Cappy Update

I don't know if y'all remember my post from a few weeks ago but I had stated that me and my cappy (ex) had had a huge fight and didn't speak for almost a month. I believe it was, 3 weeks or so, around there. And I had started to miss him. I know most of y'all say "Don't Call" but I started to really really miss him and so I called him. I got a couple hung-ups because I really hurt him. We actually hurt eachother in the heated argument we had. When he hung up on me the second time, i called back and asked "So even if i wanted to be your friend, you wouldn't be mine?" Of course, him being stubborn, said No, because of the way I acted. Then i said ok, then a hang up. Then a few mins later he called me back and asked "Why are u trying to talk to other people?" And that's when he had a very heartfelt conversation. We've actually been having them for 2 days now. He's actually opened up to me and told me he wanted me and wanted me to be the only person he wanted to be with. (He wants to take it slow this time around, which I totally respect.) He told me if i'm patient with him, he could give me more than what I want. (Sign?) And that whatever happens between us, he said he's ready for it to happen. (Meaning?) Hopes for us getting back together? I don't know, I had asked him, he didn't deny it, yet he didn't confirm it either. I told him I loved him, and that was before he opened up to me. Even though he didn't tell, I could tell he missed me but he would never tell me that, lol. I pay attention to voice tones between emotions. :o) I'm kind of excited because I know I acted stupid with him before (being jealous and whatnot, and wanted him to myself all the time. I'm an attention whore :o) but I really feel like this time it will really work, and I want it to so badly because I really want to be with him. I don't see myself with anyone else.
I just thought I'll give y'all an update.
~~Shai~~

That's a great update. I'm happy for you. Not to burst the bubble, but just be careful with whatever u do. Mine pretty much said the same thing to me a couple weeks ago, really got into a deep conversation about his feelings, and bam a week later it was over. All situations are different but just don't get too ahead of yourself and assure yourself that this will work and that it's all ok from this point forward. Take it slowly, and see how it goes...I'm really happy it turned out this way for you. Good luck, and keep us updated!

It's nice to read that something good in happening in your life. And it's nice that you took the time to give an update. I guess, it gives us, the ones waiting for a sign...hope...

I am happy for you !

Thank You. I really appreciate it.

Good news, sound like you are being an adult, strong and straightforward. I agree with Mycap, these guys can get a little scared after being totally open, its like once they have sometime alone to think, they get all freaked out. Lordy, lordy girls I just want to scream! Why are they so weird?Why do we love them so much? Why can't they just let go—? On that note I am heading out for the night....