Pisces rips Cancers heart out

I'm a Cancer once loved a Pisces. After 4 years of together we ended our relationship by me walking out of our apartment. I could no longer take the long night parties , drinking and drug use. She came home the last night wasted from a club , looked at me sleeping as if I was dead and then started to cry. I said nothing that night comforted her in the best way I could and then I left in the morning.

Months later, after I have gotten my things out of there I learnt that she systematically destroyed everything we built together and gave away our dog. I heard from friends about her drinking and fucking around , falling down the stairs in clubs and sinking into a deep hole. I felt great guilt because of this.

We had a very deep connection and I trusted her.... I cannot get over that this trust has been broken by someone that I could sense miles away and would do anything for.

Been there a few times myself. Best thing to do is to walk out, like you did, and start learning the art of fulfilling yourself without other people. Some people just enjoy self destruct mode too much, and get a kick out of making fools of those who try to stop them. Your sacrifices might be great, but you just can't stop someone who is determined to destroy him/herself. Detach, get strong, move on!