He responded very coldly " i met a girl her name is Lisa and she works at BwW" ...it hit me like a ton of bricks , he and a few friends had gone there a couple night ago. I started to cry and beg him like an idiot to stop talking to her and that i would forgive and forget this happend. He said no, he liked that she like him and he was going to see her. I asked him a lot of questions about her and he was reluctant to tell me anything other than she had my birthday but was two yrs older, so i memorized her number(mind you, im aware of how stupid i acted at the time) .Finally, after a couple more mins of crying i decided to leave the car and walked into the building...i went straight to the womens bathroom where i called Lisa. She answered and i introduced myself to her and asked her if she could tell me anything. She informed me that they had spent a couple nights together and watched a movie,i then thanked her and hung up. I broke down, why was this happening to me...why did the one person i love, hurt me so much...he was my first boyfriend ,the first person i let into my life. The first few months were the hardest on me i ate popcorn and chewed gum religiously, i didn't realize it at the time but i ended up losing a lot of weight too quickly. I would have weak moments where i would call him , which was useless he didnt care about what i had to say . I felt a lone i had no close friends and was confined to my house.I slowyly began the process of healing but kept losing a lot of weight everytime i went to eat i would see her face and close the fridge. In five months i lost sixy pounds, Mr. Cappy and i had little to no communication at all. By the sixth month (june)of our breakup i started to notice his Firebird drive past my summer job . I worked front desk at a pool with huge windows ,then one day i realized that he had droven by three times in a matter of 5 hours. I had left my phone in my car, when i left work i checked my phone and to my suprise i had two missed calls and an urgent text message from him to call him ASAP, so i did. Nothing had happend and he said he just wanted to see what i was up to...so we talked and ended up going out to eat later that day. It was so hard for me not to cry everytime we talked, or hung out ...i wanted to grab him and shake him...i wanted him to apologize and beg me for forgiveness ( he didn't) i didn't hold onto that idea for that long because i just wanted us to get back togeth
