Mooniemooneyes
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Have never felt so BONKERS in my life
Today I have cried more than I have cried in a year. I've needed to cry, my break up has been calling for it, but has been delayed. Today is the emotional olympics and I'm hoping it's a sign that the end is almost here and a new beginning is about to begin. Let's hope. Cancer venus sucks ass.
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Today I have cried more than I have cried in a year. I've needed to cry, my break up has been calling for it, but has been delayed. Today is the emotional olympics and I'm hoping it's a sign that the end is almost here and a new beginning is about to begin. Let's hope. Cancer venus sucks ass.
((((hugs))))
Dear, finally the tears have flowed...you are getting past the shut down phase, especially the numbness of the heart. It is good that your heart is warming up again, to feel once more even if it may be emotions of sadness, lost, melancholy, or nostalgia. Emotional olympics are great, especially with that Scorpio Moon of yours, this shall be the death and the beginnings of a phase for rebirth in the emotional parts of your life. There is light at the end of the tunnel, believe in it BGP, I think you can sense it now. Cry, let is out, spill and allow your soul to feel what it ought to, I hope all will be well for you soon enough.
As a fellow watery Venus of Scorpio, yes it can suck ass at times! Take Care now 🙂click to expand
Thank you, my friend. Very inspiring...as always 🙂
Oh my yes, Moonie!
I have been on a rollercoaster the past 2 weeks and I see it all around me. Meetings at the crossroads, endings and the striving for new beginnings. I've had to apologize twice to The Pisces for my erratic behavior. I've found that most of it had to do with me and issues of self worth. Recognizing negative patterns of self destruction.
I read about it so much on this board, it's pretty hard to ignore when I'm knee deep in a classic Cancerian trait.
I agree with Claire... channeling that energy into other things like dance, writing, exercise and music (I've been pounding on my drums) has really helped. I keep reminding myself to silence my mind and stay present.
I have been on a rollercoaster the past 2 weeks and I see it all around me. Meetings at the crossroads, endings and the striving for new beginnings. I've had to apologize twice to The Pisces for my erratic behavior. I've found that most of it had to do with me and issues of self worth. Recognizing negative patterns of self destruction.
I read about it so much on this board, it's pretty hard to ignore when I'm knee deep in a classic Cancerian trait.
I agree with Claire... channeling that energy into other things like dance, writing, exercise and music (I've been pounding on my drums) has really helped. I keep reminding myself to silence my mind and stay present.
Well I have been doing aerobics lots lots of it each day, have not missed any days except for one. (got really really sick) I am keeping busy with to do things, but i swear even as I keep my mind, my body, my everything busy my damn mind is somehow being bombarded by some weird force.
Cowpuncher~ I am so with you on the create. It seems there are creative juices flowing. Maybe its this new Cancer moon that happened which just send shockwaves though out the universe. It's a beautiful thing. Building a bluebird house how fun! You must put pictures up when you are done.
Shellshocker~ haha for sure!
Cowpuncher~ I am so with you on the create. It seems there are creative juices flowing. Maybe its this new Cancer moon that happened which just send shockwaves though out the universe. It's a beautiful thing. Building a bluebird house how fun! You must put pictures up when you are done.
Shellshocker~ haha for sure!
I can not believe what I'm reading. So I see it's not just me. I am going through the same thing the last few days, and I'm trying to be strong but feel like breaking down and crying today. Maybe I need to, and I try to release but it won't let come. Every feeling, emotion is out of my control. All over the place. I have felt like I don't know what to do with myself. I continue to do my responsibilities and obligations of life, but emotionally feeling void right now. Unsure suddenly, and questioning most if not all of what's going on, even past decisions. Just want it to stop.
dooode you dont want me to build anything. it would be one big old giant mess. and there would be no birds in sight. 😢 I may paint a little bird house on canvas though much safer and it will look like the thing.
damn you are building guitar amps. that is pretty intense there.
damn you are building guitar amps. that is pretty intense there.
Posted by cowpuncher
My current creative push is designing and building some high-end custom vacuum tube guitar amps, and then probably playing my poor neglected guitars a lot more. If you paint, write poetry, write music, or play an instrument, do that! Works every time, just do what you do to get your frustrations out somewhere creatively... they will cease to be a handicap and become a catalyst for creating things that you will be proud of. Ever wonder why the very best people at any given art are always rather tortured individuals? Van Gogh, Beethoven, Johnny Cash, Elvis Presley, Neil Young, etc? They learned how to harness and direct that. Shellshocker will probably agree since he's a drummer.click to expand
yes, I do agree with this! I must admit, I do get a high off my suffering because some great stuff can come out of it. But I like to keep it under the shell... less damaging to myself and others.
fyi.. I'm a girl 😉
Cowpuncher, This is really not my thing but this summer I am going to give it a roll. That tree house looks seriously freakin cute, Do owls use houses? I have a ton of them in the aspens in my backyard.
Thanks for the link 🙂
Thanks for the link 🙂
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