Why Why Why

U know being a Capricorn is like everyday, hour, minutes, seconds I m suffering from
my tensions. I cant take life easily. I say this to god everyday why he made me a Capricorn, why not any other sign. why did he make so complicated, why not like other guys who take thier life so easily, why i cant enjoy my life even if i m in very good mood situations. someone cracks a good joke, why it is so damn hard to laugh from your heart. But u know what Ive accepted the way I M, so this the way we are.... COMPLICATED...

being a cap i can tell you we are going through major crap right now and have been since about september. it seems like it just won't stop. cappyguy, i can relate to how your feeling. sometimes i just lose it. so all i can say is hang in there. the feelings are complicated, the issues are complicated, the way to resolve it all is complicated. just know that there are others going through the same thing. know that you have given me strength to keep going and hopefully come out of all this with a true smile on my face. you too. ok?

Thanks Cappyguy for letting us into your innermost feelings..just come onto this board and vent like crazy..we'll all help ya..In a few lines, you've given us an idea of what u guys go through..poor creatures..

Yes, I agree with missmorals. Come to the messageboard and let your feelings out. we will help you. Since we are both capricorns, I can understand why you cannot take life easy. Do you honestly believe that being serious is a bad thing? Some people just have more conviction than others; my dear that doesn't make you complicated, just abstract. We capricorns have a deep understanding that life isn't about fun and games. Sure, we know how to enjoy ours, but we also know when it's time to take care of business. Many people are not the level-minded. And if you don't life at someone's joke . . . maybe it's because it wasn't that funny. Don't feel left out just because you sense of humor is different. LOL, it take me years to figureout why I didn't think the average, "air-headed" wise-crack was worth my laughter -- I have a very dry sense of humor 😉 Come dude, come back and chat with us, we'll fix you right up in no time 🙂

I thank you guys from my heart... I mean...wow.. You guys r sooooo supportive.. I mean my half of the tensions r gone... I m feeling much stronger.. I really thank u all.. u guys r the best.. this board is a blessing to me.

We love cappyguy, we love cappyguy..wooohooooo..is that ok for u? lol...

CappyGuy... I used to think, "Why am I me? Am I even alive?" Stuff like that. We humans do have a purpose... you've got to look for it. Capricorns are generally "goal-oriented" & rules large businesses & structures -- Things that have held up over time. I'm guessing you're not older than 20. Here's good news -- Capricorns are definatly the worriers of the Zodiac. Might feel like you don't fit in to society. You may have a very strong sense of feeling disconnected from "the rest" of us. It is important for you to establish yourself as an independant. You need to develop self-security. As these thoughts hold prominance in your life you will feel much better about having a place here on earth. Caps lighten up over time -- tend to reaquaint with their inner-child. You may feel and appear more youthful than others when you are older. You will also be very wise, respected and admired. Capricorns make great mates, parents, teachers/advisors. I guarantee you will appreciate life soon enough. Maybe not tommorrow or next year -- but then again, why not? Start thinking about where you want to go. The future is yours! What dreams have you? None are too impractical or silly to materialize. Peace : )

I know how ya feel though -- cut off from others. I'm a Capricorn Moon though not by Sun sign. Life is very hard at times. Honestly I do hate living in this society. This life, this time ... this world seem "not for me". I feel as though I can't have fun like most others do. Relationships with my girlfriends have not been fulfilling. After years of trying to find something that works for me I'm actually at a point in my life where I am choosing to let go of my past -- my social past, habits and way of thinking. Spending a lot of time alone and going through therapy and all that jazz. 🙂

Have you heard much about the Buddist way of life? I was never really driven to study it myself, until I fell into "The Four Noble Truths" (a short Ebook online... I can't recall who wrote it). It's the foundation of Buddist thought and goes over what Buddha had discovered in his enlightenment. Really good stuff. I read it only a few weeks ago but I'm still feeling peace of mind and I think this is stuff that will stay engrained for quite some time. It's fundamental wisdom (about the way we think - suffering, the cause of it, desires, and love)... So seemingly simple yet very profound.

Take care... remember things are always looking up -- Are *you*? ; )