I am in a really big mess. Last july company i worked for moved me to a different branch in another town. I do drink lots of coffee and i generally get my coffee from a coffeehouse chain. Lucky me this coffeehouse had a branch just next to where i work. And i met this lady on my first day. Her mesperson merizing eyes hypnotised me. I just knew that nothing wouldbe same again. Next day i gave her my number and same night she started to chat with me. After a few days i decided to ask her out as we seemed clicked. She rejected and told me that she has a boyfriend that she is in love with and me and her could only be friends. This didn't stop me. I couln't stop. Everytime i close my eyes she was there and everytime i think about here i get the chest pains. I lost my self control since i met her.All i think about was her and still is. We have been continuing our conversations over text messages and calls. She trusted me and started to talk about her life. She is in her early twenties and the guy she is going out with is on his forties. He is appearantly coming from conservative Bangladeshi family where he is not allowed to marry a non muslim. And he is not introducing her to his family. He owns his business and his home where he lives with his brother, his brothers wife and his brothers kids. She sacrifised so much just to be with this guy. She is even considering to change her religion to be with him. Anyway. This guy seems to visit her just once every a few week. Looks like he is only intending to visit her when he needs sex. He told her in many occasions that he is not ready to take relation further with her due to his circumstances i was mentinoning earier. And he tells her that she is free to date someone else. She calls me or texts me in the middle of the night after having arguments with him. Just beford christmas after a few drinks i felt confident and told her how i felt and how much i cared about her. She said that the feelings i felt was not mutual and ihad to move on. The problem was now that i knew what she sacrificed over a year ago just to be with him and she also lost her family members in a car accident a few months before i met her. So i could walk away and try to forget her or be there for her to ensure she is safe. So obviously i chosen second option and told her i care for her so much i will just wait and be there for her whenever she needs me. We started to go out more often. We have been spending most of our time together.
