Hello again

I guess I am a true capricorn, loyal and all. I was unable to log in earlier because I lost my password, but here goes, now I 'remembered' it.
Wanting to know if other cappies are suffering because of this heavy saturn transit which is opposite our signs....! Those born earlier in the sign may be more 'miserable' than later ones , but eventually every cappie will catch up. This is a long 2 years transit ( until mid 2005 ). I am celebrating my birthday next month, and I don't really give a damn about this saturn transit, at least not for now. My problem nowadays is how to curb my appetite and exercise more. Who has other concerns?

yes, i can say i'm a bit miserable. missing my scorpio. but rolling along with the punches. that's all one can do. if you have weight watchers in your area, you should try the 1,2,3 program. i've been on it for over a year. lost 25 lbs. not a fast weight lost, but slow which is so much better, because you learn to change your life style , not just your eating patterns. it's a lifetime commitment. i've learned to look at sweets as poison. something that will really hurt me. also, not to let outside influences, like other people, parties, depression, anything, change my direction or determination to be healthy and to make the right choices for me. as far as exercise goes, you need to get youself started on a program, even if it's just walking daily. all of this must come from within you. no one can really do it for you. so having a support system is one thing, but determination, and persistence can only come from within you. i will be here if you want to talk about it. i know how difficult it can be. we're supposed to get up to a foot of snow today. yippee! gonna get out the cc skis or snowshoes.

Everything towards the begining of Decemeber was kicking major ass, now today. Actually the last 4 days have been really crappy. I go on a date with a girl who as far as I could tell seemed that she really didn't want to be there. Then, on the way back home from the date I get a speeding ticket(My own fault but it doesn't make me happy, also my first ever and I've been driving a while). Now tonight, my best friend tells me how hurt she is by me telling a friend of hers some personal information. Now this information was disclosed because I cared about my best friend and needed some more insight, but I'm kicking myself for ever uttering a word.

All of these situations I feel I could've prevented if I had only listened to myself a little bit more, I feel as if I'm the maker of my own destiny. Which in a way we all are, perhaps I'm just beating myself up.

Anyway, as my outlook right now, things aren't so sweet as they could be. But I'll always try to remember that everything always works out just not the way you want. If saturn is going to be the one pissing in my wheates for the next 2 years, he's going to have to try harder than this.

Capricorn Guy