Anyone w/Libra placements feel palpable loneliness

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I'm single at the current moment and I've certainly had my fair share of pain in terms or relationships -- I always compromised and chose the wrong men; my Libra is showing there too lol wanting to avoid "conflict" with them. I never really had a voice until recently, and it's been helping.
But my god, when I read about people with Libra placements needing to be in a relationship and having a dependency on people in general it just makes me even more sad, and I hate this feeling. Because no matter how good my life is, I have this nagging, palpable reminder that I want someone in my life. I just find that the description of Libras needed that so badly and having two Libra placements in my chart ironic.

Any other fellow Leebs ever experience this?

I'm Libra dominant, and I have never not had a guy in my life. I'm very independent even while in a relationship, but I've always had to have some kind of love interest as long as I can remember. I had crushes on guys since I was 2! One crush lasted for 6 years. Kind of embarrassing, really.

I think that part of my make up is partially the reason I've been with my SO for 25 years, even though it's not what I would consider the most positive of relationships. But I can't leave for many reasons, and one of them is that I feel like I need a "better prospect" in the wings before I make that leap.

I'm not very proud of that part of myself, but it's the honest truth. In any other aspect of my life, moving on and making decisions is easy. Just not that one.

Yes. but i think its the scorpio in me doing this.