Is anyone else out there feeling funky

Or is it just me? I apologize but that is the best way to describe how I am feelng. I feel "outside" of myself. Like I am having an out of body expeirence.
Anyone else feel that way?

I am exaggerating a little but I do feel very funky or atleast starting to, seeing endless possibilities like I used to feels fucking awesome and am sure that when March?April comes around things will be better coz heck Ican do ANYTHING I want and have no stresses anymore. So come on M/A, waiting for too long and impatient so must help myself to become that, follow the wind and not stress coz whatever happens happens! I am getting over my anger with not being allowed to be with myex or kids, slowly getting used to that and I am just finally starting to feel abit more positive, I have my own place that I am slowly getting to like well I like it but its takes time to actually get used to and I will get my own place or either I wont depends on where the wind will take me. Starting again, this time by myself I am not going to help anyone but myself well after M/A I have helped too many, I need to rest and recooperate and heal and all that jazz. I then will be able to be better and once I am back to myself again, I can then start helping again whem I can. I have felt out of body since the birth of my daughter in 2001 so its been a looong time since I felt like myself and just really tired of everyones BS, need to get away and sleep. I have a new year in which to do this and am going to do it well you finally I can be by myself which is what I have wanted since I was a teen. Ppl are lovely but I have had enough of them being nasty when they dont get their way wish that for them they would understand its not about them but its about trying to get along and doing what you can for others. Anyway, been thinking maybe I have felt this way all the time just having kids made it more so, maybe thats why I had my postnatal depression? Anyway its a daily battle and must always remember ppl have it worse than me so no more pity party its to simplify my life and go with it, if ppl want to see me they can I will welcome it if they dont or are pretneding to then I welcome that too, to me it goes to show what they are like and as long as I am trying to heal myself then that nastiness wont matter to me, coz I am above it. Whats done is done, what remains is that I have to get on with my life by myself and do it when it feels right to me, you cant make a person change, change comes from within and that always takes time and for me I need time by myself to sort myself out it doesnt I dont want to see anyone its jsut that I need this total by myself space

in which to really get to the bottom of what is hruting and bringing that to the surface to deal with it, I feel its coming right in the stomach and need time alone without anyone trying to spy on so I can deal with this shit, its something I must do for myself. Now if anyone wants to see me I will be happy for that try to accomodate them until they leave and then go about my life. Thats how it is with me. Easy come easy go no stress no worries and no drama. I dont have a problem with anyone they usually have the problem with me so I guess they have to deal with it but for me I need time alone so I can do my thing. I dont want to do anything else as its up to me I take full responsibilty for myself and have no time for another person to be in my life at the moment as I am concentrating on my life and thats where its at for me. Now I have had that experience of marriage so now its time to get back to myself so I can help others.

Wow Capri- I couldn't of said it better myself!
I am having several of the same thoughts. I felt so weird the other day when the Solar Flares were around us and I am finally starting to feel like myself again but with several exceptions. 1. I am now a live and let live. Let it roll once I have processed it. 2. I am also finding myself more at ease, at peace with what is happening around me 3. I am taking care of me. As far as everyone else is concerend I AM FIRST! No more over extending myself worrying about everyone else and their problems. 4. I feel more intune to the things surroundning me-a lightened view if you will. 5. I feel less angry. That I can take on the world but with love and light in my heart.
There are others but those are the majority of them.
I just am a little shocked it has taken you since 2001! Why is my enlightenment and awakening so fast? I know it is at the Divine's pace, but geez! How tough for you! 🙂 Chip up! It is....for a reason and will happen in time.