what does my natal chart say?

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"Moon in Scorpio (fall): The desires of the separated, lower self —fall?? in this sign. On the personality level, this takes place through crises that deal with the death of desires. For this reason, the Moon in Scorpio is not the easiest karma as one must release and detach in order to grow emotionally. From the perspective of the soul, the Moon in Scorpio provides an individual with transformative abilities, helping others to free themselves from emotional traps and obsessions."

A Scorpio moon experiences loss and betrayal the hard way untill it learns to leave the emotional dependency. Mercury in Scorp gives a sharp penetrative mind that "duh" can't stand the fake but can get overly suspicious bordering paranoia. You need to keep yourself in check to see which happens when.

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