I was born a Christian until I looked myself in the mirror and realized that wasn't me. My family are Christians I was following a family tradition instead of being a Christian on my own. I was living a lie I had sex before marriage , I lust , eat pork , committed adultery , and im bisexual. I could be like other people repent and ask for forgiveness but I asked myself who I am I if God punished people in the bible for not following his commandments what makes me any different ? I left religion alone went on a spiritual journey and I found myself. I still till this day commit the same sins the only difference I don't hide behind a book I am who I am and that doesn't mean I'm going to hell. There's people who read the bible and go to church every Sunday and just as evil as the devil . When I became spiritual my eyes opened I became one with God and I've been blessed being myself more than pretending to be someone else. I have religious people who judge me and I let them because they don't hurt me... They hurt themselves by not practicing what they preach. Only God can judge so if their judging me theur calling themselves God subconsciously right and isn't that a sin? Blasphemy ? I believe everyone who is born into this world has two choices traditional or free will and like many others around the world I choose free will.
