How do you know you're learning your Saturnian spirtual lessons?

Hey Everyone,

Long-time lurker here.

My sun is in Sagittarius and my rising sign is Aries. With Saturn in Sagittarius lately, I feel like I've really taken a beating. I feel like my life has been so transformed that I barely recognize myself. The last three months in particular, I've come to a number of crossroads/ultimatums that will affect my professional life long-term. Quite frankly, I'm exhausted.

Right now I feel like I'm working my ass off and seeing almost no results. The universe seems to be ushering me to let things go without ushering in things to replace them with. Part of me is wondering: am I doing something wrong? Is there a way to know that there is progress being made? Is there a way to know I'm on the right track, that I haven't taken a wrong turn at one of those crossroads?

Saturn is now passing my 1st house and I've been feeling like the letting go of what I thought I knew is a relief, actually.
I think you have to trust Saturn in this one and go with it. embrace it.
especially don't resist it, if you do it becomes harder.

also, I think a lesson for you in this is to let go of the expectations of getting results for your input, maybe.
what doesn't kill you makes you stronger. simple but very important mentality 🙂

Nevermore, can you give more clarification?

Saturn passing your Sun is the hardest one, it's one thing to have your Saturn return, where your responsabilites are put under the microscope and you're punished for all your faults, but Saturn passing your Sun is like a cop at a party, like seriousness in an area of life that should be free and fun. I've seen several examples of extreme pain during this transit. Don't worry it doesn't last long.