Posted by bmoon8
@sassykiwi
You still doing readings?
No one seems to want to touch those solar return charts. Hmm 🤔
I'm sorry I have not had any time to actually sit down and be on dxp enough to slowly go through this thread. It's actually not a good sign when I'm on here too much lol. Not being on here much means I'm actually out there doing that thinggie where you have to make effort to live real life to later astrologically dissect its occurrences 🤣- Do her posts still exist on dxp? I tried searching her and my username and only found firebunny being r00d to me behind my back 5 years ago whilst I at least attack him directly. Surprisingly I don't remember p-angel coming after me even though I'd purposely often post triggering content. I usually call users around my grandma's age gma on here and p-angel is around my grandma's age. Did potentially calling her gma create a soft spot? 🤔 Her energy reminded me a lot of rockyroadicecream. I often liked imaging her being p-angel's daughter. Aries energy and angst is very strong. Very amusing characters on here, luv em
- HELLO FULLY VACCINATED HUMANS, how has transitioning life to precovid times been like? I've already missed so many baby showers and weddings. Post vaccine my husband and I have been invited to two huge events these upcoming months, a wedding and a baby shower at venues that hold at least 200 people! I also feel pressured to travel internationally in the second half of the year by family. These will be my first major outings as I have not left my bubble yet. I am so conflicted. I don't want to be all gussied up and masked up just to be standing in the corner away from everyone cause you know majority of the guests will be maskless with a good percentage of unvaccinated humans present.
- I thought long and hard about this. The pandemic has kind of messed me up mentally in what I actually want out of life. At this point all I really want is to be able to successfully create a meal replacement pill cause I'm so sick of loving food. I wanna be thin forever without effort. And if I can do that plus profit $ $ $ omg am living the dream cookiemonsteres
Posted by bkbella86
Posted by SassyKiwi
We both know deep down even after if throwing yourself on your knees for him works somehow it wouldn't last long. Save yourself a bigger heartbreak and work on yourself to be ready for the next best thing.
Grown adults blocking is a bigger deal vs teenagers blocking. Hold yourself to higher standards.
I think you would block me if I told you all the deets. I knew him a little over a month and a few weeks he booked a trip to come across the country to see me. Was consistent every single day, passed every little test I had for him in my head, he was perfect. Wanted the same things I wanted even though he didn’t really know what I wanted. But me I couldn’t reciprocate I could never show how excited I was or how much I liked him and when he came to town I only made it worse. He still has no clue how much I liked him, if anything he probably thinks I don’t.click to expand
I've blocked people I've liked that I had strong feelings for when I was a teenager. Unblocked them and reached out over a year later and found out they also still had strong feelings for me. Since I think you feel like you have nothing to lose if you gave it your all with him, give him some space before reaching out again and pouring your feelings. He needs space to process things before even considering missing you. You wanna be able to swoop in and appear when he's feeling any slight feelings for you but that's gonna take some time for him to get back to again after being upset at you and all.Posted by cake
Posted by SassyKiwi
We both know deep down even after if throwing yourself on your knees for him works somehow it wouldn't last long. Save yourself a bigger heartbreak and work on yourself to be ready for the next best thing.
Grown adults blocking is a bigger deal vs teenagers blocking. Hold yourself to higher standards.
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On the contrary to my own stance, I also encourage one to shamelessly dive themselves in with their heart on their sleeves to see where things go with their supposed perfect person. Lots of lessons to be learned once the bubbles burst and reality comes crashing down.- We both know deep down even after if throwing yourself on your knees for him works somehow it wouldn't last long. Save yourself a bigger heartbreak and work on yourself to be ready for the next best thing.
Grown adults blocking is a bigger deal vs teenagers blocking. Hold yourself to higher standards. Posted by Sagoxa
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Posted by Hamsthetics
Unfaithful Capricorn man is extremely rare, so maybe he has too many sagittarius in his chart.
Not a single sagittarius in his chart 😝🤣
What if it’s a 9th house stellium in Cap?🙊🙊
Still a lot better than cap stellium in the 7th 🤪🤣
9th housers depending what planet, if given the choice to cheat will prolly cheat with someone foreign or their teacher figure or a their priest or an author of some book
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As someone with moon and mars in the 9th house, juno in sag with a cap venus in 2nd house, I'd only possibly consider cheating on someone with a prince of a country or someone part of a country's most influential families. Idk why it's so specific and the odds of it are quite low but it's fun to imagine 🤣 It is also astrologically fitting 🤔Posted by saggurl88"Sure you were cursed with a Scorpio Venus which might make your love life seem ill fated a lot of times"
Wonder if other Scorpio Venus's think this way.
I love this placement on my chart- it's never been ill fated for me or a detriment.
If anything it makes me stable and loving.
Just thinking out loud, don't mind me.
I would need to see your whole chart but yes I do know Sags with Scorpio Venus who do not think anything of their 60+ dates and relationships, they’re happy-go-lucky as ever with endless optimism and enthusiasm on life. I see it more or less ill fated based on how it vibes with the nature of their sun and other placementsPosted by MysteriousScorpio
I’ll play 😊
Ok girl it is evident with your choice of chart that you like to make things in life a lil extra complicated for yourself lol. You're also a good looking gal who one would look at and say I bet they got things going all lined up for them in life. But alas that is not entirely true cos of your ill fated scorpio venus (yes I believe the curse is real lol esp when you have a Scorpio sun). A lot of the things that I calculate for you brings me back to your first house... It's an extreme siginicant house in your life, the house of self. Look for your next partner to have some sort of Aries energy.. they can even be an Aries decan of other fire signs. Give it a shot. The energy and fate for your future wealth rests on... mostly yourself and what you exert in life to obtain it. Your chart makes me feel a little sad because I can tell your heart is in the right place most of the time and you’re quite empathetic and understanding but you’ve been through a lot. And you need to be cautious often because I see indicators of you being prone to getting hurt in some kind of way whether it be physical or emotional. Please just continue working on yourself as the queen that you are and I’m positive you’ll get to where you want because for some of us we gotta claw our way to the top raw!!
Do let me know how I did!Posted by jeane Sun in 5° 1' Libra
Moon in 3° 23' Sagittarius
Mercury in 23° 58' Virgo (r)
Venus in 2° 16' Scorpio
Mars in 22° 44' Libra
Jupiter in 1° 5' Gemini (r)
Saturn in 13° 41' Leo
Uranus in 5° 29' Scorpio
Neptune in 11° 32' Sagittarius
Pluto in 11° 20' Libra
North Node in 4° 54' Scorpio (r)
Chiron in 0° 41' Taurus (r)
Ascendant in 9° 0' Capricorn
MC in 22° 32' Virgo
1st House starts at 9° Capricorn
2nd House starts at 0° Aquarius
3rd House starts at 23° Aquarius
4th House starts at 22° Pisces
5th House starts at 27° Aries
(Containing Jupiter and Chiron)
6th House starts at 5° Gemini
7th House starts at 9° Cancer
8th House starts at 0° Leo
(Containing Saturn)
9th House starts at 23° Leo
10th House starts at 22° Virgo
(Containing Sun, Mercury, Mars and Pluto)
11th House starts at 27° Libra
(Containing Moon, Venus, Uranus and North Node)
12th House starts at 5° Sagittarius
(Containing Neptune)
is this ok? thank you
Yes the layout was very ok thank you.
You're a pretty chill balanced person. Sure you were cursed with a Scorpio Venus which might make your love life seem ill fated a lot of times (thankfully your Libra placements give you a bit more charm than other signs). I bet you often find yourself developing romantic relationships from friendships that you really wouldn't suspect heading in that direction. There's some oddity surrounding your romantic relationships which are not usually conventional but you cool with it and wouldn't have it any other way. You're fated to most likely obtain money/wealth through friendships, potential relationship affairs, community organizations, or your mother's side. You'll also find it exceptionally smooth obtaining money through whatever career you put yourself through.
This was my first chart reading ever and I feel it sounded like some random astrology blog but oh wells xD Let me know if it makes any sense.- I feel this thread so much
I've accidentally called myself 19 when I was in my early 20s #superindenial
I have always dreaded my birthdays. Now 30 is closer to me than 20 🥺
I been slowly learning to be more grateful and appreciate how far I've come.
I just changed my life goals to be a spicy milf and then a gilf 😁 Posted by MyStarsShine
Has anyone discussed their own karma?
Harsh as it is, I clung to others, thinking I needed the perfect family, relationships etc to fulfill me but they all either died or came to an end
I was so needy for other people in my life, my karma was to learn to be independent and although I went through hell getting there, it brought some well needed lessons
I now have the perfect balance of independence and the company of others
Amen
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My Scorpio mil is exactly like this to the T. But in reality she and her family and relatives are far from perfect and she in particular will go to extreme lengths to conceal it and distort butter to make herself and her family look perfect. She’s also needy for others and wants to be in complete control of them. I see her being taught zero lessons, even after endless humiliation after humiliation. In fact it just fuels her even stronger to continue her insanely mental charades?!Posted by Dastard2020
I was raised in a narcissistic family. Mom is covert/vulnerable narcissist and father an overt/grandiose narcissist. My brother was the golden child, I was the scapegoat for always speaking the truth and shattering the narcissistic fantasies made up of lies. He was always abusive to me for nor reason and would team up with my parents to gang up on me and make me the black sheep of the family. Everything was my fault in their eyes. There's too many incidents I could mention but one that I distinctly remember is him telling me to kill myself. Now imagine many other incidents similar to that one.
One day, we had an altercation over some petty issue that was blown out of proportion by him and my parents. It almost got physical. The issues started because I ordered Chinese food over the phone and they thought I forgot the rice cause they couldn't find it. Their donkeyes found the rice inside the bag after the incident ended.
They were trying to crucify me and blame me for not asking for rice. I said Chicken & Broccoli always comes with rice, that's so obvious that I shouldn't even need to mention it and if they forgot or needed me to mention that then they are just incompetent fools. I got angry and fed up of them ganging up on me and that's when my brother almost got physical and I looked at him dead in the eye and something snapped deep inside of my psyche. It was a crucial moment that lasted a few seconds, the emotional realization that he died to me in that moment and that he was not only dead to me and no longer my family, he was not only unable to get another chance from me to repair our relationship, but he was an enemy that I will somehow completely destroy.
There was no immediate plan to hurt him, all I knew was that I will hurt him so but so but sooo badly. I didn't know when, I didn't know how, but I had the certainty that hell was awaiting him. I was very willing and capable to be patient in order to plan the most cruel and devastating revenge. Days later I started to contemplate my options, they were things that went through my head and that I was willing to carry out that I still cannot mention to anyone without sending shivers down their spines and make them label me as a scary, dark, cruel, sadistic, mighty twisted and nefarious person. I don't even feel comfortable verbalizing those plans. But something that always stood to me was the absolute certainty that payback was coming... there was never a shadow of a doubt about that. I couldn't even fathom the idea of me possibly dying because I HAD to exact my revenge on him.
One time, about a year later, I was trying to calm my mind to focus on spell completely unrelated to this but could not lift my mood in order to do it successfully. Aside from that I was having a bad day and I was extremely frustrated. I thought to myself, I need to release the feeling of frustration in order to do this spell. To me frustration, anger, and hatred and deeply intertwined. So a lightbulb went on in my head and I decide to do a death/hatred ritual, using my brother as the target to release all the negative energy I had inside. I wasted no time because I did not want the anger to fade.
I visualized my anger and hatred towards him as black cloud with black lightening approaching him to where he spent most of his time (his room, sitting in front of the desktop computer) and entering his head, striking, burning, frying his brain, his neurons, whatever is inside his neurons, his spirit, his soul, his essence with the black lightning representing all my anger and hatred towards him. I poured so much emotion into it that I felt like my hatred could swallow an entire planets. I was completely exhausted at the end of the ritual. But also completely relaxed and at peace. I then sort of completely forgot about this ritual and never gave it much thought. My plans to destroy him were still going to be carried out, though.
One day, about a year later, he woke up and suddenly couldn't move his legs and was throwing up. He was taken to the hospital and had to be given steroids to reduce the swelling in his brain. A biopsy was performed and turns out he had stage 4 glioblastoma (brain cancer) that had been forming for about a year (what the doctor said) exactly around the time I performed the ritual and in the area that I visualized him being harmed.
He suffered a lot. It was a slow, painful death. At the beginning he did express that he thought karma had something to do with it. Months later he told me a man approach him and said someone did a black magick spell on him. About 3 months before his passing he told me he dreamed we were both kids again and we were still living with our grandmother, playing in the spiral staircase where we used to play as kids. And suddenly I disappeared, and then appeared out of nowhere with an axe and the most intense and disturbing expression of hatred in my eyes and face and was about to strike him in the head and kill him. He was crying as he was telling me his dream. He also mentioned perceiving the scent of incense in the dream. I did ended up admitting it was me who performed the black magick spell on him.
On the day of his passing I was asleep having a normal, bizarre dream about nothing important and suddenly found myself in his old room, illuminated with a bright light and him sitting in a white bed, wearing a white robe. He stood up, I approached him, we held hands and we starting crying. We didn't say a word, just I intuitively understood this was the end and goodbye. I woke up in tears and ran to his room to check on him. It was early in the morning about 6:30 am... held his cold hand and told him I dreamed of him. He was under palliative care at that point, he could not longer move or speak, only hear. Right before he passed, his skin had a very yellowish, pale and unhealthy tone, his hands were very cold, his body stiff... right before he died I saw the life escape his eyes and I started to weep. He somehow lifted out his arm and tried to reach for my head to console me as I was hugging his body, crying thinking he was already dead. After he made that last effort he did finally passed.
I lived with so much hatred and resentment for so many years and after his diagnosis and death I feel like an enormous weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Sometimes I feel very sad about how things turned out, sometimes when I remember the abuse I feel triumphant and vindicated. There are times when I ask myself if I had the choice to turn back time and change things, would I be happier now? And the answer is always no. Because he would be the same as he was prior to his diagnosis and I would be carrying the venom that is resentment and hatred.
Even though I'm quite adept at magick, in this type of cases there is no way to know with full certainty whether this was me, karma, or just a casuality. I believe it was me, but it could be karma. Who knows?
OmgPosted by corny-capri
Posted by SassyKiwi
Just get a new gf dude
Yeah, I know.. it's just hard because I care about her so muchclick to expand
It depends on your motivation for a relationship as well, short term fulfillment or seeking someone for long term. If it’s the latter and you don’t see yourself with her in 5 years then that should answer things.- Just get a new gf dude
