Is it like a Scorpio to be this way?

I believe I am a strong willed and fearless person and I throw myself into situations ppl alot of people don't think they'd be able to succeed in. But when I'm in a group in which I don't find approachable even if others do I panic and don't know what to day and then I shut down and it's over after that

Any thoughts?

So how do we scorps tackle it cause ppl are assuming I'm shy or boring

Problem is my crush and his best bud are like who everyone tags along with so if I wanna be around him I have to deal with being around those who I don't find approachable

A part of being a Scorpio is having strong intuition and I'm a good judge of character and if I feel like ur an ass I don't want to be near you. Hes an an aqua and even if ur an ass sometimes he'll overlook it and so since he tolerates everyone ill have to tolerate them

He's just a crush not an s/O. But for example:

Yesterday his best bud wanted to take me to lunch as a thank you and I said today was my crushes bday so his best bud agreed with me to take him with us. His best bud went to see if anyone who wanted to join us. Only 3 did two of which were what I call mean girls (very clickish, nice to only male friends). I didnt like the idea but I wanted to take him out for lunch as planned. Nevertheless the mean girls dominated the lunch, only paid attention to everyone else and didnt acknowledge anything I said. So I tried to just talk to the others but they kept dominating. So I felt outcasted and shutdown and kept to myself.

In the car one of the mean girls wanted to grab froyo since him and his best bud like froyo. I was just saddened at that point and just stared out the window since I wasnt a part of the car convo and then the oddest thing happened. My crush who was sitting next to me whispered: "your not busy are you?" (In the he hoped he wasn't wasting my time kinda question). I said no I'm fine. Of course I still felt outcasted at the froyo shop and its like every time I'm try and bond with him someone else ruins it. This keeps happening around him. I know he notices and tries but I feel like he doesn't know what's wrong

Sometimes I wish I wasnt so Scorpio like and was more Leo or aqua like

@miso I get what you're saying. It's not like I was trying. I did try and talk to them at diff points while in line, while waiting for the food b they weren't saying much whenever I've talked to them past or present. So I tried talking to the others who were there and they'd just take over that too. I honest did try my hardest because my whole idea about going to lunch was to celebrate his bday but because I was respecting him I stayed humble because I never allow people like them to disrespect me and he probably noticed I felt uncomfortable but I don't wanna go through that ever again with those girls

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