|I don't want to be rude so I'll introduce myself properly first, VIRGOEXALTED, or VE as I've been called....I actually can't believe my account is still active, but returning more to the problem at hand: After some very extensive meditation, I realized that opening most of my chakras was a breeze, all except for the Heart Chakra....VERY difficult to deal with, (not because I'm a virgo mind you) but becuase of the vulnerability it brings, and the weakness it engenders to me....this modern world has no place for a broken/wounded heart, or a softened outlook, we all have to have the strength to withstand opposition, of all kinds, but lately my 'feelings' have been 'whispering' to me thoughts/feelings of suicide that are ABSOLUTELY ridiculous....I thank God for a rational mind, otherwise I might of offed myself alredy.|
I am very calm, and rational, yet these feelings are driving me to 'terminate'....to 'return home'....I have no understanding of this at all, This isn't the 'tearful, cry for help' kind of suicide, but the 'In order to go 'HOME' I have to leave this body' kind of suicide....I feel so distant from people now adays it doesn't seem so bad, I'm not afraid to die either....does this mean I'm ready? I just honestly don't understand where this 'death wish' has come from.... I'm a college student, and i have so much to look forward to, so that is not an option I'm willing to entertain....has anyone experienced this, and overcome these feelings? Thanks for your input guys!!
Awakening breeds feelings of Suicide
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