Nemesis

NemDeux
joined March 23, 2017
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    i'd probably laugh in disbelief first ....
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    Posted by Peonie
    How would you feel if someone who is close to you, tells you that your illness is caused by the demon and that you shouldn't accept the reality of having a lifelong and debilitating illness (because God does not want anyone to suffer hence your illness doesn't come from the Lord) ?

    How would you respond to this thinking of others even if you are a believer of God?

    Also, how would you react if they tell you that only faith could heal your illness?


    i would question their sanity!!!
    then i'd get realllly angry. maybe combative.
    there would be no more common ground between that person and myself. no matter what degree relation we have.
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    16 days ....
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    Posted by TheLadyScorpio
    Posted by MyStarsShine
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    Further Update:



    He told me he is not looking for anything serious at the moment (though his actions said otherwise, are we not supposed to look at actions instead of words ?). That he really liked me, and that he thought I was great. We could be friends, and see each other from time to time.



    He was the one that was public, territorial, sensitive, and offended when I was casual before. As soon as I show a little investment. He responds with this.



    Why ?




    Friends with benefits ? click to expand




    Apparently not that either @MyStarsShine, I would have been fine with that too because I would simply demote him in my life to that level. However, he cannot accept the fact that I am accepting of his honesty and the situation. He told me he does not want to be serious. When someone tells me that, I will take them for their word.



    He is now refusing to let up, and tells me he likes me a lot, he thinks I am great etc. Which is nice, but I am not hurt once everything is clear. I am in no uncertain stance, asking him out right if that friendship includes sex or not. I prefer to be clear. click to expand




    He sounds confusing ..... click to expand


    I do not believe in deluding myself. If a man tells me he does not want to be serious, I will believe him, even despite his actions, and him being strange.

    He needs to be clear with me, now he keeps going in circles. I need to know if this is a friendship with benefits, cause if I do not get the sex. I will look elsewhere for it. click to expand
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    you don't need to know anything ...yes, clarity would be nice, but you are not entitled to it. he was pretttty damn clear, finally ....so why scorp, are you broading on to obsessive train? you are self sufficient ...you have your answer ....get off while you can.
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    yes ...death related topics.
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    β€πŸ‘ the best series ever!!
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    reminds me of somebody lol
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    Posted by CopperDove
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    needless to say: since that scary encounter i have never dabbled in it again.


    I had bad experiences with a recorded hypnosis session that I tried that I found online. I'd feel awful after doing a session - alarm state, so my heart would be beating very fast. I stopped using the recording once I realized that it wasn't just that I needed to learn how to relax and keep trying. I think I was picking up things about the person who did the recording. Something was off about them I think -- sinister. I don't know if that explains what happened to you, but I just wanted to share. click to expand
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    thank you for sharing!
    i never thought of it that way ....of catching onto the vibes of the guide ..... energy vampires?

    how long did you practise these sessions?

    i did not find the sessions disturbing per se, i did them a couple of times and was quite enchanted by this animal spirit i kept on crossing paths with. after a couple of times of doing the sessions, i remember waking up thirsty and going to the kitchen; when all of a sudden i was very aware of someoneΒ΄s presence behind me; i bolted around to find a black male figure haunching in the corner under the light switch with his arm stretching out for me ....this arm/hand is still very vivid, i can still see the thick black hair and a gold ring on his finger ....an old stlye insignia ring ...i ran so fast out of the kitchen. i could not believe what i saw ...for a moment i thought i lost my senses.
    ..i ended up crying like a baby and calling my mother hysterically.....i stopped dabbling in all such practices and matters after that incident.
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    Posted by ACsquarepluto
    Something I found on pinterest looking for ballet photography



    the best bodies imo swimmers and dancers! lovely aesthetic.
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    Posted by Arkansassy
    I tried to ejaculate once with this "No hands" hypnotize video.

    Didn't work.


    you were supposed to use your feet. duh. smh.
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    Posted by Impulsv
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    the underlying, pressing question though ...does it bring closure or confusion? qui bono?

    look at impulsiv ...have those experiences helped you in the here or now or hindered?

    Closure mmm not sure but it has expanded me to believe in reincarnation coming from Catholicism

    Mmm my patterns were cleared
    In that Indian life my looks caused me my life so
    In this life I hide my physical Beauty
    Maybe an understanding of patterns click to expand
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    this all sounds like a complex individual journey. i am glad you can give yourself some answers.

    wherever we end up when we die; i want to see that contract written or oral to which i agreed or not. bringing my lawyer with me.
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    the underlying, pressing question though ...does it bring closure or confusion? qui bono?

    look at impulsiv ...have those experiences helped you in the here or now or hindered?
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    There are more things in heaven and earth, Horatio,
    Than are dreamt of in your philosophy.
    - Hamlet
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    needless to say: since that scary encounter i have never dabbled in it again.
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    i tried a self-hypnosis for a while (guided audio) ...i think i met my spirit animal; who pops up in my dreams ever since; when i get a bit over-worked. also after one of those sessions; i had a very scary encounter with a shadow entity.
    i have no idea how all this intertwines or not.
    #notcrazyalthoughpisces
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    Posted by tctaa
    so I've been doing it wrong all these years lololol


    probably ...
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    Posted by tiziani
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    tiz; are you into NLP?


    I don't know much about it. I read a lot about it like everyone did when The Game came out but that was ages ago. click to expand


    ok. one never knows really.
    can one apply this method vice versa? de-manifest? click to expand


    Yes, I believe from what I've seen, that that is actually easier done.

    Maybe with removing step 3. click to expand
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    haha ok. i'll keep you updated 😁 on the outcome.
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    Posted by tiziani
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    tiz; are you into NLP?


    I don't know much about it. I read a lot about it like everyone did when The Game came out but that was ages ago. click to expand
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    ok. one never knows really.
    can one apply this method vice versa? de-manifest?