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words fail me
| wow....i've missed this place. i've had to sit on my hands to stop myself firing off emails to everyone who's ever upset me in my life cos there's been no dxp to soothe my nerves. i just wanted to post about my last message to the knobhead. just before dxp went down, there was a little flurry of messages between us...not really saying anything of significance....more dangling of the carrot from his part i think. anyhow. i had enough. i sent the following message: "one thing i can't get my head around is why you didn't just tell me you're 'in a relationship'. was i sposed to guess or something cos the first i knew of it was when you messaged me here (fb). do you really think i would have tried so hard to see you before had i known? i don't get you at all [name] and i don't get what happened between us any more. i just know i didn't deserve any of it." and voila! i needed to push it all to conclusion cos it's almost a year of pathetic behaviour on my part and i've had enough. i want him to explain himself but i don't think he has the bollocks to and on that basis, i don't want him. it's been very liberating and although i would love for him to come back to me....unless he's single, i'm not interested. i just thought that all the hurt he caused had to mean something (to me that is). why the hell was i being all playful with him after what he put me through. so instead of waiting for him to grow a pair.....i grew a pair myself. |
female from Europe
Rising Sign is in 22 Degrees Libra
| Honey, congratulations! You DEFINITELY don't deserve his run-around and you never did. He's a Lion without balls and you want a real man. That's what I wish for you, a real man with honest emotions and a good heart. |
words fail me
| nah....no-one cares but i'd rather bore people virtually than in real. |
from New England US
Lioness, lunar Scorp, & hedonistic. INTP
| Lol, trolls. Rig! I'm glad you have made that peace with yourself (which, this situation tested you). You've conquered a big hurdle in that. |
22 years old female
Zodiac in degrees 0.00
Posted by SaltMistakenedAsSugar Actually we do care, we do want to know if things are fine with the people we share a sliver of our life with, even if it's in virtual vacuum, we feel happy when life is fair with them,and we do feel bad when they have to suffer disappointment or pain. glad to know Rig about your being courageous and candid about the whole mess, now let's hope he decides to grow up--- |
| AAAAAAnd, did he respond to your message? Good for you for putting it out there. |
35 years old male from Canada
First Decan, Mercurial and Venusian Leo.
Posted by R1g0rM0rT1s You'll only actually "grow a pair" when you quit messaging him and stop thinking about him constantly. Until then, it's a constant battle with temptation, in addition to the feeling of your having handed control of your emotional well-being to someone else (who really doesn't care about it.) This situation with "The Knobhead" has been going on for nearly 6 months now, if not more, and most of it seems to originate and perpetuate from *you*, not him. Do you really think *he* is spending as much time agonizing over you, carefully planning and talking out his next "moves" as if he were Churchill? I Doubt it. Time and energy are not infinite. Don't waste them. You're too good for that. Nice to see you again, R1g.  |
22 years old female
Zodiac in degrees 0.00
| Good to hear from you Seraph, oh, how I missed all of you--- |
35 years old male from Canada
First Decan, Mercurial and Venusian Leo.
| ^^^ Nice seeing you too, Bano. |
words fail me
| yeah! i've so missed you guys!! i think a group hug is in order yeah, he did answer tonight. obviously drunk. spelling like butter. said i'm crazy and that he wasn't in a relationship when we met. nice. so that means he found someone since and decided to just ignore my stupid outpourings rather than having the decency to tell me. i responded telling him he should've just told me. i feel sick to my stomach now. what a prize c**t he is. gosh seraph...i missed your astute observations and cutting delivery. thanks for pointing out the obvious. |
37 years old female from A place called Happy, the journey was all about getting to know me
Pretty funny, almost always on time. I c
| The Prides all here !!!! Who knew you could be so attached to people you have never met? I feel like crying. It's like a family reunion. |
Scorpio with an Aries Moon
I just want to HUG YOU ALL HELLO!!!!!!!!! *TWIRL* |
35 years old male from Canada
First Decan, Mercurial and Venusian Leo.
Hey Aries Moon.  |
Scorpio with an Aries Moon
Hey Libra moon.  |
female
I cant believe I didnt come HERE first when DXP was resusitated. I posted over the scorpio den....my moon made me  I missed you all, and def wondered what happened with CL's weds date with the Virgo last week?? Hope she pops in to update us. And yes, Seraph does hit us over the head with some real truths. I give power to my thoughts and that makes me obsess too. That wont stop, but I CAN and DO have a choice over had to feed it, or to feed it at all. I go running a lot, that helps distract the evil committee which resides in my head. I also talk on on phone, go to 12 step meetings, create art, and email my fav friends in Europe. It all helps. This butter will pass. And then we will get some new butter and do this butter all over again.  |
