A Scorpio male found me on f/b after 12 yrs. We dated for 2yrs back then, but he left me to go sailing. I truly loved him and was devastated when he left. After he found me, we talked constantly for abt 3 months and he openly told me i still held his heart in my hands. I was very reserved with my feeling and i could tell i was a challenge for him. but then a week later, he told me he was seeing 4 women and sleeping with 2 of them. Even one night called me for advice on one of his women...I just went with it all. He wanted to see me, so, i went and spent 2 days with him. My feeling were already re-emerging. Needless to say b/c of things he told me I was very reserved and not quite myself when i was with him. a week later he called me and told me he didn't want a relationship b/c he was moving to another state within couple months. I went with it but didn't feel the same. I needed time to figure things out, so, we didnt speak to each other for abt a month. I was very much in love with him years ago and i just felt the urge to tell him now how i felt now. I thought abt him constantly and more than anything I wanted to be with him. So, i took the chance and I wrote him and explained everything i felt for him. In the letter, I explained to him that when i went to see him, i was reserved and I basically shut him out. I was scared b/c he had left me before. I didn't want to show my vulnerabilities to him b/c I didnt know where i fit in. I told him i didnt do this to hurt him, but to protect myself and to please be understanding. Anyway, I told him my whole-hearted feelings and that i still loved him. He never replied to me. I guess I expected for him to reply in some manner, but to ignore me, was just mean. So, i texted him several times, still no reply. after couple months, still with no word, I wrote him again and thank him for our experiences together, and wished him well. I took him off my f/b page. i met someone else and that didnt work out. I still am in love with my scorp..Anyway, I was on f/b one night and sent him a request, and he accepted. I thought wow, ok, maybe we can give this another shot. abt a week went by and no contact. i texted him and couple days later called him. he finally texted me at 2.30am stating he would try to call me in a few days. well, that was a week ago. Im confused on why he is treating me this way and where to go now? help!
