Astrological Character Breakdown.

Ok so this is my quick astrological and analytical character breakdown going by what astrology tells us. True or not.

The situation will be meeting me/group meeting for the first time sort of thing? A breakdown of the process ASTRO style !

(Here goes)

My Cancer Rising, Virgo Moon and Taurus Mercury doesn't exactly make the most bubbly of bubbliest chatterboxes, feeling awkward in this new environment (even though iv'e been here many times) and my quiet and analytical probing mind is probably freaking a lot of people out right now. Making a comment is risky among the many laughs and jokes because my voice is steady, low, controlled and monotone. And my speech, mind and thinking is heavy and probably doesn't and won't fit in with the light, bubbly cakiness of the conversation. But i adapt well and i'm able to wing it with ease whilst thinking completely different things. But does anybody see through my fa?ade?

In the corner i see a lonely figure standing in the corner with dark shades, looks pretty comfortable surprisingly, we catch each others glances and i give him the nod. He's another weirdo, but for some reason attracting freaks and problem people comes natural to me. I'm a good listener and genuinely interested in what this human being has to say. And offer, ... maybe a character flourish i can sponge? Who knows.
After a short period some people of the group realize i'm a great listener with equally great questions and they begin to talk, confide and banter with me. I'm understanding and love to laugh. A defence mechanism maybe?

My Lilith in Libra doesn't exactly give me an abundance of character, that combined with my Cancer rising makes me even more of an impressionable bit of clay, and keeping the weird guy and the cool poular kids happy is a royal pain in the dick. I just can't face to be totally honest and blunt with people despite the Aries in me.
And 3 planets (sun, venus and merc) all in in house 11 makes me see in group social tinted glasses.
But once the awkward greeting stages are over the true inner ego comes out,... The Aries, but with Venus in there as well for backup! I'm confident, fun, flirty and love to play and mess about. Even the dudes, i'm comfortable with my sexuality. But it's no so smooth sailing with other male friends and non-friends alike. They are not so comfortable, it's obvious i love women and my obvious desperation in courting other women for fun just grates on them.
And the Mars in Gemini makes me a

Sorry i would do more but i got bored and carried away.
I never meant for it to sound so .. self-indulgent/emo??
But i thought fuck it and why not ride the flow?

the sheer depth of astrology and in-depth charts makes this kind of thing mind boggling.

hahaha it really does i think 🙂

I like it. You all know me, nutter with a heart of gold. I got it on special. 300 Kool-Aid points and it came with a pitcher.

LOL. that was good, got drawn in then was i like, oh...where's the rest?

my lilith in cancer might be the reason i'm destined for prison someday. anyone who touches someone i love, i go berserk. been arrested three times for going after people who messed with my mum (and who were completely in the wrong). never had more than a caution though.

i'm not a fighter under normal circumstances...but other people in danger is my green light for going hulk.