Do I have a fucked up chart?

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riseafterall
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I wonder if it's more complicated/unfortunate or if it's 'better' than most ..
Here some of my qualities too, I wonder if it's recognizable in the chart.
I used Asc and Midheaven aspects too, I think everyone has seen this chart before here.



positives:

conscious / aware,
very creative,
never judgemental, open-minded, loyal, accepting
intuitive,
honest, critical,
pretty intelligent (140 iQ..)
strong willpower and persistance,
potency to get up again,
good at self expression,
mature in some ways,
ahead of peers,
deep thinker,
spiritual being,
drive to take challenges
ability to achieve a lot
inspiring / interesting person according to others

negatives:

highly sensitive, but don't understand or want to accept my emotions,
not accepting / too critical of myself (insecure), even though lots of people love me,
worrying about almost everything,
emotionally unstable
easily controlled by negativity, mood swings,
anxious,
feeling a lack of ego, (wishywashy),
life is one big puzzle, lost,
pessimistic,
too much thinking and lack of action (a bit of a kitty too),
lack of structure, NO balance at all (nothing goes automatically),
trouble with asserting myself,
too much complaining, self hate,
pent up agression,
hurting the ones I love and lots of regret afterwards

^ might all be puberty though