Sag & Aries on/ off 8 years

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curiousasalways
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17 Years

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a little long. i do apologise.

Im an aries sun 22, he is a sag 24.

We dated in high school, i was 15, my first everything, my dad wouldn't let me date him, so he broke it off only to continue calling me for years to talk & hook up. I would do it and he knew i was so head over heels for him. He stopped calling me for 3 years.

Low and behold i am 20 and he calls me out of the blue one day, wants me to end my current relationship and date him, which i did a week later cuz i was already unhappy, and then he said he changed his mind, i was heartbroken again.

doesn't mean we still didnt text each other sometimes. we are like best friends, he is one person i really can't lie to. he just seems uncomfortable getting too close and intamite with me.

over the next year i become single and we hang out often, and i thought he was really liking me and we were getting somewhere. then he would refer to me as just as friend.

well, when i got sick of the mind games and started dating someone else, and fell for him (a gemini). After, he has told me almost everything i wanted to hear. I still miss him, and we talk sometimes, and sometimes we fight cuz we still hurt each other.

I am not going to leave my awesome bf for him just so he can hurt me again maybe. But its always in the back of my mind i am meant for him. we saw each other at a party last weekend and he adn i talked, almost flirting, i couldn't help it, we have a bond. and then he was chatting up my clueless bf making him laugh, oh...... i know he knew how awkward i felt. i think he is pushing me away though, he doesn't like that i withhold from him now.

I have tried cutting it off but he always texts me again even if its about a band or something and sparks up a conversation i can't help but joining. we know each other's mind too well. I wanna be happy with my gem but he makes it impossible.