are aqua men capable of pursuing an old love??

hi!
i had an amazing relationship with an aqua man about a year ago.im a saggie myself & we hit it off right from day one.everything was amazing! we never fought and to this day still talk. the reason for our seperation after 5 blissful months, was because he was about to leave for the navy...
we agreed we'd still keep in contact and all that good stuff, but whatever we had must go on hold for the time being.
well it turned out that he couldnt go at that moment in time, due to a knee infection...
we didnt talk really for a few weeks, thought id give him his space. we did talk, but not like before. a little time passed and i met a libra who at the moment i thought was intriguing.
stated hanging out with him, about a month later my aquaman came back into the light. (hes a big partier, loves to drink and socialize, which is why i gave him his space so he can make up for that time when he was preparing for the navy)
anyways thing was, was that i was still in love with him and never stopped feeling that way towards him even after we broke up.
he told me he was going to leave for the navy again this time in about a month. i was still seeing the libra guy at this time, and decided that(which was dumb!!!!!!!) i wanted the best of both worlds. aquaman was my best friend and im always going to love him, libraman was somethign new and different and showed me a kind of more serious love that im not accustomed to but liked-> at the moment

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but it cant help but want to be with him romantically and be able to call the two of us, together. he is indeed my best friend and i cant seem to find anything even remotely close to that in both an aries guy i recently spent a little time with or anyone i had in mind before....
i know he cares for me, but is it possible that he could ever love me the way he used to?