Pregnant Dreams

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cancerlady
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As far as Mr. Pisces...I had the most horrible dream about him the other night. In my dream he didn't know I hadn't gotten the abortion. He came over my house with a male friend who was playing playstation or something. SO I am super affectionate anyway but this time everytime I would touch him he would look at his friend funny and move away from me. Like maybe the friend was related to another girl he was seeing and he wanted to make the friend believe we were just friends. So anyway the friend left and I was trying to talk to him to let him know what was up but he kept saying no no I gotta go, leave me alone. I followed him out of the house and into the courtyard all the way to the gate and he just left. It was SO COLD! I just bawled and held my stomach like "Im never going to see him again and he doesn't even know I am keeping the baby"

I woke up dry heaving and almost hyperventilating but no tears were falling. It was just like I had been crying, but with no tears. That dream scared me so much because you cannot understand how HURT I was. I really wish I had never gotten myself in this predicament but the night before that I dreamed about this BEAUTIFUL baby boy who looked just like me (but boy-like of course) and he was just so DARLING! I know I have a hard road ahead of me BUT I am wondering if this is the whole "pregnant dreams" thing or is this a sign of what's to come?

Any and all advice welcome.

Cancerlady