If I  continue to talk to him would change his feelings back to the way the he felt for me  before

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ambuja1
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I Was Too Blind to See Him... heyy this is my story i am (female/24)... Love was one of the words that was missing in my early teen years.I often dreamed of my "Prince Charming" or my "knight in shining armor" coming to my rescue. But no one came in my real life. I was always on the lookout for cute guys, always hoping that a day would come that I would finally meet him. But that day never came. It never came, because the person I was looking for was right there all along. He was right there in front of me but I was too blind to see him. He was a friend of mine; let's just call him Ace(25/m). We used to study together  in school. As children  he used to pull my hair ,hit me.  But everything changed suddenly. Aces  parents were divorced ....I was  of  the  first to know this. He was super upset when he told I tried to comfort  him then which seemed of very little use at that time.  But I still tried to do my best. I understood  as my parents were also having problems  in their marriage.

Our classes were shuffled after that I changed my school.... after graduation  we reconnected and there was a spark.... we started dating... he was crazy about me and so was I. Probably  he little more than me.I never knew  how important  he was to me... Once he mentioned he wanted to go abroad  and study but never told me that it was his dream. So I took it lightly n a week before him leaving for states he tells me that he was leaving and we could continue  our relationship  from there. I was super hurt.I am the kindof person who believes no matter what a relationship  can work if the both of the people are stubborn  enough to make it work. Distance really never mattered to me but I was immature and didn't  know  better I instead of continuing  the relationship  I broke it off. He contacted me from there I was still angry in that ego,anger, hurt I told him I was dating someone  else. And we didn't  speak till the time I didn't  contact  him when he was still there. He told me  he was seeing something,geiselle. I went green jealously .It didn't  make sense to me then. Why was I jealous — After all I was the one to break up with him.

During the time Alec was dating Geiselle, Geiselle cheated on him and he forgave her a number of times . Eventually they broke off. Alec was practically  raised by his grandfather and during that time he had a chance to meet his grandfather and he decided as he loved Geiselle,  not to come to India. He regretted  that decision. He treated his parents like shit too. He regretted  treating his parents like shit.
 
He came back  to India and contacted me and we decided to meet up. Sparks flew from both sides again. But on our second date he told me that he was numb of any kindof emotion.He didn't  feel anything for any woman soo we decided to break off again but he remembered every look I gave him and remembers the feeling of how he felt that time and could have wanted to feel that way all