I need help

Im currently deep in love with my taurus girlfriend(ex) but i messed up bad in the past but now it seems she doesn't wanna talk to me she doesn't text back but will talk on the phone she said she needs space but im really trying to make her my girlfriend again what should i do ?

Damn that hurt but it makes sense but im not quite ready to give up on us on snapchat and instagram she post tags about #hehasmyheart and bryson tiller-exchange i believe she still has love for me

give her space... its very important that u don't rush her or be demanding or pushy. She will hate u for it. be nice and check in once in awhile. If she has her mind made up that she is done, there is nothing u can really do. If u betrayed her trust, I really wouldn't wait around. the girl u knew will never be the same.

I never cheated or anything like that just other stuff. I have really bad trust issues. and that somewhat messed up our relationship i started listening to other. Ima Pisces and im taking it really hard smh.

I pushed her off my shoulder when she was fighting me for her phone i aimed for the couch but she fell and hit her head ” that really messed me up and ill never forget that.

We still hang out and stuff and even had sex a couple times but i messed up but saying something about it to her now she established new rules its like im 1 step forward just to get pushed back 2 she stay on my mind 24/7

Yea i know i messed up but im changing im giving myself to god. I dont know whats wrong with me but she hasn't fully gave up on me yet ive came a long ass way from being a dog to giving her my all we lost 2 beautiful twins a while ago and i think thats why she hasn't gave up i can change just takes time and im giving her time.

People can change ive had a hard life and so has she im not right for what i did and that will never be ok. But people can change

People can change but you should really think about the toxic patterns that you two have already established, that takes a lot of time and a lot of work to stop. Sometimes its just healthier for both of you to move on and start anew. You've crossed a line, for both of your sakes, I think you need to let her go.

She'll never feel the same way towards you. You'll always have that guilt and it will eat you up. If you don't want things to get worse (because believe me it can, people really don't change that much and once you pass that line, it's HARD to go back to the love and trust you once had for each other.) Let her go. I'm not one to give up myself, but I learned my lesson, just let her go.

I wouldn't call this an abusive relationship, just a toxic one.
She tried to get her phone, he mushed her...she didn't hit the sofa...end of story.

The two of you are probably still very young.
How I can tell? The FaceBook innuendos, subtle hints, and the on/and off again hookups.

Whether or not the Bull is ready to reconcile with you or not is not the dilemma here.
What prompted you to grab her phone is whats raising the red flag on this thread.
Were you cheated on before?
Do you, yourself, have a pattern of cheating on women, and intuitively think she might be doing the same?
Did you witness patterns of cheating when you were growing up?
Where is this distrust and paranoia stemming from?

Take some time away from her, and reflect on this.
Apologizing is just adding a temporary band-aid to an ongoing potential red flag.
But taking some time out to self-reflect and do some soul searching will reap greater rewards for future endeavors.

Good Luck!