E.A.P.H
I love myself

Posted by AbbyNormal
date girls who are also more independent. draw your boundaries and don't be afraid to hurt someone's feelings if you have to cut them loose. if being independent is important to you right now, just be honest from the beginning.

What if my goals are more humanitarian where I want to connect with others yet I don't want to at the same time ? I'm a walking paradox because of this
How do people like being in these things? I recently got in a romantic relationship (first one ever) and I don't know if I can handle it when most of me wants to grow on my own. It wasn't supposed to happen but she fell for me and feel bad. This goes with every aspect in my life, I think I just want follow my goals more than close bondings at least close ones.
Posted by Distilled
Never understood someone disappearing from people actively involved in their lives.

My people would send a search party and also be deeply disturbed.

I can see how people fade away from people who are not directly involved in their lives. That's life.


I disappear when love is shown to me and feel like I don't deserve it , even if I do. Friends or family it doesn't matter with an inner conflict wanting to bond and wanting to live lonesome in the fields.
No idea lol Mercury is also my ruler touching every planet divided with Earth and 8 and 12th touching.

I found the answer to something secret that I had and can use it in a positive way sorta way
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I feel it too but natally my Mercury is retrograde, so I guess I don't feel it in a negative way? But reflective


INTEresting. How do I find that out about about mine? normally it doesn’t effect me at all.. only full moon. But this time omg ...T—T
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I feel it too but natally my Mercury is retrograde, so I guess I don't feel it in a negative way? But reflective
My sun is in 11th house but close to 12th , same with Jupiter in 7th but close to 8th by a little.
I manage to put on a "fine" appearance with many that I meet , often unaware that I come off as nice I guess. In reality I'm only really being like this for a ego boost ready to manipulate anyone onto my darker side . This has worked on many occasions even as a child having people and sometimes teachers on my side . In the end of the day I'm just a paradox of my own being , at least to myself .
Posted by hazyFlo
I’ve always felt highly misunderstood since as a child, nobody understood my sensitivity, deep emotional realm, and my day dreams... it’s freakin hard.


Same it can be harder for a male too , like what is this that I feel but don't understand.

Emotions scare me lol
Posted by Koniuchaa
Moon rules emotions

Mercury rules the mind


Is that why I'm always battling with my mind and emotions
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My moon is there too, its not so bad.

Do you mind explaining where all of this is coming from in a detailed way?


I come from a controlling family and sexually assaulted by a cousin (secret). I've always lived in my head and even though I feel everything and hear distant voices I simply hide it well probably cos Venus/rising aspect makes me softer.


And cap moon is reserved in expressing emotions.

Still cant understand why you think you are mentally ill.

It's hard to explain but I have a dark traid sort of personality, but also fairly successful . I can't say what they are mainly cuz I can't. I have Pisces in the 10th maybe giving me the ambition to do it.


Sorry, cant offer any advice. I dont understand the nature and nuances of the problem.



No worries but can you explain why my moons not weak to you


Your moon is in cap which isnt the best place for the moon cause it makes expressing emotions harder. Trying to put your feelings into some kind of rational structure and often trying to control that energy can be exhausting and counter-productive. However water fertilizes earth. The moon controls cancer, a water sign, which is the coubterpart of capricorn. I would say that that placement isnt that bad if the native is conscious and works on expressing emotions and understanding emotions.

Your moon is in the 8th hiuse, controlled by scorpio wjich again is a water sign so the moon is strong here. There are some strong aspects too. Your moon seems pretty active to me.
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No wonder I feel crazy
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Depends. What does weak mean to you?


Mentally ill?


Do you think that you are? Mental stuff is the third house and aspects to Mercury
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I thought moon was the mind but either way Mercury is touching Moon and Neptune 0° . My rising Gemini is in 29° , so I guess Mercury in 12th is amplified?
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My moon is there too, its not so bad.

Do you mind explaining where all of this is coming from in a detailed way?


I come from a controlling family and sexually assaulted by a cousin (secret). I've always lived in my head and even though I feel everything and hear distant voices I simply hide it well probably cos Venus/rising aspect makes me softer.


And cap moon is reserved in expressing emotions.

Still cant understand why you think you are mentally ill.

It's hard to explain but I have a dark traid sort of personality, but also fairly successful . I can't say what they are mainly cuz I can't. I have Pisces in the 10th maybe giving me the ambition to do it.


Sorry, cant offer any advice. I dont understand the nature and nuances of the problem.

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No worries but can you explain why my moons not weak to you
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My moon is there too, its not so bad.

Do you mind explaining where all of this is coming from in a detailed way?


I come from a controlling family and sexually assaulted by a cousin (secret). I've always lived in my head and even though I feel everything and hear distant voices I simply hide it well probably cos Venus/rising aspect makes me softer.


And cap moon is reserved in expressing emotions.

Still cant understand why you think you are mentally ill.
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It's hard to explain but I have a dark traid sort of personality, but also fairly successful . I can't say what they are mainly cuz I can't. I have Pisces in the 10th maybe giving me the ambition to do it.
Posted by Cvurko8
My moon is there too, its not so bad.

Do you mind explaining where all of this is coming from in a detailed way?


I come from a controlling family and sexually assaulted by a cousin (secret). I've always lived in my head and even though I feel everything and hear distant voices I simply hide it well probably cos Venus/rising aspect makes me softer.
Posted by lightseed
Think this would be referred to as a hades moon..


What does that mean exactly
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Depends. What does weak mean to you?


Mentally ill?


What? How did you come up with this?
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I just feel like that I don't know why
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Depends. What does weak mean to you?


Mentally ill?
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In Cap 8th house
Conjunct Uranus 8th
Conjunct Neptune 8th
Trine Mercury 12th
Sextile Pluto 6th

All within close degrees touching Gemini rising


What do you have in cancer?

And, no, it isnt.
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2nd house
In Cap 8th house
Conjunct Uranus 8th
Conjunct Neptune 8th
Trine Mercury 12th
Sextile Pluto 6th

All within close degrees touching Gemini rising