Advice on how to deal with my Taurus lady!

Hi!

I'm an Aquarius girl, who is in love with a Taurus girl... but she has me super confused! So I need you Taureans!! Help me with what she is thinking...

So we've been best friends (with some drunken benefits) for 5 years now, we always were super attracted to each other (but she said she was straight) but did everything for me, and was super jealous all the time of everyone who wasn't her that I was spending time with.
So she broke up with her bf months ago, and started coming over a lot... she gave me kisses and cuddles with me in a VERY non friendly way, she even could be quite strong in her come ons!
So, we started talking bcz for me it was weird she said she was straight but did al this with me, she said she wasn't straight but terrified of losing me if we went on like this, and she was also scared bcz she had feelings for a woman, but she also said that when she was with me nothing else mattered to her.
So I waited a while and she kept sleeping over (no sex) but a lot of almost sex.
She wanted me to stop talking to other girls and preferably not see them at all, because according to her, I am hers. she is very possessive!

This kinda terrifies me, but that's besides the point.

Last Saturday she texted me if I wanted to go out to dinner with her, a date.
Of course I said yes, and we had an awesome time! She even talked about having a business together!
She stayed over and we talked and I was kinda sad bcz I didn't knew where things were going... I asked her what she wanted from me and she said "I don't know" and then she said "I think that I want things to stay the way they are, I don't want to lose you as a friend" so I tried hard to hold it back but a tiny tear escaped, she asked me if I was crying so I said yes.
Then she kissed me and we had sex, she initiated it! It was the most awesome and sweet sex I've ever had with someone, and they way she looked at me could not have been fake...
She even told me that this was a first time experience (sober with a woman she meant, we had drunk sex 3 years before this) for her and that no one had ever done it like that, she even said "Wow" when we were done.
She went home and next morning she texted me good morning and all... so I was happy that she wasn't so scared anymore... only to call her the next day to find out she was out to dinner with her ex and told me that it seemed like nothing had changed between them.

I know she is scared, mostly of the change it will bring, she hates ch

I had a Taurus experience, I had to cut her off becuse she was entirely too possessive and she wsnt my gf, but wasnt sure if she was gay either. But she was very over protecctive and did everything for me. at the drop of a dime!

But it wasnt comfry for me baceuse she wasnt out to her mom, or friends,.....BUT she became very needed and when I did have relationships she couldnt respect the boundaries.

If she isnt gay, you may be playing with fire to get your feelings hurt..

I dated a taurus woman. Sounds like a similar situation, actually.

Run.

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^^^ Such a Perv! LOL

Posted by Lucriu
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Haha! Sorry 😛

I don't know for sure if she is gay, she says she is (bisexual) but that she is very scared, we have been friends for 5 years so the change is weird, also for me.
She has a gay brother and no one cares, her family even asked me if we were dating...

Damn those feelings!

Lol ANYWAY. Taurus is a fixed sign, they really dont welcome change AT ALL, seeing as you??re aquarius I know it frustrates you that she just cant give in to what she obviously feels and be herself. The only advise I can give you is... be strong, she??ll push you away many times MANY MANY times, and that silent tear you let out when she said she only wanted to be friends and have nothing change... will show itself untill its path is etched in your face... BUT if you two spend enough time together, and you hold on to the urge to rush, she??ll open up = )...



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