cap girls..help !!

Cap girls,I need your opinions. I'm in love with a cap girl for almost 5 months.We work at the same office.At first,I thought she likes me too and everthing seemed to be ok.But I realized that when I tried to be closer and open up my feelings she started to push me away very strongly.I was confused and my heart was broken deeply.I deciced to go away because I thought that she doesn't like me even she doesn't want to talk to me.I didn't talk to her for a few days and then told her that I was broken,I blamed her and asked why she behaved me this way ? She seemed sorry and told that she were too busy etc...About two weeks later when talking on the MSN.I saw that her personal message was "out of reach" which is also a name of a song on her playlist.It's lyrics are here.When I read it ,I became crazy and even blamed myself but how could I understand it ? 😢((
Nearly 3 months passed,I am trying to be in touch with her.We are talking in the office, sometimes on the MSN .When I call her,she doesn't treat me badly but she is never calling me.I asked her to go out for a dinner or to drink something several times but she always had an excuse and denied it.On her birthday,I sent her flowers and she seemed so happy but it changed nothing.When I try to be closer she is still pushing me.But I still feel she likes me.It hurts to know she doesn't trust me.I don't know what to do.Is this a revenge or do I still have a chance ? I believe she is the love of my life .



Knew the signs wasn't right
I was stupid, for a while
Swept away, by you
And now I feel like a fool

So confused
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never met to be

Catch myself, from despair
I could drown if I stay here
Keeping busy, everyday
I know I will be ok

But I'm
So confused
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never met to be

So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain
What is lost inside
And I hope that in time
You'll be out of my mind
I'll be over you

And know I'm
So confused
My heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you?
Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never met to be
Out of reach, so far,
You never gave your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there for me.

clearly she's not ready... perhaps she has feelings for someone else.

i see that you care about her a lot... and i know this is difficult, but you cant put the pressure of your feelings on her... if you can manage that ... i know it's tough. but you cant fault someone else for the feelings you have for them ...i've had this happen to me... and yes i've distanced myself. my thinking is... 'neither of us can handle this relationship already... too much too soon for me and too little too late for him' ... so i then back off. create the rift by either saying that or sometimes it just happens, with so much else going on in life.

im so sorry you're going through this... sometimes love sucks. find happiness in your feelings though ...because you indeed have them. should always try to do that 🙂