I feel like I'm being ripped-off by my age -_-

Meh, I come and go on these posts and every time I post I always end up posting something completely random and weird. Anyways, it's true. I am getting ripped-off by my age. I don't feel like I'm growing up at all and it sucks 😢 I'm sometimes reading a book or watching some show and when I see someone near my age I'm always screaming in my mind "Come on, when's the adult in me gonna kick in?!"

What the hell does it mean to think like an adult anyway? I mean, I like to watch people and see how they behave when faced with something, but I think I'm surrounded by stupid people, or maybe I'm just too up-tight or something. Then when it comes to dating and having fun. Honestly, I think thirteen-year-old look down on me in this situation -_-' though I don't really care until there mother's shove it in my face or people ask me if I'm a lesbian.

On the having fun bit, well, people around me think I'm crazy because my way of having fun is reading books, writing, or playing x-box. They think I need to go out to the dances, which I don't like that damn Tibal bs that they play or the style they wear XP witch boots are weird.

Anyways, I'm still not seen as an adult even though I'm often called one. I can see it in their eyes that they question that word being used for me. I do the same thing when they say it to me; it still doesn't fit right. I still get confused for a minor and when I open the door to my house the people always ask me for my parents. I don't know if I should take it as a complement or be pissed.

Well, I just ranted on random stuff, and I think I got out of topic, but oh well. Sorry to bother whoever reads this. I'm still waiting for my adultness mind to kick in any moment. . .it might take another year =_=

uhm...you reside in "Candy Mountain" 😛

until the adult in me comes out, I'm not leaving candy Mountain. . . :]

how old are you?