call it whining or moaning, element going on. I am not the first, I am not the last. But maybe the better question to ask, is why you have such strong feelings toward a person who you haven't even spoken to before, who doesn't know you at all, that you feel you need to instigate argument with first thing in the morning, by claiming that they are drama themselves, despite them never having spoken to you, at all, ever, end of. Don't you see? Maybe you are much more like your own perception of me, than you think ehh Pandora101Laughing