Aquarius/Pisces Cusp.HELP w/ introversion!

so I have recently discovered sidereal astrology, which put me on the cusp on aquarius/pisces, and wham. I feel like I have a much more well rounded view of myself. I have read a little about this cusp but seem to bump into the same information on the internet (if you could provide any links...that would help!) So basically, this cusp is supposed to have a difficult time putting themselves out into the world. being detached, if their emotions are abused they retreat and give up on the world and themselves. hyper sensitivity. all things that I have dealt with for the past ten years. I cannot tell you how difficult it has been to have SOOoo much to offer but to hold it hostage. Never allowing myself to be loved completely, because as you know, to be loved requires opening up. Sharing yourself. Love is free. Never giving into my passions completely, nor finishing projects. I am at peace with my past, have come to accept what I did. Now I just want to be open and share myself with the world. I do not want to feel that compulsive drive to retreat into myself any longer. It's funny because i am such a freer, i love to free others. and i give off an image of both overt expression and then introverted, fearful child. Any advice, links, would be GREAAAAT!

also, scorpio rising moon in saggitarius

Wow our charts are almost identical, except that I have Libra rising as opposed to Scorpio. As a Aqua-Pisces cusp, we tend to view ourselves very differently from everyone else, and this can make us self-conscious and shy. It's important that we learn to embrace our differences and our strange thought processes, and not worry about trying to fit into society's mold - after all, it is what makes us unique and gives us creative edge. Take some famous Aqua-Pisces for example: Yoko Ono, Johnny Cash, Seal, and Rihanna.