Cancer man Pisces girl.The beginning of a tragedy?

I am back and this time on the Pisces forums. first it was the Taurus then it was a Scorpio. And now it's a Pisces. I'd never thought i would fall for a Pisces since my grandmother is one and i never got along with her. Anyway, Not much i can say only that I sense she is attracted to me. Tho I don't know for sure. Then again I'm just getting my hopes up. With each failure makes me a better charmer. 😉 Tho I know what to do... I'll just sit back and enjoy her company and attention. I love how we don't run out of things to talk about. I can't fall for her. I'm in trouble.. She has a Boyfriend. I don't know how much longer I can resist.
I started talking to her to my acquaintance. Why did I mention her to them? Those fools will back stab me. Now they??re going to try and talk to her! Sorry that was random. But it randomly popped in my mind and bothered me...
I hate falling in love.. At the same time I feel blessed I bumped into her (again tho that is a different story). At the same time I wish I never did. Cause my heart will hurt again. (Btw my sag rising is laughing at me for writing that lol.) I hate being fukin' emotional! Tho it can't be helped...
Anyway I just wanted to share the beginning of this tragedy in the making. I know at the end I will sulk and convince myself there is no other girl for me but her. Tho I know this not to be true, but it's something I always do. Life is like an old puzzle that can never be solved because there is always one piece missing??

Geeze. You sound like me 😛