
Okay, I'll admit it. Can't stop thinking about him. Every stupid thing reminds me of him. I have some other Tau friends I spend as much time as humanly possible with, maybe being around ya'll will lessen the craving? But it just makes me even more addicted :p Obviously his bday is very soon. I've been very good, haven't contacted him since he 'let me go'. (well, once, a week later, but not since that) Which is more of an accurate way to phrase it than 'broke up' with me, idk. He said "Its not fair for me to let you keep waiting for me when I don't know when I will have any extra time for anything besides work and school again. You're a nice girl". Whatever that is supposed to mean. Sounds like he's patting me on the freaking head. I'm thinking about sending him an email.. saying something like "I loved every minute I spent with you, you got me addicted to Tauruses, hope you have a happy bday". I know ya'll are going to think I fell for him and am just emotionally responding to a break up.. but I don't *think* thats quite true, bc I didn't really fall for him, just absolutely freaking love you people. The reason I say its not that I fell for him is because I love ALL of you like an addiction 😛 Maybe I should just let it go. What do you think?












