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I love him, I hate him, and I can't get him at all
Usually people open really fast to me even if I don't want it, cancers too, for their protective nature. But this one OMG!
If someone else act like that I will think that he want's me far away from him!!and I will be gone, but he is always the one to contact me, I don't do it because I have my life, I don't know why I care about him and I don't want to annoy him at all ! And every time he act the same freaky way again X_x cold and distant, indirect ! If I don't talk he will ask me to hear song, and IF I talk it's like he doesn't want to listen X___x and doesn't care X__x and I can't get that >__< !!
So blabla We were out, he was like a real gentlemen, all the time, We talked,''omg I saw that he does his best to talk as much as he can, but in face to face is not hard because as you can see I talk a lot. He is great. Smart, kind, sense of humor. Because I couldn't know is he having fun or he is just kind I asked him how much time did he has and that he can leave if he has something to do.. He was ''O no, I'm free, want to go to the park after that, you told me that you want to go to those swings, let me take you there''. and bla bla it was great, he was all the time, ''you look so different I still can't believe it'' I was about to move in the city that I'm now so he was I'm waiting for my car(he is 18 im 17 now) and I will come to see you if you want, I have a friend who loves near your place there, I want to see you here too, when you are coming again bla bla, ( I was about to go to Osaka so) what are you gonna bring for me ;p'''' are you going to see someone there, a boy'' ;P and at times there was that shy smile and that look away. However I had fun. But when we were at the park he asked me to sit with him and look the night sky at the sea and I panic! I don't want to do NOTHING before I'm sure of my feeling, I want to know him, I know that there is something, but I wasn't sure if I want to become only close like friend because he is great, or I want something more) and I sat Little away from him and put my purse between us X_x..He was kinda quit then but I was joking about thing so he smiling all the time and he was''saying words''...All the time at the park he was holding my hand so tight, actually My hand bang in to his and he grab it I was'' don't freak out, I hold all the people I love and my friends like that'' he was all cool ''don't worry I know'' It was nice X_x I don't know why but whit this boy I feel so relaxed...
If someone else act like that I will think that he want's me far away from him!!and I will be gone, but he is always the one to contact me, I don't do it because I have my life, I don't know why I care about him and I don't want to annoy him at all ! And every time he act the same freaky way again X_x cold and distant, indirect ! If I don't talk he will ask me to hear song, and IF I talk it's like he doesn't want to listen X___x and doesn't care X__x and I can't get that >__< !!
So blabla We were out, he was like a real gentlemen, all the time, We talked,''omg I saw that he does his best to talk as much as he can, but in face to face is not hard because as you can see I talk a lot. He is great. Smart, kind, sense of humor. Because I couldn't know is he having fun or he is just kind I asked him how much time did he has and that he can leave if he has something to do.. He was ''O no, I'm free, want to go to the park after that, you told me that you want to go to those swings, let me take you there''. and bla bla it was great, he was all the time, ''you look so different I still can't believe it'' I was about to move in the city that I'm now so he was I'm waiting for my car(he is 18 im 17 now) and I will come to see you if you want, I have a friend who loves near your place there, I want to see you here too, when you are coming again bla bla, ( I was about to go to Osaka so) what are you gonna bring for me ;p'''' are you going to see someone there, a boy'' ;P and at times there was that shy smile and that look away. However I had fun. But when we were at the park he asked me to sit with him and look the night sky at the sea and I panic! I don't want to do NOTHING before I'm sure of my feeling, I want to know him, I know that there is something, but I wasn't sure if I want to become only close like friend because he is great, or I want something more) and I sat Little away from him and put my purse between us X_x..He was kinda quit then but I was joking about thing so he smiling all the time and he was''saying words''...All the time at the park he was holding my hand so tight, actually My hand bang in to his and he grab it I was'' don't freak out, I hold all the people I love and my friends like that'' he was all cool ''don't worry I know'' It was nice X_x I don't know why but whit this boy I feel so relaxed...
So when we got home I ran away X__x I told him that I had fun and thanked him for his time and I was gone X__x I was afraid to look at him>______< and if you think he likes me for GOD SAKE how can i make him talk to me freely. We are not face to face now, so it's hard to me that way X__x but I still want to know him he is like a mastery to me, I think he is great, and I won't think the opposite if he don't let me in his life like a friend or I don't know what else X__x...
SO tell me, what this freaky signs can show me O__o Thank you for your time and really sorry for my bad and poor English and that everything is a mess( well, this is not from the language, this is just the order in my head ihihihi ; P
SO tell me, what this freaky signs can show me O__o Thank you for your time and really sorry for my bad and poor English and that everything is a mess( well, this is not from the language, this is just the order in my head ihihihi ; P
i don't know. it's hard to say. you guys are still teenagers so the way you go about relationships is still developing.
my advice then? just calm down and practice patience. he seems like he is into you. you're going to need to relax if you want him to open up and talk to you freely. cancers are guarded, introverted, and personal. you, being an aqua sun/aries moon person, are really extroverted and can probably talk about anything to anyone who will listen. it's cool though. cancers like to listen. just be you at all times and don't be afraid to ask questions.
my advice then? just calm down and practice patience. he seems like he is into you. you're going to need to relax if you want him to open up and talk to you freely. cancers are guarded, introverted, and personal. you, being an aqua sun/aries moon person, are really extroverted and can probably talk about anything to anyone who will listen. it's cool though. cancers like to listen. just be you at all times and don't be afraid to ask questions.
thank you for your replay.
I know when I think about it rationally that you are absolutely right. X___x But me and MR. Patience don't get along that well X___x though I will do my best >_
I know when I think about it rationally that you are absolutely right. X___x But me and MR. Patience don't get along that well X___x though I will do my best >_
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