What aspects in birth chart indicate a fear of

Commitment or marriage or creating a home with someone?

Ok i know this sounds really creepy but if you know about south node contacts with personal planets shows karma and past life connections...
"External forces or circumstances beyond the individuals?? control led to a separation, which transformed into a sense of longing and yearning for one another, which has continued into this lifetime. Now, the individuals have been reunited in this lifetime to —close the books?? on their relationship in order to move forward and learn to love independently from one another."

Albeit separation; that karma may cause some trouble in some cases but it creates instant affinity.

Reading this gives me the chills cuz it reminds me of what happened to me a few weeks ago upon meeting this guy at the busstop with his mate... I felt a sense of familiarity and comfort like i knew this guy well.. I dont know what it is but when i walked passed the busstop, i saw them stopped dead in my tracks as if there was some force between us that was tension but magnetic.. I didnt really know them but i felt a familiarty. I wasnt sure whether to say something, walk there and sit down too or idk but i was just looking over and One of the guys felt my presence said hi to me first and i felt a release.

So i took the risk of talking to these mysterious strangers just because It was really cold and i needed a ride home ((i always do this habit of mine i know its bad and yadayada strangerdanger hitchiking but it was late and the trains didnt work anymore. Plus i was too lazy to move, alone & there were actual living breathing ppl there at the busstop so i wasnt alone. Yeh this happened at midnight at a busstop opposite a train station imagine the risks involved but they looked familiar and like nice guys so i went for it anyway. I asked them if they were waiting for the bus, if they knew what time the bus comes. If they had a car so they can take me home. The guy who was first to notice me (past life connection here) was actually the one who turned to look at me standing faar away on the side and initiated the conversation with hi. At this point inwas already frozen on the spot because i sensed familiarity. I noticed straight away his bad habits as if i knew him before, i thought maybe it was nothing nust normal guy behaviour.. But like how did he see me standing away from the busstop out of the human eye's view where he was looking and talking to his mate on the other side?

Shit wont allow enough space for my whole story wtfff?? The whole story didnt come through

Its soo haunting and freaky how this

https://starscopestoday.wordpress.com/tag/venus-south-node-past-life-connection/<BR>
Matches up EXACTLY and without one part wrong of wat happened that night...