Hotel

I may have to stop mid sentence so i apoligize.

i was w/ a group of kids from school and outside in a courtyard we did open response testing sort of like u do at the end of the year. i knew this girl that i liked was over in that hotel and i wanted to see her. well i couldn't but during luch we could go anywhere near by and there was a resturant in there. i did and i met her w/ a friend of mine. and we talked and were giddy like school girls 'cept we were in love. we were going to get a room and i would stay the night but we could never find it. our friends weren't opposed to our relationship at all. also at that hotel were kids w/ helath promblems such as blulmia and anoirxia. we never got to the resurtant to eat and time was running out i needed to leave a 2 pm. but it was great

that was the first dream where we talked and were happy and it was real to me. i nearly cry thking of it. this a person i haven't been able to be near in 3 years. yeah bad.

but a wired thing in karate class we did a self defense move and you get attacked from behind and the person hugged at the end but u know it wasn't a hug or at all intionally. and i stopped such a deep felling of dejvu. i had to get hugged by that in my dream. no one has done that to me for a while.

No one's said anything i'm sad.

No one's said anything i'm sad.

Interesting dream. Perhaps it's because in your conscious world you are expieriencing a lack of affection and that is relating to your sub-conscious, causing such dreams.

You sick , sick, sick, little puppy.

I know i'm sick. I wonder sometimes if it's more then like a mental meeting. I talked to my precher friend about things like this. He said that God could be using my strength to show me everythings going to be allright.

I have a new dream about a different hotel. but this time without her. in the pool to spice up the hotel's collnes they had this massive cheatah w/ no teeth that would attack you and play with you but ofcourse you won't want to. well it was like a cheetah but much larger and sort of a water animal and sometimes it was human like.