Martyrdom

..ever tried really putting someones safety in front of your own,or taking a big one for the team ??

I did that before, I think it's my nature am not a Pisces tho...

Ive read before that Pisces is the Martyr sign.Is it that we actually are that or we want to be that?

Some kind of Hero-complex?

Yeah it is the sign of the age of Christ.Hi Tiziani,hey what do you mean by 'you first; signs/

Im just thinking back thru' my troubles.My thought for now is that the martyr/hero thing is not necessarily ego gratification.Sometimes something has to be done and no-one else is doing it so..

Yeah 'ego' has definitely accumalated a bad name.No-one seems to talk about it in a positive sense.Hey,there are even religions based on destroying it.

I see what you mean now about the early signs,maybe there is a natural balance in the world between the 'me-mes' and the 'after-you-opens-door' types.

Im thinking does the hero job fall upon Pisces shoulders not so much a will,but like a destiny?

Kurt Cobain it seems didnt want to be what he wanted to become.

That's an amazing story Starlover,you have got beautiful strength.